Alexander's POVNo parents should ever have to go through what Ella and I are going through right now and the worst part of it is that I have to be strong for her. I need to be the one who will the shoulder she can cry on. She is not happy that I chose her instead of our child but if we can work things out, I am sure that we could have more kids in the future, there is only but one her and I was not going to lose her no matter what I had to sacrifice. I hope they someday she will realise that I made the best decision for us. I couldn't lose the both of them, it would have been too much. Yesterday she asked to be released from hospital, I didn't exactly agree with that but she said that she wanted to plan the funeral for our daughter. I would have preferred to do things all my by myself because she has already gone through so much but she told me that this was the last thing she was going to be able to do for our daughter so she wants to handle it. Against my opinions and worries, sh

Alexander's POVI still feel like my wife didn't exactly think things through when she decided to leave right after we just buried our baby girl. I'm in at 2 about going through a lot but I believe that we need to be together instead of being apart from each other. I know that she is in pain because I am also feeling the same pain but what I also know is that if I push too hard she will just pull away. I suppose it's time I just couldn't put it past me that my wife could actually be this cunning. I will admit that I am not surprised by many things but so far my wife has been able to surprise me at every turn. I think that a part of me hasn't really clicked but she is not the young naive little girl that I thought she was. She said a few things to me that I have had to take into serious consideration. I now realise that my wife was right when she said that I like to take control of everything and I thought that I was doing the right by taking charge. I don't have any experience being

Alexander's POV" Just in... Flamboyant CEO Playboy Alexander Black was seen in the upper East side entering a building that is said to be the primary residence of superstar model Tatiana, it has been said that the couple are trying to fix things for the sake of their daughter, in the meantime his wife was seen in Texas walking comfortable with an unidentified man, does this mean that they have finally called it quits? Mark what do you this is happening with these two?" The talk show host asked her partner on the show. " That is the thing with these celebrities, you can never keep up with them and this Alex guy, I mean we all know his history, the guy can't keep it in his pants, I mean we were all shocked about the announcement that he was getting married only ten months ago, it is not even a year and the marriage is over, I think by now we all know why the rushed to get married, his wife was pregnant." The other talk show host and the viewers clapped their hands. " You know that ma

Alexander's POVI don't know how much longer I can take this. it has been three weeks already and I haven't heard anything from my wife. I am literally going insane because I have no idea if she's even going to come back home. I don't know what I am mostly scared about the fact that she might not come back or the fact that she might come back and find that I have another child with another woman, that if she doesn't know already. I mean I have basically been trying for the last couple of weeks so it would be hard to miss something like this.I also know that she is going through a lot and that she has switched off her phone, apart from that one report about her being seen with another man I haven't really heard anything about her. I suppose I can even go as far as saying it was completely off the grid and that is why she probably hasn't come back to confront me about this new baby situation. I am terrified that she wants nothing to do with me after she hairstyles and still I have hope

Alexander's POV" Just in... Alexander Black's estranged wife Ella Black has been seen out and about, we have it on good word that she is going to open a new restaurant, if she can cook as well as she can bake, then we are in for a treat. In other news Alexander's Black's baby mama Tatiana has landed herself a contract for a new reality show, even though people are waiting on her we all know that we can't just wait to see Alexander Black on our screens, he is normally a private person. " The reporter said and I switched off the TV. I don't think that my life will never forgive me because it has been weeks since we last spoke and the worst part is that she won't even see me. I suppose at this point I don't have a schedule for our son. she gets to keep him on weekdays and I have him on the weekend. If I go to her house to fetch him, she will keep me locked out of the gate and send the help with my son to come to me. I don't think I know how to get through to her. I sent her a gift th