My Always, My Forever のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

I was shocked by his sudden confession that I couldn’t do anything except gape at him. He laughed softly, looking at me being frozen. “I love you, Baby girl,” he repeated as his lips grazed mine softly. I couldn't believe my ears. I must be dreaming at the moment. My fingers went to pinch my arm. People said if I didn't feel any pain, then I must be dreaming. I pinched again, but I didn't feel anything. I was sure then that this was just a dream. "Baby girl?" Damian's voice reached my ears. "This is just a dream. You can't be in love with me. You are too perfect for me. And I pinched my arms, yet I didn't feel anything. Yup, this is just a dream," I told him in my daze-state. Suddenly he threw his head back, and the sound of his deep, masculine laughter echoed in the room. "That's because you weren’t pinching your arm, Baby girl. You were pinching me," He grinned. "I pinched you?" I fr

I woke up the next day with my whole body feeling sore. I turned my head, and my eyes landed on a perfectly-structured handsome face of a man staring at me.  “Morning, Damian,” I snuggled closer to him. “Morning, Baby girl.” His arms went around my body, enveloping me with his warmth. We spent the next hour cuddling, enjoying the private moment we had. He kept my hand on his chest - in one way, it was to tell me what I did to him, but somehow I thought it was a way for him to let me know that he loved me. “Damian, promise that you won’t avoid me anymore? I don’t want to have not to feel your touch. I want to feel your arms around me and to hear you call me ‘Baby girl’. Cause Damian, I lo..” Just as I was about to tell him that I loved him, Damian put his finger on my lips, preventing me from saying the words. &ldquo

“Damian..” I whispered as I looked into his eyes which were swirling with mixed emotions. “I know, Baby girl. I thought I'd be okay seeing you with Rai, but it made me so jealous that I have to have you. I’m sorry..” he said while letting me go. Walking to Rai’s room, my mind was on Damian and our kiss and lovemaking. Oh my God, if it was true that Rai and I were still a couple, then it meant that I’d betrayed Rai with his best friend! If he knew, it’d devastate him. But Rai and I were broken up, I repeated in my mind. Going into Rai’s room, I saw him lounging on the bed, reading a book. “Rai, I thought you’ll be sleeping,” I pointed out. “I want to sleep holding you, Princess. And there’s something that I need to talk to you about.” He reached out his hands to me.I climbed into bed with him, offering my hands for him to hold. “Princess, I’m sorry for breaking up with you. It wasn’t what I meant to do," he said, looking deep into my eyes. I sighed. So what Natasha told me was t

When I woke up, I could feel my whole body aching. I stretched my tired body, and everything that had happened came to me. Dread filled my whole being. What if Rai and Damian were angry toward each other? What would I do then? I tried my hardest to listen to any shouting, but there was none. It was quiet. I sighed with relief. I looked around, but Rai wasn't in the room. I knew I needed to find him to explain everything and apologize. But what would I say? That I was in love with Damian too? Or should I lie and tell him what happened between Damian and me was just because I was feeling lonely? My mind was still contemplating what to tell him as I donned his shirt when I heard Rai's raised, angry voice. I was horrified. I didn’t want what I thought would happen to happen. I quickly buttoned up Rai’s shirt so I could go to them and interfere. “How dare you touch h

After I was fully healed, everything went back to normal. Rai and Damian were friendly again, and we all joked around. I was allowed to play with Leah anytime and however long I wanted to. I felt like we were one big happy family again. Everything was how it was supposed to be. Damian still touched me in non-sexual ways, and Rai was alright with it, just like before.   One morning I woke up and made my way downstairs as usual.   “Morning, boys,” I said, plopping myself between them.   “Morning, Princess,” Rai said, kissing my lips.   My body, as usual, moved to Damian for my kiss. As I offered my lips for Damian to kiss me, I could feel Rai touch my arm and pull me back gently to him.   “Not on the lips, Princess,” he said softly.   I was mortified by my action. Oh God, what had I done? I could feel tears forming at the corner of my eyes. I looked at Rai quic