The rest of the week went by quickly, Mel was no longer upset that I was leaving well she still is but not as upset, while the rest of my gang were thrilled. It's Sunday night and I'm quite excited to start Arsenic high tomorrow, I don't think the excitement will allow me to sleep, I ironed my uniform and placed them neatly in my wardrobe, I wished there was no uniform in Arsenic high it would have been much better.I laid on my bed thinking of different ways tomorrow might go wrong or right, makeup isn't allowed so that's a problem, I truly pity a lot of eyes tomorrow, it's either I encounter a bully and will receive lots of insults from almost everyone and the other way is I won't encounter any bully and neither will I receive insults from everyone. There is no chance of me not encountering at least one bully or bitch, I'll receive lots of bad, irritated, disturbed looks from people so I should start mentally preparing myself for what to come tomorrow. I'm both anxious and excited,

I continued covering my face till the next period was over, the bell signaling lunch rang and I gathered my things and head out of class, my last class was literature and I had it with Chad and Sarah, I waited for them both outside of class and we headed to our respective lockers together, I didn't want to go to lunch but my cover has been great so far and I'm starving, crying does leave you with an appetite, Ben joined us shortly after and we all headed to the cafeteria. "What would you like to have? I'll go get it for you." Chad offered while Sarah and I sat at their table."Some Mashed potatoes if they have and how much is it?" "Yes they do, don't worry I'll pay." He offered and I kindly accepted his nice offer."How generous of you." Sarah mocked and Ben asked what Sarah wanted to have, they both went to get us our meal."Thanks," I said to Chad's retreating."I sense some chemistry." Sarah wiggled her eyebrow."Do you sense physics too?" That successfully wiped her smile off."

The day has finally come to an end, I sighed loudly as the bell signaling end of last period rang, I'm so happy and relieved, I packed my things and left the class after writing down the assignment, Economics is harder than it looks. I had this class with sarah, I waited for her outside the class, she finally joined me and we went to our lockers together."Can you please borrow me your Mathematics note book, I am not yet done copying the note." The teacher for last period didn't come to class early so I used the little time to quickly copy the assignment and part of the note."We have homework there so I can'tborrow you home, except you'll quickly copy it now.""Alright." I brought out my Mathematics note book and she handed me hers, just a few examples and note to copy. I bent down back hunched in the hallway and I began to write."We could enter an empty class, you'll be more comfortable that way." "Okay." I packed everything and as we were heading to an empty class we saw Ben and

I woke up expecting to see Mel's bright face but was met with nothing but an empty room, it took a lot of convincing for Mel to finally let me sleep, they must have gone after I slept, I was hoping they would stay with me, I feel so alone right now. The door opened and I stretched my neck to see who it was, a lady in a suit and she was holding a pad or something I don't know."Good Afternoon, the doctor gave me permission to see you." Wait its afternoon already? For how long was I asleep. She greeted me with a bright smile on her face but I could tell it was fake, she grabbed a chair and placed her huge behind on it."My name is Laura Michaelson from the Save the female child agency," I just stared at her with an empty expression, what does she want? She should go away "last night you did something that almost took your life, you attempted suicide." 'Oh geez thanks for telling me, I truly had no idea, please tell me more' that's what I would have said if I could speak, well I can I'm

"I'm starving." She held her stomach, me cooking in this house is like a sin, I'll go cook noodles for her quickly while I'll take oats."How about some noodles?" "Sounds delicious." She grinned."Wait here, I'll be back." "Okay." I got up and made my way to the kitchen, Adam and mom were no where to be seen goodie. I made noodles and oats, I placed the two bowls in a tray with two bottles of water, I also stole two bags of chips and started walking towards my room trying not to drop anything. "Who gave you permission to enter the kitchen?" Adam's voice stopped me in my tracks, I was about to try replying but instead I just ignored him now he'll know how it feels to be ignored, he's such a loser.I reached my room and I kicked the door with my foot, I was unable to open the door because of all I was carrying, the door opened and Mel took the tray from my hand causing the bag of chips to fall to the ground. "Ugh!" I don't like broken chips, why did they have to fall, I picked them