My mother said that when you dream that event there is a chance that the person in your dream will repeat or leave you so here I am now, very scared because what my mother said might come true."I won't leave you Caiza," he said and then kissed my forehead. "I will never leave you because I love you so much, there is no reason to leave you and I will not do it. I will not love you. I love you so much so please don't be sad because I won't leave you. Don't begging me for that cause I myself will make way for you to just be here next to me. ""I love you too," I said.I leaned on his shoulder and closed my eyes. We're at home and I still can't forget what happened, if I'm the one to ask it's like I don't want to sleep because I might dream again. But because he was here beside me while I hugged him, I felt more secure.I'm asleep but my mind still seems to be awake, I can't really sleep well. I'm still thinking about that before and it's like I don't want to put it to sleep anymore."Fu

We have been together again for a few days, we are still together as before, we are still together with everyone but there seems to be something missing. I'm always scared because of my intelligence. I'm afraid he might have someone else again.When I forgave him it was as if I was overthinking, I was afraid of what he was doing. Anytime I want to look at him, I should always see him but I can't do that because we have different jobs.But I don’t miss whenever he’s not busy and we have work I really want to talk to him. I was relieved, I was quickly scared. I don't know why I'm like this but I'm sure it's because of his cheating. I know in myself that he can change me anytime.I'm not enough to him, I'm still not enough to him so he's always looking, this second time. I'm still here with him, I'm still amazed at the words he utters. I still do things I really shouldn't be doing.I became even more desperate because of chasing him. It's hard but because of my love for him I can do noth

We have a lot on his face. Strange and nothing else. If I just didn’t know him I would think I couldn’t get him. The two of us rested when we got home. We are here in my house because I don't want to take him to my parents' house. I was still thinking about how I could tell my parents the truth. I don’t know how I can explain what Zyrous and I have now. My head rested on his arm as we both lay down. Both tired and awake from what happened earlier. "If you only knew, if you only knew that I love you so much. I'm ready to get married as long as you're my fiancé" whispered I. I was about to close my eyes when suddenly he spoke. "God also knows, how much I love you and I can't wait to marry you" he said and kissed the top of my head. "I thought that was sleep?" I wondered. "I want to but I can't sleep until you go first, I'm afraid you'll disappear again and I can't afford that to happen again" He turned to me and hugged me tightly. It's not so strict but it's like he doesn't want me to g

I am here in Australia. When I finished doing everything I needed to do in the U.S. I came here as well. I need to work to get this operation fixed. We need to facilitate that, what happened was that the work was postponed because there was a problem while they were in operation. Zyrous has returned to the Philippines. She has important arrangements there so she will go home temporarily first and she will return to the U.S. for our wedding to be held. Now I'm super excited. I feel like I want to finish my job right away so we can get married soon. When I finish eating, I will go back to sleep to gain strength. I just got here so Mr. Quer said I should rest first so that I can work right away in the evening. That's why I'm lying in my bed. I closed my eyes but I was surprised when suddenly someone called my phone on the mini table in my room. I took it even though I was drowsy. I looked at the name and it was Zyrous. When I picked up the phone, I answered it immediately and put it on m

I chocked him, not so tight but i know his death is too close to him. I removed my hand from his neck and then i kick him to his tummy. He sat down because his tummy hurting. I grab his collar. I glare him. He bowed and he did not look at me. "You know me?" Annoyed i said. - "No, who are you? Why are you here and why are you wearing that. Black clothing is forbidden in this area! Make sure you're not from here and don't attempt to spy!" He shouted right in my face. "No, who are you? Why are you here and why are you wearing like that? This town not allowed of wearing that! I'm sure you are trespassing, don't give me a shit! Don't you dare to spy here ! " He shouted at my face. "Don't fucking shouted me! You don't me! Fuck you!" I shouted also to him. I immediately grabbed the gun that was in my side and then beat him in the back. "Nice men," I said smiling. He was asleep and it seemed like nothing had happened. I just laugh because of my clean work. "Who's that Sychiee?" I heard Rafa a