Wearing a black long dress I place the white rose carefully on the back door of Castania's mansion the specific place where Enzo always wait for me whenever I sneak out. I am grieving right now because of his death. I lost a friend, someone who never left me since I become a Costello. I finally recover now, although I am not strong enough to do strenuous activities Sain give me permission to stay here in the Castania's mansion. I can't face him right now. I can't seem to pretend that everything is alright after what his brother did to Enzo. Just like what Apollo said, I saw it. I saw how Sixto shot Enzo while he is trying to save me. His eyes was merciless, there is no hint of emotion on his face when he pulled the trigger. Even when Enzo fell into the cemented ground gasping for air, Sixto remain cold. He was not bothered at all and I hate him because of that. What he did mirrors what his father did. Cesar has the same expression when he killed Cladia in front of me. Sixto was the

I look at Nicolai with my serious face. He mirrors my expression and I couldn't read what's inside his head right now. He was like interrogating me with those suspicious stare of him. I wasn't aware that he saw that, good thing he didn't heard anything because if he does I am doomed. But the question is, did he really not hear anything or maybe he's just trying to corner me? I haven't started yet but things started to get difficult for me now. The Castania Couple must leave the country as soon as possible. Nicolai is a smart guy, even if he is friendly to me and we already get along well, one wrong move everything will be back to square one. Worst scenario might happen. "He's proposing a deal" I reply in a calm voice doesn't want him to saw that I am a bit taken aback with this sudden confrontation. The car stop and look at me while frowning as if he couldn't believe what I said but at the same time curious what kind of deal Pollux Costello propose. I mentally smirk. Of course

The forbidden west wing is no longer forbidden because I already take charge to the security system of the place. In every step that I take, I could feel the fast palpitation of my heart together with the smile of victory plastered on my lips. I am not nervous, the increase rate of my heart was because of the excitement I am feeling right now. The thrill of getting caught and finding something against my enemy. They are like two opposite pools that made me feel alive. "Walk fast Hera, someone take the stair" Pollux announce. I didn't look back and just walk faster making sure that I didn't make any sound. I am controlling the noise of my footsteps because I am wearing a freaking white heels. "What the hell are you wearing?" He suddenly blurt out that made me frown and my eyes sharpen. "It's a dress, what do you think it could be?" I sarcastically remark because of annoyance. Why is he suddenly asking that? Isn't it obvious what I am wearing right now? And for Pete's sake, I am r

"Go home safe, Herravie..." The last thing my father remind me before the call end. I tighten my grip on the phone as I slowly put it down while staring the clear night sky. I wanted to go home safe as well. It's been more than three months now and I honestly forgot how does it feels to sleep inside my room in the Costello's mansion. This is the longest mission that I had experience and I must say that it is the most difficult. It is difficult because I experience hesitation. I failed to trust my father's word when in fact I should have hold into it because that is what I need. He know things better than me and I should have listen. Defying him was the biggest mistake I ever did as his daughter. I just hope I please him once again once I finish this mission successfully. The cold night breeze blows and I hug myself because of that. Sain Czar is still not around, I haven't seen him for a week and for some reason I do not want to sleep without knowing that he already arrive. I gaze

"I know my responsibility Apollo" I pause and took a deep breath. "I have been living with that responsibility for fifteen years. That is not something I will forget"I added. I know my responsibility very well. Does he have to remind me about it? I never failed to say that my existence means vengeance. My life as a Costello means I need to kill. My hands are not clean since I become a Costello. My hands are stain with blood that I could no longer erase. "You know that I didn't mean anything with that" he calmly utter. "I am just trying to prevent things that will ruined your mission, Hera" I bit my lower lip. Apollo is doubting me just like how I doubt myself right now. No matter how he make his words less offensive and accusing still I know what behind those lines. I also know where did it started. Since I already disobey our father once, of course for them it is easy for me to disobey our father once again. I cannot blame him. I blame myself in fact and I guess I will be in a