"Are you ready?" I turn to Lucien, standing by the balcony of my hospital room, his phone in his hand. It is my last day at the hospital, finally deemed fit for discharge. Although from the conversations that I overheard, they never really settled on a diagnosis for me since all of my tests were normal. The only thing they haven't ruled out is a psychological disorder. And so far, Lucien hasn't brought up the subject with me yet, no doubt finding the right moment for it. So for now, I am good to go. "Leave your bags. I'll have some porters carry them to the car." Lucien says, his fatherly smile on. But it doesn't fool me. Inside, I know his brain is working full-time in trying to gauge the right time to ask me to go to a psychiatrist. I mentally send him a message of defiance. "Thanks." I return his smile tightly, then ask, "Where's Seb?" "Oh, didn't they tell you? He's at our country club with Kier and the others. Apparently, they planned some sort of tournament for the weekend. S
Kier and Brad are absolutely wasted and now I don't know how I'm going to get us all home. I don't drive. But it's the least of my problems. I sure as hell don't have the strength to be dragging two full-grown men into a car in the first place. "I just can't believe he would do that. Did we aggravate him for some reason? I mean, we fight but it never came to this. It's just...it's all unwarranted." Kier slurs, slamming another empty glass unsteadily on the table. "What the hell is his problem and why can't he just tell us?" "No, I keep telling you. We're just misunderstanding Seb." Brad answers just as clumsily, "It could be that he just had that board up because he was investigating. We should go talk to him now. We shouldn't assume." Kier leans towards Brad, "And I keep telling you, he won't tell us shit. He kept it a secret from us because he was guilty. What makes you think he'll confess to us, now? Plus, you're one to talk. You knew he had Ari's diary before and possibly sti
"I don't understand why Seb can't come to my party. Something came up, he says." Cal announces, frowning at his phone screen.Brad and I look at each other worriedly. Ever since Seb has confessed to having my diary, he has somehow managed to avoid me even when we practically live together. He's really good at it. The last time I saw him was three days ago. Apparently, he has been avoiding our other friends, too. This situation leaves a bitter taste in my mouth, more than the looming threat of the blackmailer that's currently out to get us any minute now. I feel this deep in my stomach from his absence, making me want to vomit, all exacerbated by the what we talked about the last time we saw each other."He's probably just busy with all his little thinking projects. You know him." Brad tells Cal cheerfully, awkwardly swinging an arm around the birthday boy, who has been taller than him ever since I can remember."But it's my birthday," Cal respo
My hair is still dripping wet as I lean over Seb, trying to get him to stay still so I can treat his wounds. After pulling me out of the water earlier, he immediately fussed over me getting changed and demanded to talk to me alone, much to our friends' protests. I can't really blame them, though. Seb's random whims have always been frustrating, but he just disappeared on us for three days. This is not to mention that he still owes us an explanation. About my diary, about why he just suddenly showed up beaten and bruised. "I returned your journal, by the way. It's on the foot of your bed back home." Seb says quietly, wincing as I put pressure on the cuts on his face. Jesus. What had he done for someone to beat him up like this? Without warning, I start to cry, all that worrying for the past three days just bursting out of my chest. I don't even care that he lied about having my diary and keeping it a secret anymore. I realize that I'm just really glad that he's okay. I punch him we
I didn't ever imagine having to sneak back home with Seb's hand in mine, looking left and right to make sure Lucien didn't spot us, but here we are. We stop in front of my bedroom door, awkward and still without talking to each other. "You're going to have really bad bruises on your face for days." I finally tell him, just to break the ice. I reach up to touch his face, making sure not to press too much so I don't hurt him. Seb leans into my touch but does not answer. And I have a good feeling why. I really don't want to address it, but I ask anyway, "What's the matter?" Seb scratches the back of his head awkwardly, "Earlier, when we were with our friends, I tried to take your hand, but you dropped mine." The hurt in his voice rose above the question and I feel a twinge in my chest, too. "Oh...that...I...uh.." I stammer. I think of a lie, but nothing comes. It will not work with Seb anyway, who knows me more than I know myself, so I tell him the truth, "I don't want our fri
I meet Seb in the parking lot, trying to control the giddiness I feel inside. People's gazes are on us, after all, almost tripping over themselves just to catch sight of him and probably thinking about how I don't deserve to be by his side. Seb and me getting together isn't something that I imagined until it happened. If you asked me about it before, I would probably be pretending to dry-heave at the thought. He was my stepbrother, after all. There are all kinds of things that anyone can say about that. I sigh, remembering the conversation that we had about keeping our relationship secret. I've been debating with myself about it overnight. Is this all going to be worth it? Hiding how we feel for each other just to keep other people comfortable? "Hey, you ready?" Seb asks me as I fasten my seatbelt beside me. I thought he would drive away as soon as he closed the door, but suddenly, he grabs me and claims my mouth. I gasp in surprise, but melted almost immediately in his warmth. We k
Seb was my first kiss. I remember it now. We were nine, before our parents married. We were playing a bunch of games that I could not even remember, and clumsy as I was, I fell on him. Our lips touched, and even then we knew what that meant. We immediately broke free from each other, though, as by then Brad had started yelling. He admitted to having a crush on me then and considered what he witnessed a grave betrayal. Seb and I took a long time to get Brad to calm down. And the next morning, Brad decided that he no longer has a crush on me. I giggle quietly at the memory. "What's funny?" Seb asks, raising his head from my chest and kissing it. His eyes are still closed. I clear my throat, "Nothing. Just remembered something funny." I tell him, running my hands through his hair. I love his hair. "You better not be laughing at any of my proposals," he suddenly faces me, his eyes serious, "Speaking of... Arianne Lee, will you..." I laugh, covering his mouth, "No, come on. You pr
"Thank you," I tell Olive as soon as they're able to escape from our friends."You're welcome," Olive says as she washes her hands on the sink beside me. "And sorry about Brit. You know how overprotective she can be. Did you know that she almost scalped Dina when she found out she was talking to Dave?"They smile at each other. Of course, I know. I might have felt the same way about the whole Dina and Dave situation at the start, only I didn't have the kind of guts that Brit has.Sighing, I lean on the wall behind her, studying Olive, "Look, I guess I owe you an apology, too."Olive waves me off, "Come on, we already talked about this. Seb's actions were understandable, he was just thinking logically. Out of all of us in the council, Brit and I are the ones on the outside. Well...us and Victor, who's not around at the moment.""Right...what happened to him? Seb says he's on leave?""Yeah, something to do with his...br