Ella's POVWe have been here for one night and we spent it under the stars on the beach, I was laying gently on his chest and it was more comfortable than my own bed. To smell his cologne on him and know that he is holding me was everything I ever thought it could be, amazing. All I ever wanted was to be with a man that loves me unconditionally but most of all, I needed a man who would be honest with me. Last night we had a talk about that and we really went to the core of the matter. Firstly he explained to me why he signed those divorce papers, it was weird at first but when he explained it to me, I wanted the same thing. I wanted our marriage to end because it was built on lies, it was not a real marriage and that is why he could not tell me all his secrets. I don't think that I blame him for that but I feel like my commitment to him should have been prove enough that I would have stayed no matter what. I suppose that one can say that I am a slow learner but I do learn and right

Ella's POVMy life is far from perfect but it is not a mess either. For the first time in my life I feel like I know my purpose, like I finally belong somewhere and it is amazing. The last week has been like a dream, one I do not want to wake up from. I am happy with my life right now, I have two beautiful kids, a husband that adores me and two best friends. I love this place and I can't wait to bring the kids here. I was walking with Alexander on the beach after a morning of love making when I had an idea about what I wanted to do when I went back home. " Alexander... I have been thinking. " I said to him." I don't know if I should be concerned or worried, you think too much my love. " He said to me. He was right about that, I am an over thinker and that is rarely a good thing. " Yes but this is serious, it is about our future and the future of our children. " I said to him. " Okay, I am listening..." He said. He sounded sceptical. " I know that we have never talked about your m

Ella's POVI was beside myself by the time we got to New York. I had so many thoughts running through my mind and so many questions about what could have happened to my restaurant while I was away. I don't know why but I feel like this was not an accident because it didn't make sense to me. the last time I was at the restaurant we didn't even get to use the stove and ever since Chad tested them out they haven't been used. I suppose a part of me is refusing to accept that this was just an accident. I didn't even go home when we landed I just told Alexandra to take me straight to the restaurant because I needed to assess the damage and see how bad it was. I was on my way to the restaurant when I decided to check on the internet about what the report said about the fire, I managed to find a few articles were one of them says that a homeless man was walking by when he saw smoke coming out of the restaurant, it was said that a few minutes later he heard an explosion coming from the restau

Ella's POVIf someone told me that I was cursed, I would certainly agree with them, I am not a superstitious person but the way things are going right now, I might be a believer. I don't understand how can one person go through so much in such a short space of time. The last couple of months have been both the best and the worst days of my entire existence. I find myself at the end as I can see that I am fighting a losing battle. I don't know how I am going to be able to rebuild my restaurant.I simply do not have the money to rebuild it and I am sure that the insurance company will take their time. Thanks to Michelle who made sure that I was covered from the moment I signed the lease . She told me that the insurance company will pay up after they are done with their investigations.I had so many plans for my restaurant, plans I will have to put on hold because it could be months before the insurance pays up. I don't know if I even have the strength to rebuild the restaurant. I was in

Alexander's POVI am not a perfect man, I know all of that but even with all my imperfections I can never deliberately harm a woman or a child especially one as innocent and as little as my son. I suppose a lot of people can say that I am a thug in a suit but even this thug has standards. I come from a very long line of men who had been on the wrong side of the law but they all had one unspoken rule that they respected. That is to stay away from women and children. I have always said that you have to have some type of a demon inside of you if you can actually hurt a child. I always have a cool head on my shoulders because I know that there are people who are depending on me especially my children. I suppose a lot of people might say that I have control issues but I think that I am just being extra cautious when it comes to my family and their safety. I am always in control of the situations around me so I didn't think this one would be any different.I started to panic the moment I r