Heart of blood and roses のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 21 - チャプター 30

I slowly got up while keeping my eyes on the person standing behind me with anger and an accusing look on her face. Without letting her know I started searching for something I could use to defend myself in case she decided to attack me. The chances of her attacking were meager as Alpha was in the house and he could hear if I screamed, he might not come to help me immediately and it could be too late for me. "What is going on?" I created some distance between us. Her blue were staring at me like a lifeless doll without blinking, there were no emotions in them. "You... you ruined everything ever since you came here," she sneered. I gulped but tried my best not to show any signs of weakness but at the same time, I was showing her I was not a threat. If she thought I was going to attack her in order to defend myself she might attack and my nails had no comparison to her claws. "Mia," I remembered her name from the time Chelsea introduced us, "maybe this is a confusion. We can talk

The night was as silent as it could get. Creatures of the night were not howling at the moon, everything was quiet....like the silence before the storm. I rested my head on the wall before closing my eyes for a moment but still keeping myself awake. The nightmares were not letting me sleep. I was getting tired of seeing blood and dead people in my sleep. I knew it was something related to the red moon. I was living in a supernatural world and everything here meant something, I would be foolish to ignore this....especially if this was a warning. Nights like these made me feel more lonely than I already was. Whenever I had a nightmare as a child my mother would hug me tight while telling stories about the happy times. Even though it was just the two of us she tried her best to give me everything she could. What if the times were different and my parents were still alive? Maybe I would not be sitting here alone at night staring at the cloudy sky trying to figure out my life. But what

Luca tried to kiss me.I was still trying to think about it or more like I was trying to think about the reason. It was wrong...no matter what the reason was, his action was not right but it was just a moment of weakness. He was vulnerable and I was just there. I let out a breath while walking outside the mansion. I had to get out of that place, I needed time and place to think about what happened. My eyes changed their color, did it really happen or the lack of sleep was finally messing with my head?The red moon was approaching fast and I had no clue about it...I was sure about one thing, something terrible would happen in a few days. My nightmares were not ordinary, I might not be a werewolf but I was still connected with this pack through my soulmate. It could be a warning, a warning I would not ignore.So many questions were running inside my head and I had no answers. I could ask Eleanor about the red moon but she was as clueless as me considering she did not know about the

How could I be so careless? I missed the perfect opportunity, all the answers were under the same roof and yet I could not get them. The red moon was barely a few days away and here I was sitting ideally.Who could have taken the book?The book had some information about the red moon. It could mean someone else was trying to find out about the moon as well or someone took the book on purpose so that I could not read it.But why would anyone do that?Who could take the book?Bernadette? Only she knew I was looking for some answers about the red moon and she was the one who found me in the library.But it could also be Mia. She was outside, maybe she followed me and saw I was reading the book. She wanted revenge because according to her I took Chelsea's place and even though she did not know anything about my nightmares if she knew I was interested in the book it would make sense for her to take it.I could not search their rooms, it would be too risky but the book was my only hope.I

Luca left the pack. Alpha Orion was no longer coming to see me at night, it was something that should not have bothered me but it was bothering me. I would sit at night hoping he would appear like usual to sit next to me but it did not happen. For two days I sat outside on the balcony gazing at the stars waiting for Alpha Orion to show up. I was supposed to be happy, it was what I wanted...for him to leave me alone and he was finally doing it but why was I not happy?"Hey," I smiled at Bernadette. "Oh, hi."She stopped to greet me, looking confused, "Why are you sitting here?"I stood up from the couch and walked in her direction, "I just wanted to see you."It was not the entire truth, I was checking if someone was at home. I wanted to visit the river, it was the only place that could give me some peace. I was still not sure if Bernadette took the book from the library but I was not going to ruin anything between us because of one doubt even though I still did not trust her entire