All Chapters of Love and Letters (Ari & Sebastian's Story): Chapter 11 - Chapter 20
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11. Targets
"How is he?" I ask Lucien as I see him exit Seb's room. Lucien silently closes Seb's door before turning to answer me. He has his stethoscope around his neck, probably one of the rare times that he has it on at home. "He's doing better, Ari. He'll be back in school tomorrow. You should get going or you'll be late." I nod but remain standing before Lucien, "Look, I just want you to know I'm sorry that Seb wasn't more present at your party. It was my fault." Lucien raises his eyebrows incredulously, "Why would it be your fault?" "He was mad at me and didn't want to see me." Lucien sighs, "No, I'm sure it wasn't you, Ari. I know for a fact how elated he is that you're back. I bet if he can have you glued to his side, he would do so. He was hiding from the party because of an argument we had the night before." I'm sure Lucien is the one who's wrong. Seb told me himself that he wasn't at the party because of me. But I am more curious about their argument so I dare to ask, "What
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12. Plans
"Seb, please tell me you're feeling better and can go to school today. Kier's out of his wits, he's definit---" I stop, covering my eyes in horror. "Oh my God! I did not just see that!" I hear a crash beside me, presumably Seb scrambling to get dressed. "Why the hell are you naked?" I yell, heart pounding in my throat. Dear God. Why does this thing keep happening to us? It's really time for us to have a "Please Knock" sign plastered in front of both our bedroom doors. "What are you talking about?! This is my room. I was changing!" Seb shouted back, but I can hear laughter in his voice. "Shut up," I murmur, aware of the blush that took over my cheeks. He's right. I am the one who came into his room without an announcement. "Are you fully dressed now?" I ask him, never taking my hands off my eyes. His smooth, tanned skin burned behind my eyelids, and I would die of embarrassment if I saw it again. "Yes, I'm dressed," Seb replies, amused. "Right." I straighten up, still avoiding
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13. Broken
Back when we were kids, Kier had told me about his first love. His first kiss. It was a cute little story. It was at a mall during one of his vacations in South Korea, a girl was crying because she lost an earring. Kier had found it and kissed the girl to make her feel better. And just like every little thing in my life, I wrote about it in my diary. For anyone, this bit of information getting revealed would be harmless. Not for Kier. That's because his first love, Nikki, is his fiancee's sister and they were just very recently seen leaving a restaurant together. Not only that, Kier's fiancee is famous. She is THE Ella Kingsley, and with Kier being the heir to Livingston Hotel, their marriage is highly anticipated and publicized in the news every single day. Sure, Kier had wanted out of the engagement for a long time, but I doubt he would appreciate this, considering he's still in love with Nikki. "Kier..." I can only utter his name as I stare at him sitting on his bed, with his he
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14. Rooftops
I am in and out. Like the sun that rises above to be seen but is sometimes hindered by the clouds around it. "Ari, Ari? You're okay, right? Please tell me you're okay." I open my eyes just enough to see Cal hovering over me, our friends behind him. But then everything gets blurry and I had to close my eyes again. The next time I wake up, it was only Seb and Lucien by my bedside now, arguing again. They're always arguing these days. "This is the second time this happened to her. She should be seeing a psychiatrist." Lucien is telling Seb. "And you think she'll willingly go? You know her. It's a feat to convince her to talk to us, her own friends, about her problems. You think she'd just go see a therapist?" Seb replies. "So, you don't think she needs one?" Lucien asks. "No, I definitely think she needs one. I'm just saying..." I open my mouth to get them to stop, but the world dissolves again. The next time I open my eyes, everything is looking a bit clearer and I know I
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15. Turning point
His head hits the tile pretty hard, bounces, and I grasp it with my hand, fearing that it might hit the floor again. I feel a pull in my IV and I think my hand bleeds but I don't register the pain. "Seb! Seb, you idiot." I ask him, "Are you okay?! Seb!" "I'm...okay. I'm okay." Seb says, wincing in pain as he sits up. "Are you sure?" I ask again worriedly. "Yes...ow!" Seb grunts. "What? What is it?" I reach up to push his hair back, inspecting his head for bruises, while he looks at me amused. "Stop that," I tell him, pulling my hands back to myself. "Stop what?" "Looking at me like that. It's annoying." I say. "How do I look at you? I don't know what you're talking about." Seb says, then his face softens. "A..." He starts to lean in, and I get a good view of his eyes. Starview Magazine, one of the leading gossip papers in the country right now, has listed him as one of the hottest young heirs of our generation. A panel had talked lengthily about his eyes and I remember
