“What have you done Ramanov!” Lola said as she stormed into the room, and Ramanov just stood looking, they have both been like this for close up to hours.“Lucia—” Lola called taping on my cheeks, I could tell my impulses had gone and I was just like a log of wood lying lifeless in the hand of my mate; Andrea still refused to believe everything, from the fact I had shifted into a white wolf to the incident I saved him, he covered me in my cloak, holding me close to his chest. My eyes were blurry but I could see his chiselled cheekbone.“She is still alive right?” He asked Lola, peering into my eyes, Lola was not good at lying, she nodded subconsciously and she regretted nodding after. Andrea, furious with all his rage, wanted to throw himself at Ramanov, Lola tapped on his shoulder, Lola was whispering something ancient into my ears, as they fought, she tried shouting to stop them but her voice was just like a puff in the air, weightless and racked.The fact that I couldn't wake up d

"You should be grateful you didn't have a miscarriage." Lola's voice echoed through me like a resonance."I'm not sure if I should be happy or not," I replied my eyes swollen from the pool of tears that had soaked them earlier, "Children are blessings from the goddess, and you shouldn't worry and as it seems when two people are fated for one another they begin to have children." Her eyes were hatched onto mine absorbing my every reaction. Her voice had my shoulders tensing."Why shouldn't I, Andrea practically made it obvious he doesn't want me; us." I wanted Lola's kind words to change how I feel about Andrea and the baby I did.It was clear she cared about him and there were times they both were like each other's guardian, only after swallowing bile and fragmented guilt was I able to see there was nothing but enemies, considering the fact she betrayed him. Their relationship was odd.With a little sewing, I was able to move part of my body, it was like it turned into a mist and smo

We bragged about the sex, initially, I almost lost hope and decided it was a boy as we were viewing the abdomen but then moving down to the genitals we saw a small opening, it wasn't anything long that looked like a penis, it was then a wide grin formed on my face, "You see I told you it's a girl." Excitement filled the room like we were on a merry. It wouldn't have bothered any of us, as Lola said children are gifts from God and it doesn't matter the gender; boy or girl."The mother already knows the gender so why waste the ultrasound?" She sounded defeated although she was happy, she had agreed with Ramanov because she fancies him if not under normal circumstances she prefers a girl. A girl; would arrange her hair with beads and decorate her room in all pink like the universe.Even though I was about to become a single mum, Jade was busy branching into every doll shop and supermarket getting all the attention she could seek, while I sat on the bench along the walkway with my heavy

"Do we have to?" Ramanov pinched the bridge of his nose. A futile attempt to drive away his looming headache."Yes we do darling," she patted his hand in a motherly fashion before moving out of the packhouse.The incident of me having treated him like a stranger and keeping the truth from him left him broken; my mate, I thought it was easy to spurn a mate bond.He looked through the thick crowd, his hopes vanished fast, the further down the thick pile he went.The locks clicked as she began to scream, shouting my name, I found myself hurrying towards her with all my wits."What happened here?" I asked as I perked around. The pain that swarmed my soul was worse than the physical pain I had experienced consuming every facet of myself until the memories and traits that made me began to drop like water.A second passed and I stood in front of her, she had never felt vulnerable, not that I know.With the slightest nod of my head, the doors were flung open from the stretching that was hamme

"Hey, I think you guys should come home.""Why are you giving up or you've seen Moon?""The latter." I let out."That's great, we are on our ways but Ramanov just left here angrily, I don't know where he is going but I don't have a good energy about it.""You should call him, he might have gone after him."***"I'm not sure if I would be happy seeing him or not." I let out as I set the table for dinner."It's only natural to fidget but viewing it, Lucia, I know you still love him. Why deny it? I'm a total stranger, little ideas of what you have gone through but the truth can't hide." Jade said patiently in her monotone voice it helped calmed the restlessness, I was agitated and restless today, but no amount of coddling with my pillow could sooth instead I wallow in the kitchen making different delicacies thinking it would help, my store and the way I held the spoons show I was an exhaust fume."Yea, you're right, but he hits me, I don't want my emotions to be toyed with." I was scar