My past will never stop haunting me. The nights when I don't see that dream is such a big blessing for me. It's like a deep sigh of relief, a feeling of desperation and victory that I was able to survive that night not recalling about that tragic death. But then, since I marry Sain Czar my past is not only present at night. It's clear in the daylight and it's getting clearer even more at midnight. Just like now... I mask the confusion in my eyes with the look of disbelief. Even I am taken aback with this redundant question, I must get a hold of myself and control my emotion instead of letting it control me. I didn't come here to ruined my plan. I will not let him put a hole to my disguise either. "What does it mean?" I pause and tilt my head. "What made you think I know that woman? In what way I am supposed to know her?" I return the question to him. I don't know what made him ask that to me. I also don't know what is his motive. I don't believe the emotion plastered on his eyes r

"Ferro family is part of the Ilde Famiglia because they are one of the member of Cosa Vescaria. It was a small organization that decided to joined Ilde Famiglia. At first everything was doing good, Ferro is a family of assassins. They are a known assassins in the Ilde Famiglia, they were skillful, they were merciless. They never failed a mission even just once that's why Ildefonso trusted them so much but then they betrayed Ildefonso" My eyes widened with what he said. Is that even possible? I mean, I never heard that kind of story in the Sintti Organization. I am not oblivious about the identity of the Cosa Vescaria. I am also aware that it was founded by three families. I think, Ferro was one of the founder of it. But then why did they betrayed Ildefonso? They joined Ilde Famiglia and then betrayed it afterwards. What's the purpose of that? "Why? Was the trust is not enough?" I question. One of the common reason why some members of an organization ends up betraying their own or

The wind is blowing my hair as I walk behind Pierro who's leading the way. I scanned my eyes around secretly giving glances to those CCTV camera installed in the street. Every steps is monitored in this place, it is indeed difficult to just roamed around because for sure there are a lot of people watching your every move behind those cameras. Good things Pierro is with me because some men in black is already doing their routine inspection and they couldn't help to glance on us. They even greeted me and Pierro which I consider a good thing. There will be no suspicion since I am with Pierro. They know Pierro's place in the hierarchy of Ilde Famiglia. He is the great consigliere of the future Capo which is the ruthless and merciless Sain Czar Ildefonso Everyone in this place are aware how much Sain trusted Pierro. Although I am Sain's wife, still, I couldn't guarantee that they trust me as well knowing that Ilde Famiglia doesn't fully recognize me as the future Signora of their organiza

"Signora!" Pierro panicked when the broken pieces of glasses clatter on the floor but I remain on my spot, feet feels frozen on the floor. My hands are trembling and I could feel the lump inside my throat giving me hard time to breath and speak even just a single word. "Fuck! You're bleeding, Signora" I felt Pierro held my arm and push me gently away from the pieces of broken glasses. I was like pulled back from my reverie and finally recognize his presence. I lifted my gaze as my eyes turn cold and emotionless. "Shit. You're bleeding" he hissed. Worries is evident in his voice but I am not sure if that is for me or maybe that is for himself because for sure once Sain saw my bleeding legs cause my the fragments of broken glasses, he will turn berserk and might end up ripping Pierro's neck. I swallow hard trying to find my voice. I gaze down and saw a droplets of blood on the floor. I automatically smell the scent of it that feels like an old iron filled with rust. My lips for

Sain open the door beside him and the smell of gun powder that mixed on the air is the one greeted us aside from the chaotic sound of screaming and gunshots. The empty silent road suddenly become a battle field which I didn't expect since I was so happy a while ago because of the dinner date. My heart is beating fast while Sain is holding my hands tightly as if he's saying that he will not let go of me no matter what happen. I didn't see any panic in his eyes, he looks calmer than I expected. But I could see the darkness lurking on the corner of his eyes and the menacing aura clings on him. There is one thing I am sure about right now. The man who's holding my hand right now is not the gentle, caring, and considerate husband that I knew. He is the ruthless and merciless Sain Czar that I need to kill. He pulled me, urging that I should follow him. But then someone scream loudly and despite the explosion and gunshots, I heard what that man shout clearly. "It's the Costello! The Co