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16. Suspicious
"Are you ready?" I turn to Lucien, standing by the balcony of my hospital room, his phone in his hand. It is my last day at the hospital, finally deemed fit for discharge. Although from the conversations that I overheard, they never really settled on a diagnosis for me since all of my tests were normal. The only thing they haven't ruled out is a psychological disorder. And so far, Lucien hasn't brought up the subject with me yet, no doubt finding the right moment for it. So for now, I am good to go. "Leave your bags. I'll have some porters carry them to the car." Lucien says, his fatherly smile on. But it doesn't fool me. Inside, I know his brain is working full-time in trying to gauge the right time to ask me to go to a psychiatrist. I mentally send him a message of defiance. "Thanks." I return his smile tightly, then ask, "Where's Seb?" "Oh, didn't they tell you? He's at our country club with Kier and the others. Apparently, they planned some sort of tournament for the weekend. S
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17. Revelation
Kier and Brad are absolutely wasted and now I don't know how I'm going to get us all home. I don't drive. But it's the least of my problems. I sure as hell don't have the strength to be dragging two full-grown men into a car in the first place. "I just can't believe he would do that. Did we aggravate him for some reason? I mean, we fight but it never came to this. It's just...it's all unwarranted." Kier slurs, slamming another empty glass unsteadily on the table. "What the hell is his problem and why can't he just tell us?" "No, I keep telling you. We're just misunderstanding Seb." Brad answers just as clumsily, "It could be that he just had that board up because he was investigating. We should go talk to him now. We shouldn't assume." Kier leans towards Brad, "And I keep telling you, he won't tell us shit. He kept it a secret from us because he was guilty. What makes you think he'll confess to us, now? Plus, you're one to talk. You knew he had Ari's diary before and possibly sti
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18. Cold Blue
"I don't understand why Seb can't come to my party. Something came up, he says." Cal announces, frowning at his phone screen. Brad and I look at each other worriedly. Ever since Seb has confessed to having my diary, he has somehow managed to avoid me even when we practically live together. He's really good at it. The last time I saw him was three days ago. Apparently, he has been avoiding our other friends, too. This situation leaves a bitter taste in my mouth, more than the looming threat of the blackmailer that's currently out to get us any minute now. I feel this deep in my stomach from his absence, making me want to vomit, all exacerbated by the what we talked about the last time we saw each other. "He's probably just busy with all his little thinking projects. You know him." Brad tells Cal cheerfully, awkwardly swinging an arm around the birthday boy, who has been taller than him ever since I can remember. "But it's my birthday," Cal respo
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19. Progress
My hair is still dripping wet as I lean over Seb, trying to get him to stay still so I can treat his wounds. After pulling me out of the water earlier, he immediately fussed over me getting changed and demanded to talk to me alone, much to our friends' protests. I can't really blame them, though. Seb's random whims have always been frustrating, but he just disappeared on us for three days. This is not to mention that he still owes us an explanation. About my diary, about why he just suddenly showed up beaten and bruised. "I returned your journal, by the way. It's on the foot of your bed back home." Seb says quietly, wincing as I put pressure on the cuts on his face. Jesus. What had he done for someone to beat him up like this? Without warning, I start to cry, all that worrying for the past three days just bursting out of my chest. I don't even care that he lied about having my diary and keeping it a secret anymore. I realize that I'm just really glad that he's okay. I punch him we
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20. Our Secret
I didn't ever imagine having to sneak back home with Seb's hand in mine, looking left and right to make sure Lucien didn't spot us, but here we are. We stop in front of my bedroom door, awkward and still without talking to each other. "You're going to have really bad bruises on your face for days." I finally tell him, just to break the ice. I reach up to touch his face, making sure not to press too much so I don't hurt him. Seb leans into my touch but does not answer. And I have a good feeling why. I really don't want to address it, but I ask anyway, "What's the matter?" Seb scratches the back of his head awkwardly, "Earlier, when we were with our friends, I tried to take your hand, but you dropped mine." The hurt in his voice rose above the question and I feel a twinge in my chest, too. "Oh...that...I...uh.." I stammer. I think of a lie, but nothing comes. It will not work with Seb anyway, who knows me more than I know myself, so I tell him the truth, "I don't want our fri
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