All Chapters of It Was Always You: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30
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Chapter Twenty-One
EmiI've been staying at Jack’s house more often; I was hoping that if I met him halfway about living together, he would let me in a bit more. He still tries to do everything by himself, and he doesn't include me with things. Technically it's his child, but I'm his partner and I do think we can make this work if he allows me to be a part of his child’s life.Tonight, I just wanted some alone time, a nice bottle of wine and some Netflix. Alyssa was out with Jake, Tyson was out with Grace, who I still haven't met and Jack, well, I'm assuming he's at home. I honestly don't know where he is. He was late again, and I didn't bother telling him I wasn't going to be there when he finally decided to come home.***My night ended up being so peaceful, thanks to the wine, that I fell asleep on the couch.When I looked at my phone, I realized that I didn't have any missed calls or texts from Jack wondering where I was. So,I decided to suck up my hurt feelings and text Jack.Me: I hope you made
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Chapter Twenty-Two
JackFive Months LaterAfter Remi left, I took the time to document everything Lauren was doing so I could take her to court. The last few months have been hell. I had to start seeing a therapist because I couldn’t the constant threats and outburst from Lauren, and the hurt that came with losing Remi.I finally submitted an order of protection against Lauren when she trashed my house and threatened to end the pregnancy at eight months. She’s spent that last month in a mental health facility trying to get better and I think she’s making progress, but I’m still going to do what needs to be done to keep my daughter safe. “Mr. Dane?”“Yes.” “The mother and baby are doing fine. Would you like to see your daughter?”I nodded and followed the doctor. He led me to the nursery where they were cleaning her up. “This is Ms. Peyton with social services,” the doctor introduced. “Are you taking her away?”“No, Mr. Dane. I’m here on behalf of Lauren. She agreed to withdraw from the cust
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Chapter Twenty-Three
EmiIt's been two years and I haven’t been back home during this time. What turned out to be a temporary getaway ended up being a permanent move. I left teaching altogether and got a good-paying job as a personal assistant to a wonderful boss, a boss who agreed to be my fake date. He knows all about my history with Jack and lucky for me he's into men, so I don't have to worry about our signals getting mixed up. I know I’m going to be running into him and I don’t want to be alone when I see him with Lauren and their child. I traveled in for Tyson’s wedding. Turns out Tyson was right about Grace being the one for him. They have come out to visit me a few times and I admit Grace is perfect for him.I was waiting at the front of the hotel for Andrew to park the car.“I can't believe my eyes, is that Remington Bay, my long-lost best friend?”“You’re always so dramatic, and pregnancy looks good on you.”Alyssa and Jake, while not married, are very much going strong. They're expecting
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Chapter Twenty-Four
JackTwo years, it’s been two years since I’ve last seen and talked to Remi. Seeing her today made all the hate I have for my life come back. I spent time, over a year, with a psychologist trying to move past the guilt that was eating me up.I had to push her away for Briar, Lauren threatened to take her away. I had to be around until Briar was born because I was going to fight for custody and had to wait it out, but after getting some help, Lauren terminated her own parental rights. Sitting next to her and not being able to touch hurt, seeing her with a date hurt, but it’s my fucking fault.“Daddy”“What is it, sweetie?”“Unk’s house?“You want to stay with Uncle Tyson?”Briar nodded her head.“Uncle Tyson and Aunt Grace are going to be busy, remember they’re getting married.”“Ok.”“Hey, Briar, how about you go with Auntie Grace and Alyssa while I talk to your dad?”I watched as Grace took Briar from me and they walked over to the fountain in the middle of the foyer.“W
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Chapter Twenty-Five
“You're back early.”“You were in on this, weren't you? You helped Tyson get me and Jack alone.”“Tyson found out through Beth that I like guys and he explained everything to me and by the way, it sounds like Jack may deserve a second chance.”“He doesn't. He has done nothing but hurt me.”“Em, I've always been honest with you, right?”“Yeah.”“Then listen to me. He may have gone about it the wrong way, but he did what he thought was right. He was trying to protect his daughter. “How can I trust him?”“Get to know him again. He's probably changed in the two years you've been gone. I know you've changed. You’re not shy or timid anymore. You've grown a lot over the past two years.”“Why is everyone on his side?”“From what I hear he's been madly in love with you since you were in elementary school, but you should also be cautious. While I think you should give him a chance, you also need to take care of yourself.”“All of you are infuriating,” I signed out. “Over the years
