TayI strip out of my clothes and step inside the shower. I rest my hands against the glass wall as hot water cascades over my body. I don't know what to do, I can't think of anything that could save our relationship at this time. I grab the shower gel and squeeze it on my palm. I wash my hair then my body and later dry it. I walk out to find Olivia sitting cross-legged on our bed. "Can we talk?" she asks and I lean against the wall and cross my arms over my chest."Talk about what exactly? That you killed our baby without thinking twice about it? That you didn't trust me enough to tell me that you were pregnant? That you destroyed our marriage? Which one do you want to talk about first?"I ask calmly much to my surprise. Must be because I'm tired and the alcohol is making me sleepy. All I want to do is sleep really, forget that this day ever happened. She has changed into an oversize white long sleeve t-shirt. My shirt. She walks to me and uncrosses my arms and my body ignites on i

OliviaI don't know how long we have been waiting but it has been hours, and we haven't found Andrew. Future is running out of time. We are all trying to keep it together for her. Tay has been on his phone for hours too ordering people to find Andrew. Dad went home with Nora a few hours ago. Shawn stayed behind. What I don't understand is how Andrew could just disappear without any trace. It's like he doesn't want to be found. "How is it going?"I ask Tay as he seats down next to me."Jessica says she has something and will call in an hour" he informs me and I push his hair off his face."You need a haircut"I comment as I dig my fingers into his hair."I know, with everything that has been going on it slipped my mind," he says and I kiss his temple. "You need to rest. You have been here since last night. Go home and sleep for a while." he orders and I roll my eyes at him. "I will go home once I know Future is out of danger. She is my friend" I say and tuck a strand of my hair behin

OliviaTwo weeks and four days passed as a blur. Future is now back at home. First, she was so mad at Andrew that he had to sleep in another room for a few days until she forgave him. When Tay asked him why he left he said that he needed time to think and that he didn't mean to take that long. I also had an appointment with James and everything is fine. Just had to take prenatal vitamins everyday. We also found the gender of our baby and we are having a baby boy. Another boy in the Payne family. Nate has been...Nate. Him and Rachel seem to be on good terms since she is coming to my father's place tomorrow for Christmas lunch. He also kicked Andrew and Future out because the baby is stealing his sleep at night. They didn't even have a problem since they were also planning to move. Tay was against it and I had to convince him that it's time to move on. Andrew has a family now and they want to raise their child in their home.Nate still refuses to make peace with Shawn and I pray he does

OliviaI wake up earlier than usual and turn to find Tay's side empty after I spent last night waiting up until 3 am.I know I must tell him, but I don't know how to. I sigh and roll off the bed and walk to the bathroom. I brush my teeth and take a bath after. I dress up in jeans and a grey shirt with a jacket and walk out. My phone rings beside the bed and I walk to it. I look at the screen and it reads James.“Hello?” I answer the phone as I sit on the bed.“Hey, I didn't think you would answer since you didn't respond to my messages.” He says.“I was busy .” a half-lie.“Okay, there is someone I want you to meet regarding your condition” he informs.“Who?” “Let's meet at the coffee shop next to the book store, the one thirty minutes from your house?” he requests.“ I don't think it's a good idea, James. It's Christmas today” I haven't told Tay about the situation and he finds out I met up with James he will be beyond furious. “It won't take more than an hour, I promise.” I bite

TAY"What do you think lead Grace to kill herself?" Nate asks after a while. Joe hasn't come back since he took Nora to be checked. "Did you know that Olivia was raped?" he continues to ask, but I don't have the energy to answer his questions right now. "The woman I love with all my soul is on an operation table fighting for her life Nate! Your questions are the last thing I want to answer right now!" I snap without meaning to."I'm sorry." Nate says softly making me feel guilty. I ran my hand over my face in frustration."Look, I didn't mean to snap at you like that." I pat his shoulder and walk in the direction Joe went to.I knock on the white door and enter. Joe is seating on a hospital bed holding Nora's hand. "How is she doing?" I ask and close the door behind me."The nurse said she will be okay. It's just the shock of receiving bad news in less than 24 hours," he says, and I nod."Do you know the full story on what happened? I mean Grace?" I ask and take a seat opposite hi