Alle Kapitel von His To Marry: Kapitel 81 – Kapitel 90

TAYA hand shakes me, and I groan opening my eyes. Jess has a mug in her hand, and I sit up on the couch. I massage my temples to get rid of the headache. "I made coffee" Jess says and places a black mug on the coffee table. "Thanks." I wrap my hands around the mug and bring it to my lips. "I know it's none of my business, but I think you should slow down with the drinking for a little while, Tay." I stop midway and look at her. "You are right, it's none of your business!" I snap and place the mug on the table. No longer in the mood for coffee. "Think about your health, you know what..." "You don't know a damn thing about my condition." sleeping here was a mistake. A big mistake. "I may not know anything about it, but I know mixing booze with your condition is deadly. You could die, Tay!" she is now screaming at me which a bit surprising. Jess has never raised her voice at me, not even once. "I feel like I am dead anyway. What is the point of living?" I say out loud and Jess g

OLIVIA"There is something I have to tell you," Nora says avoiding my face."What is it?" I ask."It has to do with your mother." she grabs my hand, and I don't know what to think of it. I can't handle any more bad news; my heart won't be able to handle it. "She...she co..." the door opens revealing dad. He walks in holding two cups of coffee. "I got you coffee," he tells Nora and hands her the cup."What were you going to tell me?" I remind Nora and her eyes widen in surprise."Um...Nothing. It's nothing." she places her cup to her lips and takes a sip."Okay?"I feel like she is hiding something from me, both of them. I don't know who to trust anymore. Everyone around me is either lying or keeping something from me. I'm tired of it. I wish I could pack and leave without looking back or worrying about someone. I wish someone could just take me away from this bitter love. Why does love hurts so much? Why does it have to hurt to love someone? All I ever wanted was someone to love a

TAYThree days, 3 days have passed without her, and they have been the worst days of my life ever. I thought I could change her mind. Life without her is miserable and I can't sleep properly. I eat just because I must eat, not because I'm hungry. I don't know what to do to convince her that we need each other, that we are each other's breaths. She doesn't answer my calls or maybe she blocked me and not being able to hear her voice is driving me crazy. A sound breaks me from my painful thoughts, and I look at my laptop to see I have a new e-mail. I have thrown myself into work in attempts to forget her. It only works for a while and then I will go back to thinking about her again. I don't know what to do anymore.I open the e-mail and it's about one of my latest projects. My phone rings before I can read the e-mail."Danny?" I push my hair off my forehead and lean back on the single couch."I called to ask if you got the e-mail, sir?" I hear yawns and I look at the time at the bottom

OLIVIAAs soon as my lips mould with Tay’s, a sigh of satisfaction leaves my mouth. It feels like it has been years since I last kissed him. It feels so right and I’m aware that what I’m doing right now is being selfish, but I can't help myself. I need to feel him one last time, just this one last time. His hands go around my waist, and he hoists me up and places me on the counter. He moves in between my legs and pulls me impossibly closer to him. I break the kiss and trail wet kisses down his jaw. He moans and tightens his hold on me. I have never done something like this to him, he has always been the one to ignites everything. I suck his neck and my name rolls off his tongue, making me wetter than I already am. I tug his t-shirt, pull away from him to lift his shirt over his head, and toss it on the floor. My hands work on their own and they find his face, but he stops me,“Wait,” he says out of breath.“We need to talk. As much as I would love to fuck you right now, we need to

TAYI gulp down the rest of the whiskey. I have lost count of how many drinks I have had since morning. She didn’t even hesitate to board the plane. She left and didn’t turn back. She left me. I throw the bottle of whiskey against the wall screaming. I flip the mattress and everything that I can get my hands on.Someone starts shouting my name but all I see is Olivia leaving. She might not have seen me at the airport, but I was there. A part of me was hoping she would turn back and come back to me."Tay calm down" a familiar voice yells. Nate touches my shoulder and I drop on my knees to the floor tugging my hair."She left." I sob. Nate stays silent. I can sense he doesn't even know what to say to me to make me feel better."She didn't even hesitate. She left me. I lost her. It's over." Tears stream down my cheeks, and I don't bother wiping them off."I’m sure she will come back man." I chuckle and lean my back against the back of the bed."There is no need to lie to me, Nate. Give i