All Chapters of How To Be Patient - Feisty Series (4 of 5): Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

~Natasha’s Point of View~ I gulped as my face likely turned pure red. Men are NEVER this honest. Lukas has no filter and no restraint but it's refreshing. Dating SUCKS like big time. Trying to figure someone out, all the guessing. Why can’t it be this easy? “He's definitely the best thing I’ve ever seen,” I said, really not knowing how to respond to the rest of what he said. Maybe we could gloss over it. “Actually uhm, about Louie? I guess there’s something that has been bothering me,” he said, and I made a face. What about my baby, outside of crying … which I swear he better not bring up … could possibly be bothering him? “Where is his father? I mean is some dude gonna show up one night and make a scene? If so we should get you a good alarm system,” he said, completely catching me off guard. I finished chewing and wiped my hands before taking a long drink. “You mean you don’t know,” I asked, finally. He looked nervous, should I just put him out of his misery? “I thought every

~Natasha’s Point of View~ “Look at you! Mama’s big boy in the swing,” I cooed. Yeah he was in his carseat in a swing but still. He was outside, getting some sun and I was getting the best pictures. I had him in the most adorable little blue plaid button up shirt with khaki pants and tan boots. Perfect little man! He even had the tiniest little wisp of hair. I’d used a few dots of gel and made it into a mohawk. I hit play on my earbud and let the book I was listening to continue. Who knew audio porn could be so damn good? I don’t know where Juliet found these authors but I was hooked. After a bit I wanted to sit down so I started to pull Louie off the swing and get him back onto his stroller. A figure was just in my peripheral vision and it startled me. I immediately guessed it might be another parent waiting for the swing. Only when I turned, it was just a man with no child. I quickly hit to silence my earbud and looked him up and down. Late 30’s maybe, kind of dressed like a ner

~Natasha’s Point of View~ I ran my finger over the massive diamond on my finger, still completely in shock. I was engaged! If you had told me that this arrogant tattoo’d manwhore could do a complete 180 and change his life in just a few weeks I’d have never believed it. But the Lukas I met that first day when I was still pregnant was not at all the man next to me now. It was like he grew up overnight. It was surreal, but I had said yes without a moment’s hesitation. My sister was going to be furious and part of me smiled at that. The petty part of me grinned wickedly at the fact that my ring probably cost more than hers. In fact, I was sure of it. My ring would likely be photographed constantly every time the paps were around and surely Lukas knew that. But then again, all the Feisty wives had enormous rocks. It was a massive single round stone with tiny diamonds going all the way around the band. She was going to be so jealous! All the people my parents had always warned me to sta

~Natasha’s Point of View~ I really thought Lukas and I had gotten to the point where we could talk to each other about everything. But apparently not about him coming too soon, even before I could get off. Things had been awkward, to put it mildly. I knew fully well he was just nervous, anxious. Overly horny after a month of foreplay. But come on! He could have fingered me, something … anything. He could have let me try to get him hard again. He did all he could to stay busy, be overly attentive with Louie and constantly talking to Slade. As I sat for my hair and make-up the day of the awards show, it all finally hit me, how annoyed I was with him. But right now, before the freakin’ People’s Choice Awards, where they were performing, it was hardly the time to lose it. We were both stressed, on edge. Trying to have sex again seemed like the natural thing to do. The normal thing to do, to relieve that pressure. Was he afraid of blowing too soon again? I had no idea. Even though h

~Lukas’ Point of View~ Last night with my girl was fucking epic. God we both needed it so bad. And this morning too, we fucked as soon as we woke up and again in the shower. It was even a weird foreplay for me to use her pump on her, yeah I’m a freak. The whole titty milk thing was still fascinating. But she liked it so that’s all that matters. Maybe she just humored me, I didn’t care. When we got back home everyone was there, having a huge brunch feast. Everyone was talking about who they saw last night, we were literally the only ones that didn’t hit the after parties. I was pretty sure Bailey and Trey hadn’t even been to sleep yet and it was almost noon. Halfway through eating Dex and Slade called me into the office. Natasha followed me, Louie strapped to her chest fast asleep. His hair was starting to fill in more and it was wild, I’d used a bit of gel and given him a mohawk. “Tell them sweetie,” Slade said, pointing at Delia. “So, Garrett reached out to me … already. Clear