Cressida "It's official, you hate me, Ida." Talia groaned in between her vomiting streak before she went back to vomiting."Hangover can be a bitch, right?" I smirked as I said those words while standing beside her with a towel in my hand, waiting for her to finish her session. "It is and so are you." I couldn't stop myself from laughing out loud but had to keep it down a little when Jack entered the room and he too had to stop himself from scowling at Talia because of her drinking habit."Jack, how come I'm the bitch when she is the one who pushes me away every time I tell her to stop drinking?" Jack only shrugged but had to leave when Dad called him and I was more than ready to eavesdrop on them but Talia tugged at my leg so I would give her the towel which I did.But my gut feeling told me that Dad calling Jack wasn't something good… it just wasn't. **********************Everyone And I mean everyone was staring at me as I walked the hallways with Talia by my side and I might or

Cressida Getting ready for this party was sooo damn exhausting and what was even more tiring was decorating the house, getting drinks, food, waitresses and waiters, all in one day.I was currently wearing a navy blue dress that had a long slit, showing off my legs. My hair was pulled up in a wavy ponytail while having it braided on the top as well.I usually wear Mom's necklace even if it never matched the dress but this time my hand hovered over the necklace as I remembered her words in the book and the small fragments that I dreamed of as well… I didn't think I wanted to put it on… not today.So I simply picked one of the other necklaces I had then headed downstairs, my heels clicking on the stairs as I listened to the calm and classy music that was playing but while looking around, I noticed Noah and his face… was bruised. Maybe not that much but still noticeable so I quickly ran to him and placed my hands on his face, making him look at me."What happened to you?" I gasped and di

Cressida "I'll go try these on okay?" Noah said and left to the changing room without waiting for my answer and I knew that he was going to take a long time there as usual so I took my chance to distract myself from both Savaş and Jack the same way I've been doing for the last five days… by reading the book my mother wrote about her life.Maybe I would discover something about myself that way even though I still knew that my answers would always be owned by Savaş… Chapter two:Ma deuxième mortTwo Lines. Pregnant. I was Pregnant with Isaac's children. I just lost my only chance of freedom because of this child.My hand clutched my stomach where a small human was growing and I wished if it wasn't, I'll always wish it wasn't. The problem wasn't Isaac, he treated me like I was a queen from day one and till this day. The problem also wasn't the small child I was having… The problem was… me.It always was me…"Chantal?" I heard Isaac call my name, make brace myself and wipe out the tea

Cressida I took one last look at myself before I left the room. This time I was wearing a dress that had a single shoulder strap and diagonal cut with a calm shade of pink which wasn't something I would've preferred because pink made me look way too girly and… innocent and I knew that I was far from innocent.My shiny black hair came down in waves, cascading down my back. A beautiful silver clip had been put in to hold my hair in place, anyone would see me as a sight to behold. Him included.A knock on the door had me coming back to the real world, making me go open the door to find the one and only… my fiancée."Amour, are you ready for us to make the grand entrance?" Jesper offered me his hand which I gladly took and we started walking until we reached the top of the stairs of the ballroom and down them, there were people waiting for the soon to be greatest couple of Atherton.Even though Jesper agreed, he was still wary of Savaş the whole week we talked about this party, afraid t

Cressida I could particularly feel my pulse in my ears as I stared at Savaş who came to the nightstand and picked a few things out of it but I couldn't see what they were yet but when I did… I was speechless. He stood in front of me, holding a blindfold in one hand and the other had a ball gag. Now I actually realise what utterly and truly fucked means.He already took my ability to touch anything when he tied me up and now he wanted to take away my abilities to see and talk and even though the idea should scare the hell out of me… it doesn't. In fact I found my body heating even more in anticipation because I never tried anything like that before because most of the boyfriends that I had in the past didn't go far than kissing with me because they always feared my Dad and who I was but the thing about Savaş…He didn't fear anyone or anything. He knew no limits when it came to what he wanted and I was what he wanted so he didn't exactly care about who my family was and what they cou