Lazarus povI think I like this… I’m scared to admit that it’s happening, but fuck, I’m happy and I wish we could stay like this forever. Last evening was perfect - while the kids slept, Luka, Sarah and I cuddled on the couch, watched some stupid movie and enjoyed the evening in our little bubble. But today, everything feels way better, and that’s a lot to say given that I felt like I was locked in paradise yesterday evening. Now, I stand leaning against the living room doorframe, arms crossed, eyes focused on the treasures of my life. Ophelia is on the play mat, kicking her legs and reaching for the colorful toys Sarah put out for her. She’s so loud, I can’t help but grin at the view as she lets out those weird shrieking sounds babies do. Alister is sitting on the couch across the room. He’s holding a book, but he’s not reading since every now and then, his eyes dart to Ophelia and quickly, elsewhere in the room. He’s still avoiding her, every time she gets too close, Alister
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