74. Piggyback- Natalie -Spending time with Riley turns out to be a fun day with occasional awkward moments. I love the massive gossip info she dumps on me but resent her when she implies we will hang out in school together. She mistook my silence as yes. For some reason, I don’t object.I am sure West has put her on this. Riley is too gullible to realize West is manipulating her to get back at me. He gave me that warning and I am worried he might follow through. I don’t want to spend time with them. But I am not sure what Jacob wants. I don’t get along with them doesn’t mean Jacob has to stop talking to them too. After the marathon, She asks me about Jacob. After digging details from me she grins. “I knew It since day one!”I frown. “What do you mean since day one?”“The way he was ready to beat the shit out of David and Sam that night…” She giggles. “And… it was written all over your face too. I think that’s why Millie is so jealous of you…”“She is?” That’s news to me.“Yea… she g

76. Apologies- West -.When I enter my house, a pungent smell hits my nose and makes me want to puke. As if a tiring day at school and that session with that counselor wasn’t enough to piss me off. I glance at the stinking piles of dishes and garbage lying around in the kitchen and my blood boils.“Clean up the house for God’s sake, Alfred!” I yell at my father.“And what are you supposed to do? Lazy Ass!” He howls.It’s no new sight. Especially when I am not making an effort to keep this place clean. I go to the living room and show him my wrist wrapped in warm bandages. He goes quiet. He probably forgot, just like he forgets everything these days.

78. Ten pounds lighter🤍🖤🤍 Natalie 🤍🖤🤍Every time West tries to play nice with me, I want to punch his face. I am feeling awful about rejecting him again and again. Not because I feel bad for him.Nooo.Fuck him.I feel bad because whenever he approaches me, Jacob is around to see the conversation play out. Jacob must be wondering if I am some sort of self-pretentious bitch not forgiving his poor friend.Arghhh!It’s my fault though. I should have come clean to him when he asked me about my tiff with West. Now with each day passing, I am finding it more and more hard to admit. Although I have decided I will do one thing right today. Something I was supposed to do a year ago.Once I am free from my counselor meeting, I rush toward the locker room to catch up with Norris. I want to meet him alone. We have been talking now. The first time I greeted him, he looked at me as if I had grown two heads. I felt terrible.Luckily, I catch sight of him when he is almost near the locker room.

80. Torment - Natalie - . A girl rushes toward us with a huge smile and hugs Jacob without giving him time to react or respond. Some old friend? I step away to give them some space, but he steps backward from her and pulls me near him again. Ok... “How are you?” She says in a chirpy voice. “GOD I missed you.” She throws a glance at me. I smile, but she doesn’t acknowledge it. Rude! I take a quick look at Jacob, wondering if he will introduce me. Jacob pinches his eyes and says, “Quit the facade, Sadie!” Her smile drops, and her expression hardens. Now she looks at me again, but with hatred in her eyes. It’s creepy how her expression changed within a few seconds. Jacob continues, “This is not Ok! Approaching me... or even talking to me! Nothing's gonna change. Move on for God’s sake. It’s been more than a year!” My eyes widen hearing Jacob’s voice. It’s the first time I have seen him agitated and angry like this. “Got yourself a new girl…” She looks at me with disdain. “D

82. Blissful Night- Natalie -.I open my eyes and find myself still in Jacob’s arms. A strange sense of contentment washes all over me. We laid next to each other for hours last night. He traced my body with his finger while we talked, cuddled, and kissed.We ate ice cream in bed after midnight, watched Netflix, and then we fucked. Over and over again until it was dawn in the morning. My body is sore. I don’t have strength to get up or walk. I cannot even imagine how Jacob must be feeling... After climaxing so many times and barely getting any sleep, I am not sure how we will go to school today.I never imagined the night would be so intense.Jacob has surprised me. He is a quick learner and a generous lover. He pays attention to details and remembers what I like or say. He made sure to bend me over the kitchen counter and pounded me from behind, just to prove the point. No one has given me so much pleasure in one night the way he did.“Good Morning,” He says in his drowsy voice.“M