KARA'S POV  Why is it that all the things that I did not expect to happen in my life, still happened? Life is unfair. I have so many questions about why this is... Because honestly, I'm not happy anymore. That I really want to leave the life I have now. I hope so... it's just a dream. That I will wake up even if I am sleeping.  “Spencer left. He said goodbye to me." Mom's welcome words when I arrived in the kitchen today. Both of my shoulders slumped to sit in a chair now here. My husband and I don't talk anymore. Since I confessed to him what happened to me.  Then he didn't come home either. He didn't come home for three days. He came home just last night, but he left immediately this morning before I woke up. I don't even know where he slept. Because he didn't sleep next to me in our room. It hurts&h

I want to see Mrs. Rosales now. Because I know she knows something. Maybe she got bored with me going back and forth to her house. So she ordered her bodyguard to treat me like that... So that I would stop. Why? That's why the man used to look at me like he was undressing me. Then we met at a TV station where I was fell. I don't even know why he was there. I also learned that Rustin is Rago's older brother. They are brothers on the father's side. Security was tight here at home. Mommy has released from the hospital. But she's at daddy's house now and Lindsey will take care of her. The situation here at home is difficult as we are already dangerous here. Me and Spencer also decided that we will go to Italy first. One of his uncles is there. We will leave the country first and we will come back later when the jerk Rustin is in jail. The nerve of that bastard.

I'm just here on the sidelines watching them in their drama. I did not help with the weaning. Spencer is actually the referee between Rago and Jacob, who doesn't want to stop now, full energy and full charge. Sen is currently still crying now on her knees. I was about to approach her when Rago suddenly grabbed her hand to make her stand up.  Jacob didn't enjoy that Rago go to Sen. He run toward Rago and punch it. Until they exchanged fists again that they would dare now. "Stop it! You're like children!" Spencer loudly told them to stop. Until they moved away from each other, catching their breaths now. Sen's wail is the one that dominates here now that we all looked at her. Silence prevailed, with none of us speaking now that we were all silent.  "What am I to you, Sen?" Jacob asked his wife. We are all looking at Sen now, waiting for her answer."I'm you

There are events in life, one must be lose.Why is there such a thing? Can't we just have nothing to lose and just live here forever? Why is it necessary to lose something more... Sadness engulfed me after that happened. Even if it's hard... Even if it hurts my heart. I tried to attend the burial now. I was with mommy, who supported me and never left me. I am really saddened by its loss.  I'm looking forward to the memories, happiness that we can create. But no more... The person I mean is gone.   "Kara, let's go home." Mommy hugged me, causing me to close my eyes. I'm wearing shades now. Because my eyes are puffy and big.She supporting me to leave where I was standing just before. The people who were looking at us as we passed said that I just want to end up in... I don't know... I ju

“Babe..." I woke him up. He came home late last night and I don't know where he went. Every night he goes somewhere I don't know where."Hey! Wake up!" His eyes blinked as he realized when I threw a pillow at him.I'm on a bad trip now. My head is getting hot in the morning."Daddy has brought the children. Go ahead and sleep there! You sleep very well... Tsk!” Sarcastically I said, then I turned my back on him and left the room. I'm seething with rage now that I'm obsessed with this ownership. Maybe out of time I will give birth again in my temper.I'm pregnant. I have been pregnant for four months. And hoping... I hope it's a girl. It's like I have a daughter that I've wanted for a long time. The achievement for me is different when the Lord gives me a baby girl.Spencer and I have four boys. In the past four years. Kier and Sky added more. Tyler is the third and our youngest now, Ice, who just turned one-year-old.“Spencer!” My anger and annoyance with him has really reached the sk