84. First Freaking fight- Natalie -.I sneak into the school from back door and rush towards the girls’ room to lock myself in one of the stalls.“Does it mean you would be a bitch to anyone who ignores you? Don’t tell me this is your go-to approach.”It stings, and it stings really badly. I am shaking with anger and embarrassment.It stings because he is right.This is my fucking go-to approach. Not because they ignore me. But because they cross a line.What are you supposed to do when people fucking bully and harass you? You either turn into a bitch or brawl like a baby. Funnily enough, I have done both, depending on how I feel on a certain day.After taking some deep breaths, I finally come out of the stall and wash my face. I am late for my class and I don’t want to see him right now. So I lean on a wall and call Ira.But I am not sure who I should talk to. I cannot let this anger boil within me. It will eat me.She answers after a few rings, “Hey… what happened?”Her voice soun

86. Blood on my hands- West -.Looks like somebody had their first fight. I cannot help but wonder if I am the reason behind it. I wanted to listen to her voice when I called. It didn’t take me much to figure out she was at his place late at night.I am not jealous or anything. She can fuck anyone she wants. But the problem is them getting closer would mean she wouldn’t even talk to me or give me any chance.That’s why I sent that text at unsourly hour. It was a long shot.But I think it worked.I must be damn lucky. I snort at the thought.She refused to meet me tonight and said we can talk at my party this weekend. But with Jacob hovering around her, I am not sure how I will do that. I just need to figure out some way to keep Jacob away from her that night.....I pick up a pile of dirty laundry from Alfred’s room to clean up. It fucking stinks. His clothes, and his room in general, stinks real bad. Sometimes I want to burn his stuff. Truth is sometimes I want to burn this house t

88. Loopholes- Jacob -.I would have fallen asleep if Natalie would let me.“Does blow job count as sex?” She asks.She has been trying to find loopholes in Ira’s order for the last hour. I am tired and trying to sleep.“uhmm I think the word is - Oral Sex!” I grumble, laying on my stomach while Natalie lies on my back.“Damn!” she says, and I cannot help but chuckle.“Can we please sleep now?” I ask her, yawning.“Such a boring boyfriend you are!” she says.“Yeah??” I mumble.“I wish I could have found someone better…”I turn to throw her off my back, then press her under me. She looks amused.I pin her wrists above her head and say, “I guess I should fuck your pretty mouth just to make a better use of it. It talks too much…”Looks like my hesitation is gone.“Why don’t you shut me up now…” she whispers.It’s hard. Being around her is hard. She doesn’t miss a single chance to tease me. I literally have blue balls right now. She stroked and left me in the middle so many times.She

90. Complicated- Jacob -.“Mr. Miller, you can leave. It will take her some time.” The receptionist told me when I was about to sit again to wait. I nod and walk out.I really hope I didn't put her in too much trouble.…This morning, When I was about to leave for school this morning, Dad happened to be in the garage.“Where were you last night?” He asked in a strange tone. He never asks me anything unless… Well, unless he is worried about my sexual orientation, I guess.I pondered whether to mention Natalie to him. But before I could respond, he said, “I hope you remember what we discussed last time. I won’t take it lightly… Jacob.”I did not respond and got in my car. If he keeps up this assholish behavior, I would be happy to let him keep guessing in misery.…..As the admin staff told me, Natalie does take too long in the principal’s office. My own meeting was a little strange. As if they were trying to figure something out without asking me directly. As expected, I got reprima

92. Birthday Party- West -.It’s almost been an hour since the party started. I am still waiting for Natalie. Something stirred in me today when I saw her skate in that red dress. It reminded me of that joyous day when I taught her to skate for the first time. “Seriously! you had to wear a dress when I teach you to skate?” I had asked her.“Take it or leave it West!”“Oh, I will… In my room tonight.” I promised.When she slipped into Jacob’s arms. I craved to feel my hands on her body. It’s odd. But I can suddenly remember so many things we did together. My cock goes hard thinking about the last time she came to see me play. I was so high on energy and triumph that evening. I fucked her like a doll in my car and didn’t stop until her voice became hoarse and body limp. I wonder if she remembers how I owned her body. Today, she was there for Jacob. I wonder if she threw a glance in my direction. After a long time, I have felt this impulse to sink myself into her. I thought I just w