I scratched my scalp in frustration. Sighing, giving up i fall back on the sofa and closed my eyes. I was preparing for my upcoming exams. And there was this one topic that was difficult for me to understand. I tried watching online lectures but they were of no use. First they were extremely long like for 3 hours and second i can't understand well by listening. My mind gets blank after 30 minutes, how am i supposed to listen continuously for such a long time. I wish i had my senior doctor as my boyfriend, i would ask him anything at anytime. You need boyfriend for that?. My thoughts spoke. Yes, so what. I could also ask my seniors but they weren't nice and free to teach me. And I don't like begging anyone. I sighed again. I looked up at the white ceiling thinking about my life. It's been so long since i had a romantic relationship with someone. I wanted to have a relationship later but never found anyone good enough. A knock pulled me out of my thoughts, i blinked and looked tow

Humming the song, i closed the door of car. My mouth forming a smile as i looked at the studio, reminding me of Seo-joon. Smiling, i walked inside, putting the keys in my bag. I was looking through my Instagram when i entered in the main room. Where usually CEO,managers and Sirius members hold meetings. I was supposed to attend the meeting as it was related to the Sirius upcoming world tour. I stopped in the doorway as i analyzed the environment. Everybody was looking tense and worried. Did something happened?. My heart beating fast as i make my way further in. "Lets calm down. No need to worry, we are looking into it. Stay indoors and practice in your dorm.", CEO Bang said as he stood up the chair and throwing one look at Sirius members, he made his way out, Luca walked behind him. He bowed his head as he saw me. Bowing i walked towards the members who were really tensed. All managers left the room and it was only me and them. "What happened?." I asked softly. "Baek kyung receiv

I took a sip of hot coffee and smiled as a bird came to sit on the floor of the balcony of my room. I looked up at the blue sky, so beautiful. I smiled brightly and closed my eyes as happiness twril within me. It has been a month since i came here, in Sirius Dorm. I enjoyed every single second of the day. They were nice, caring and considerate of me all the time. They tried making less noises in the morning. I helped Tae oppa and Ho yong oppa in cooking, though Ho oppa protested but he was grateful for my help. Tae-ri and i were like brothers now. We play, tease and make each other laugh. I sometimes hit him out of blue, but he never once minded and teased me as i didn't hit him hard. Nam- joo and i even wrote a novel together. It was bit embarrassing but we kept it. The members refused to listen to it, as they said it's too embarrassing for them. But Seo-joon read it for my sake. I felt like my heart with burst with so much love he was giving me. Baek kyung and i got closer as we

I walked inside the studio as there was an urgent meeting and Luca called me that i am needed there. So i went to my home from the hospital and took a shower and drive here. I bowed in return to the staff members as i walked passed them. Opening the door, i walked inside and took a seat beside Baek kyung Manager and intertwined my fingers on the table. In front of my sat Police head officer and next to sat CEO Bang. Luca came in and took a seat beside me."The man has spoken finally. Our calculation was totally right. He was involved in Miss Eun Aee house vandalism, car accident and then this. By tracking his phone, we got hold of his master. There are around 10 people working under him, we have them all locked up." Police officer told us. I felt relieved to hear that. "Are you sure there are they are all in there?. Anyone hiding?." CEO Bang asked him. "Yes we are sure. No need to worry now. We will handle them strictly according to the law." He said, standing up from the chair.

Taking off the mask, i breathed in the chilly air of USA. I took a sit on the waiting area, waiting for my bags to arrive. My mind pondered back to the past days. After i arrived in Korea, i went straight to Sirius dorm and packed my all things up and left. I came back to my previous apartment which was renovated after i moved out. The day i came back in Korea, my phone was blowing up with hate messages, tweets and calls from their fans. I don't know how they found my number, but it was hell. I remember one fan told me to get lost as she loved Seo-joon. I just rolled my eyes and blocked her number. I had to deactivate my Instagram and other accounts. Within 3 hours, i was done with this, so i broke my sim and bought a new one. It was too much. Not every tweet and messages were of hate, surprisingly, i received quite a good amount of love and support messages. I guess not everyone hated me or our relationship. Well it's all over now. Then after all this drama, i booked a flight to USA