I back my school bag and then leave the history room. the hallways is as silent as a graveyard maybe because people were still in class. it is odd because I still haven't heard anything from Maya or Genevieve and I am starting to get worried. I mean what kind of friend would I be if I don't care about my friends. " Miss Matthews " the mention of my name has me frozen on the spot. I turn to see the principal. she always strolls in the school hallway in case she catches someone lingering or doing drugs like she usually says when they are meant to be in class. she hates me and I won't say I like her because I equally hate her too.I turn to look at her and force a smile" You should be in class " she says frowning." I don't have one now " I say quickly " Then you should be in the library. you know how I hate idle students " she saysI scoff and roll my eyes Say that to your daughter because she isn't very hard-working. " What was that ? " she asks" Nothing. I will take my leave now

I don't know what I am doing right now nor do I know how I am going to get out of the school when it is not yet closing hours I have never snuck out of school in my entire life.Well you have never fallen into the hands of someone like Noah before either.Should I just go back and say noAnd risk being bullied by Dean again?I'm sure you missed his hands pulling your hair.The thought is actually scary, but no I would rather sneak out of school than get bullied by Dean. it's just for a day, I just have to get through with today then it will be over..〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️my head hits my pillow with a soft thud as I spread on my queen sized bed, oh school was extra stressful today. How could he ask for pizza out of the blue. I think Noah might have a problem. A problem of never being stable, he is so confusing and I can't seem to understand him. I'm glad that I'm finally home, away from the beasts out to devour meI sigh and then get up to pull my boots off of my feet before resting back agai

What's with the questions. didn't she understand any of what I said just now. " You mean you told him no because you were angry ? " she asks again and I shoot her a death glare because I don't see the need in answering her anymore. " Wow I think I am starting to like him " she says and I frown at her." He is cute " Maya says and I frown at her too." I just told you guys I suffered and yet you both like him " I say ." I never said I liked him, I said he is cute " Maya defends herself" This is unbelievable. I can't believe you guys " I say " Well don't you understand yet. he made you angry and you stood up to him. you said no Raine " Gen says with a grin " Oh " I mutter and then stare at them. I stood up for myself, I stood my ground." Yes you said your mind Raine " Gen says grinning " Well I would be punished for that later when we see during lunch " I say, my smile getting replaced with a smile." Oh that's true, you don't sit with us again " Maya says " I'm sorry " I say a

〰️〰️〰️〰️〰️The most annoying thing about bruises and bumps is that people laugh at you the more, making you know that you are uglier than before. That's the kind of attention I was getting in school this Friday morning. As you all remember I was hit on the face with a dodge ball, let me tell you that that ball is so fucking hard and I hate what my face had become. I have a big bump that is almost the size of a new born baby's fist and I have a band aid on my swollen nose. in other words I look really bad.I sigh and enter the first class we have today, that is my English class which I also have an assignment I have to submit on Romeo and Juliet today. I didn't spend too much time in the locker room this morning because of the constant glares I was getting " Good morning, as you enter please submit your folder for your assignment on the table " Mr Edwards says and I turn to look at him. I guess he has said that to every single person that came into the class." Good morning " I say s

Although the grocery store isn't that far from our house but I'm glad mum decided we should drive there because if she had said Raine we are going to walk to the grocery store to do some family bonding on the way, I seriously would have puked all over myself on the road because there is nothing to bond for.The few minutes we were suppose to spend at the grocery store turns into hours because after buying everything we came to buy at the store, mum saw a friend, I mean a fellow professor from work and they started chatting.They saw each other at the college yesterday and yet they still have a lot to talk about now. I really hate adults, some adults " Oh is that Raine ? " I suddenly hear the woman who is talking to mum say as she points towards innocent me." Yes mum show my ugly face to the world " I mutter under my breathe and give my widest fake smile." Yes that's Raine. " mum answers with a smile.As if it's not obvious that it's me, RaineMum and the woman walk towards me and t