Unsavory Redemption のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 31 - チャプター 40

“Noo!” I woke up screaming, holding my chest to breath with tears blurring my vision.“No, No, It’s not me.” I whispered in a broken voice.I ran out of the room and looked for Ryan desperately. “It’s not me, I swear.”I lost my breath as it began to suffocate me. Tears brimmed in my eyes as my mind was clouded with terror. My hands and feet turned cold along with cold sweat over my forehead.I entered his studies and saw him leaning on the table, one hand over his face, covering his face while his other hand was resting on the table. He looked like a complete mess, mess

Ryan POV:-‘Oh Lord… where did my emotions lead me?’Sunlight penetrated through the curtains, igniting our room. I slowly opened my eyes and adjusted my vision. I let out a yawn, feeling tired and plopped on my elbows. I turned to my side and saw Rebecca sleeping beside me, peacefully. “Hey…” I whispered.A smile crept upon my lips when I looked at her. My heart began to beat fast, feeling strange happiness inside me as last night's events came to my mind. I moved my hand close to her face and tugged the strand of her hair falling on her face behind her ears. “You are irresistibly

These thoughts caused chaos in my mind as I lost my ability to think and filled up with ultimate consternation. My heart, in that moment, I desired nothing but to become the light of her dark sky. I wanted to become the hand she can hold onto and never let it go. “What have you done to yourself, Rebecca?” I asked myself in fright.I wanted the spark of hope which will ignite that endless fire of happiness in her now. All this time, I pushed her away, now she needs me and I will not back away now.“Why?” I don't know about love but I will surely become her salvation. And I understood it's not our unsavory redemption but her unsavory redemption.Like the more she tries to isolate herself from me the more I'll reach out to her. “I won’t let you reside there anymore.” I'll stir her mind as she won't be able to push me away even if she wants to and I'll be the one she strives for.‘I'll become her redemption.’I walked down and looked at her, since today is Saturday, I am home and I

"Rebecca…" I heard him calling me, shifting after being woken up by my sound.. I bit my cheeks as I remained motionless. I didn't dare to utter a sound and  quickly wiped my tears. He groggily rubbed his eyes and lifted his head as I hummed in response looking at him. “Yes?” "You okay?" He asked with narrowed eyes as it was difficult to see my face in darkness."Yes.. " I replied faintly. He shifted and held his hands out to me. "Come. Sorry I didn't give you any space to lay." He apologized sweetly, pulling me down. "It's okay. You sleep, I am not sleepy." I said. A squeak escaped my lips when he held my wrist and in a swift m

Ryan POV:-Rebecca took us out of the cemetery, she seemed so infuriated, I have never seen her this furious before, it's like she is burning in a fiery fire. I didn't stop her or try to talk it out because the turn of life we are on is because of her father. “How dare he.” She growled, taking me with her.That her father is the one who caused this much devastation… to all of us. If he didn't do it, things would have been different, all of us could be happy…  except for Rebecca.No, she could also be happy, she can live her life happily with that guy who wrote her those notes. But deep down, at this moment, I don’t want to imagine her futu