AlexandriaToday is going to be a good day....it must be, Annie has already texted me to wish me a happy birthday. That’s right. Today is the day. I am finally eighteen and I will hopefully find my mate today. I hope it is someone who can love me and cherish me and show me the adoration a true mate should. I make my way out of bed and into the bathroom to get my shower and get ready for school. I grab my towel and I turn to the shower to turn the water on hot and as I strip of my pajamas, I climb in the shower and wet my hair to use my best shampoo and favorite vanilla scented body wash, it’s not easy to keep my blonde hair as lush and bright as I do. So, I need to use only the best hair care products. Once I’m done with my shower I step out and dry off with my super soft towel, this one is my absolute favorite, it feels like heaven and is super absorbent, once I am fully dried off, I lather my body in my hibiscus and strawberry lotion after I am lathered up, I make my way back to my

AlexandriaWhen I wake up the next morning, I feel groggy and tired still, that can sometimes happen to people when you’re in that in-between headspace of waking up for the day and being half asleep, it is also known to happen to some wolves who have been rejected by their mates as well. So, in my case that is more than likely what is going on with me right now.I try to forget what happened the day before. But when the memory won’t go away, I have no choice but to get up and get around and get ready for the day. No matter how much I want to forget about yesterday and stay here under my nice warm blankets in my nice comfortable bed, I can't, I can't let my parents know what happened yesterday, at least not yet. They would go to the Alpha and tell him everything and he would make James take back his rejection and I don’t want to be mated to someone out of obligation or by force. I refuse to be mated to someone who doesn’t want me for the way I am. I don’t want someone to be with me if

JamesHaving to see Alex at school these last few days has been torture. Is it possible to regret rejecting her as my mate, no it's just the mate bond it's got to be, it will be fine, I’ll be able to mate and mark Jackie soon, I just need to wait until she turns eighteen in a few weeks and I can announce her as my mate and tell my dad who is the Alpha, and then he will want to announce it to the whole pack and then will come the Alpha and Luna ceremony, then he may be willing to let me take over as Alpha, then I can become the most powerful Alpha in our area. Even before I rejected Alex officially, I planned to become Alpha and then find a way to become the strongest. But I can't do that if I have a weak Luna, and that’s exactly what Alex would make me, she will make me seem weak and I can't have that, I need someone strong by my side and someone who can help me take over more land and who can help me acquire more pack members. Alex has always been weak, she has never stood up for her

AlexandriaThis week has been a bit rough and that’s putting it mildly, every day at school I could feel people staring at me and I could hear the whispers and the talking about how James found his mate and the fact that it was me about how he rejected me because he thought I was too weak to be a good enough Luna, which in turn would allow everyone else to make fun of me more than what they usually do. Usually, it’s just Jackie and her group giving me a hard time and the occasional prank from random people throughout the school that you could say are her followers, but now since James told everyone that I was his mate, but he rejected me, now it seems Annie is the only one who still has my back but it’s only a matter of time before the gossip starts to affect her too. But no matter what I tell, her she refuses to walk away too. That is a true friend right there. I don’t know what I would do without her. So yeah, this week has been torture at school and of course, I can’t tell my pare

JaxsonWhen we finally make it to the Blue Moon pack we decide to get acquainted with Alpha Robert. The rooms he has us in are nice, once we are in our rooms we decide to relax for a while, but then John and I quickly become bored of just laying around, there isn’t much for us to do while we are visiting another pack, we are used to always being busy and having something to do, so I mind-link John and ask him if he knows of anything there is to do for fun around the pack territory. He is quiet for a few minutes then comes back to me telling me that we could ask the Alpha if we could go for a run through the forest, maybe there is a lake nearby that we could check out and go swimming. My wolf seems to be a bit interested in that idea as I feel him start to wiggle around in the back of my mind. He has been cooped up for a while now, it's been a couple of days since I've been out on a run, so I link him back and tell him I’ll ask the Alpha when we meet him downstairs for lunch. I certa