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Chapter Twenty-Six
Jack“I named her after someone I hope she grows up to be like...I named her after you.”“Did you, really?”“I did. Her full name is Briar Remington Dane.”“Why? Didn't people think it was weird?”“You’re an important part of my life, even if things don't work out between us. You're smart, confident, and amazing and I want my daughter to grow up to be that. My parents thought I was crazy and said I had no business naming her after someone who wasn't around, but it wasn't your fault.”“Your parents probably hate me now.”“No, they're just upset, they don't see it as my fault even though I told them a million times that you had no idea what was happening.”“Are you guys finally getting along?” Tyson came up behind me and asked.“For now, I haven't done anything stupid for Remi to be mad at me.”“Do you want me to take Briar and let you guys talk?”“No, this is your party, I'm not going to let you babysit.”“Do you have a babysitter you can call? If so, we can put her in my ho
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Chapter Twenty-Seven
EmiGrowing up I thought Tyson would never settle down, but I was completely wrong.Watching them exchange vows and seeing how happy he was, made me beyond happy for them, but slightly jealous, because I want that. I want someone who loves me so much that they are willing to dedicate their lives to a partnership with me. Jack says that's what he wants with me, but it always comes back to if I trust him.It's hard to open yourself back up to someone who hurt you. It may have not been intentional, but it still hurt me.“May I have this dance?”“I don't know. I don't want to make Grace jealous.” I was joking and luckily Tyson gets.“She is preoccupied with your guy.”I looked over and Grace was dancing with Jack.“Do you mind if I steal your date?” Tyson asked Andrew. “Nope, I'm not a fan of dancing, so if you don't dance with her then she isn't going to dance.”Tyson guided me to the dance floor and took his stance with one hand in mine and the other on my waist.“Thanks for
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Chapter Twenty-Eight
EmiAfter I texted Jack last night, we stayed up late like high schoolers texting their first love. Technically, Jack is my first love. He was the first boy I ever loved, and to be honest; I think he’s the only one I have ever loved. He’s the only one that makes my body and heart feel alive. I accepted his offer of spending time with him and Briar, which is why I was standing in the doorway of his kitchen like a creeper watching him cook.“Do you need any help?” I asked. “Nope, dinner is almost ready.”“Where are your plates? I’ll set the table.”He shuffled to the side of the stove and opened the cabinet revealing his plates and bowls. I grabbed two plates and one of Briar’s plastic plates and walked into the dining room to set the table. His house was nice, it felt homey, and there were pictures of Briar everywhere; I could tell that she was his world.“It was taken on her first birthday. We had spent the day at the zoo, and she couldn’t stay awake long enough to eat her ca
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Chapter Twenty-Nine
JackI called it a victory when she agreed to stay the night. I didn't expect her to crawl into bed with me and confess that she missed me.I wrapped my arm around and pulled her close to me.“I’ve missed you too.”I felt Remi push herself up, and before I could ask what she was doing, she kissed me. I couldn't help but smile into the kiss. I’m glad she made the first move, because it means I’m not a lost cause. As much as I wanted to have her, I knew we needed to go slow; sex right now would be a bad idea, but I wanted her. Remi didn’t stop at the kiss she straddled my body and took off the shirt I let her borrow. The room was dark but the light from outside was enough to see her. She wasn’t wearing a bra and was sitting there letting me stare at her. She picked up my hands and placed them on her chest. “I want you, Jack.” “Are you sure? We don’t have to do anything.” “I’m sure. I’ve miss everything about you these past two years and I want you to make sure I never forge
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Chapter Thirty
Emi High School Graduation I worked all year to save enough money to buy Jack and Tyson these watches. I know my friendship with Jack won’t make it, but I want him to have something to remind him of me. I also know that I probably won’t see them today so I’m going to leave these gifts with his mother. “Hi, the boys are already at the school,” Mrs. Dane stated as she greeted me. “I know I just wanted to drop these off. Tell them I said congratulations.” “I’ll put the gifts in their room. Are you coming over after?” “No, Dad is taking me out to celebrate.” It’s one of the few times he takes me out, he’s always working so it’s hard to spend time with him.” “Make sure you stop by this weekend.” “I will.” I ran back to my house and quickly put on my dress and grabbed my cap and gown before getting into the car with dad. I can’t believe we’re done with high school, and that everything that I’ve known is coming to an end or changing. Jack I stood in line hoping to catch a glimpse
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