I feel like most of my life was spent planning for my revenge. The world spins faster than it used to but I was left behind because I choose a different path. A path that Luscio Costello wanted me to take, the path that will save me from all of my pains and mourning. It's a bit disheartening seeing how those women like me spent their lives in a normal every day routine while I am living in the shadow chasing a prey at night and hiding in the eyes of everyone in the morning.I don't have a normal life. The only thing I find normal is when I got home after a life threatening mission and Dad made a huge dinner preparation for me. It feels normal sitting on the same table together with the man who treated me as his daughter, while getting along to his sons who I consider as my brothers. We're like a normal family except the fact that we're discussing how to kill someone over dinner.The vague memories of my childhood that I spent with my real parents is slowly fading away. Those are happ

His skin is so soft for someone who's all too familiar with the battlefield. He held me so gently with his arms as if I was a fragile glass that he's afraid to break but contrary to his touches, his kisses is wild and burning with so much desire that I find dangerous but at the same time irresistible. I can't come to my senses, I am too drown to let go, I am fallen into his trap. I don't know when did it started but I am responding to his kisses, giving the same intensity of passion and desire. This is wrong. This is not supposed to be part of my mission. I was only distracted two things, spy Sain Czar Ildefonso and kill him but because of the contract things become out of control. I am become out of control, I did unnecessary things, say words that I am not sure if I really mean it or not. I feel unwanted emotions, swayed with simple gestures. I am not weak but whenever he's just a few steps away from me, I can't help to feel vulnerable. I like the feeling of how he treated me like

My plan of sneaking into the west wing didn't turn out good because Eredia almost caught me in the act. I'm a bit annoyed because I'm close to it and for sure I would get a lot of important information that I would be needed. But how can I get mad to this young girl who's smiling at me innocently? She's too young getting involved in this kind of world. I am not even sure if the maids in this house is aware that Ildefonso are mafioso. "Do you want me to walk you back in the bed, Signora?" She offer that drags me back to my reverie.I tilt my head and smile crossing my arms over my chest. "Thank you but I'm fine" I decline. "Just get back to your work""If you need anything, you can request anything using the intercom Signora" she remind. "I will just prepare their snacks" I nod and watch her enter the kitchen. The smile on my face slowly fade and whip my head towards the close sliding door. Without second thought I wheeled around and open it. The sound of cold evening breeze greeted

I tilt my head as I look at the serious face of Sain Czar. There is an evident darkness lurking in the corner of his eyes and I am not sure what is that for. He's suppressing the dangerous aura around him but the light creased on his forehead is like an indication that I'm giving him a hard time while the clenching of his jaw was his way to control his temper. I bit the inside of my mouth and straighten my back. We're in the gazebo right now because I insist that we need to talk. "You're standing too far," he stated in a low tone of voice. "Come closer" My gaze check our distance. I'm standing about five feet away from him just enough to keep myself safe because he looks like a volcano that ready to erupt any minute by now. Precaution is better than cure, I don't know and I haven't witness how ruthless and merciless he could be. "Selena" he called my attention when I didn't move.I lifted my head and our gaze collided."You're not planning grab my neck and choke me, right?" I make

I wasn't able to response immediately because I am taken aback. I was not expecting him to patiently talk to me right now because he was furious when we left the mansion. The heat of his palm on my waist sip through my skin and I couldn't help to stop the bolt of electric sensation that running through my veins. I press my lips together and bit the inside of my mouth. "Alright" I nod.I was about to tiptoe for me to reach his lips but Sain bend down to level his head to mine. I stop with my attempt to kiss him but the jerk lean closer and kiss me instead. My eyes widened and I felt how his lips curved into a smile against mine so I instantly pulled away. "You kissed me!" I hissed, frowning.He shrug his shoulder and slide his hands on the pocket of his jeans. My gaze sharpen but Sain was not bothered at all. My eyes went to Nicolai and Vencer until it landed to Pierro."Eyes on me, wife" I flinch and shifted back my gaze at my demanding husband."We will talk tomorrow" he said firm