CHAPTER THIRTY: CAN'T RESIST HERROSE AMARA POVEthan removes his fingers from inside of me and lets me experience the euphoric feeling.He unbuckles his belt with one hand, sending waves of sound across the air. His boxer briefs and pants both fell to the ground in a whoosh. I can't help but stare down with heavy-lidded eyes. Even though I've seen his c*ck up close several times already, the thing continually surprises me.When Ethan mentioned he was gigantic, he wasn't joking. He is, and when he is completely erect, like he is now, the veins are evident from how hard he is working. It seems as though he is about to shatter something.Not me, please.One of my legs is raised and thereafter wrapped over his hip by him. Then, it dawns on me. I stutter against his fingers in an attempt to get him to let me speak, but he clamps his middle finger over my tongue.I nudged his shoulder while uttering incomprehensible sounds. I think I'm not breathing in enough oxygen because I'm feeling diz

CHAPTER THIRTY - TWO: NEVER ENDING REALIZATIONROSE AMARA POVI lean against the door as it closes and allow myself to let go. My core continues to pulse after my terrifyingly intense release, and my legs are struggling to keep me up. I'm breathing forcefully, just like a zoo animal that is unable to escape. I covered my face with both of my shaking hands, trying in vain to calm myself.I have to stop it right away. I have to stop it.How could I have let that brute, that idiot, to so blatantly own me? How could I feel as though I had been looking forward to that pleasure for years?I haven't, am I correct?I lean against the door as it closes and allow myself to let go.I freeze when I hear rustling on the other side of the door because I can sense him even though I can't see him or hear him speak. Inexplicable forces are attuned to him, and unseen cords are always drawing me in his direction."What did I say about not isolating yourself from me, Rose?"His command to open the door i

CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR: TRUE OR FALSEROSE AMARA'S POVA celebration is held by Uncle Raven to honor the wonderful news a few days later. The truth of not being pregnant. I dont know why Ethan does such things about this pregnancy. He knows that I don't want to bear his child, yet here we are celebrating this event.I'm not sure why I let it get to this point or how Ethan's deception got me there in the first place. Even still, the meeting's one instance of my being unable to speak was enough to cause everyone to congratulate and wish me well.Then Belle came downstairs, kept herself as busy in the kitchen, and forced me to sit down while she prepared me some healthy food. Every time Uncle Raven sees me, he can't help but smile. He might not get the chance to meet his grandchildren in this life, so I helped him fulfill that desire, yet not to Ethan.I tried to stop myself and shout that it wasn't true, but I was unable to take Uncle Raven's adoring look off his face. He appears to be so

CHAPTER THIRTY – SIX: TASTE IT WHILE IT LASTETHAN’S POVI was raised among monsters as a child and was taught never to crave anything. Everything is messy, used, and thrown away.Why then do I feel the desire to lick her cheek till I claim those parted lips when I look at the woman leaning up against the wall?Why is she the first thought I have when I get up and the last thing I want to see before I go to sleep?Because one taste is insufficient, Rose Amara is the forbidden fruit that I shouldn't have ever tried. The second, third, or tenth are not either.Despite being in the most exposed position possible, she lifts her chin up. Her underwear is collected around her ankles, and her dress is pulled up to her waist. Even the flimsy elastic leaves red marks on her flawless, light skin.She sputters, "I don't need your hand," and then continues. "Leave now,"I cross my legs at the ankles as I lean against the door to the supply room. "Forget about me. I'll just wait and observe. What d

CHAPTER THIRTY – EIGHT: WAKE UPROSE AMARA'S POVI rushed up to him and knelt down next to his lifeless body, my heart thumping so loud I could feel the pulse in my ears. Blood soaks the man's shirt and then startlessly flows out of him, leaving him with the impression that life is fleeing him.I put my trembling fingers on the hole and push as firmly as I can.The commotion around, the gunfire, the whimpering noises, the people's shouts, all of it vanishes into the background. I can only concentrate on the man who is lying on the ground.My voice chokes as I say, "Don't go...don't you dare go," but I sniffle nevertheless, keeping my eyes on the task at hand.He is promised... He would never leave me again. I scream at the top of my voice to everyone who can hear."Get Dr Halili! Now!"I lack the motivation to stop thinking about Ethan. He will disappear into thin air if I even blink once while keeping my eyes on him. Eya yanks herself away from the action, nods, and dashes towards th