All Chapters of I Never Wanted You, My Mate: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

Derek povI hold Anna as she cries no doubt thinking I'm gonna leave her over Ellie coming back. I couldn't even look at her the same after fully mating with Anna. I held my mate as she soon stopped crying and I kept telling her over and over that I loved her only. Even after she is fully asleep I keep saying it. Aiden agrees yes we love her. I unfortunately have to wake her because the doctor wants to come in with her test results. She was still upset so I had to calm her more. After I calm her the doctor comes in and says her weight still hasn't changed and she is also pregnant. She gasps and looks at me with fear thinking I'm gonna flip but I don't I start whooping and hollering. I pick her up peppering kisses all over her face. When she giggles me and my wolf get excited to hear it. Holy fuck that was cute. So fucking cute Aiden mumurs. "Oh my goddess, little one we going to be a parents.''I said excitedly, kissing her gently. "Derek,she whimpers, are you sure? It's so fast we

Derek povAnna refused for us to help Ellie and I had to hear her family bitch about it. Everyday they came to my office and begged me to let her come home. I told them no but they didn't stop. It was stressful and I know Anna could sense it. Her belly was bigger with our pup and I couldn't wait to see him. She was always by the window that showed huge trees where squirrels ran up and down it. I found her there everyday staring out into the back yard no doubt thinking about everything. I know I put her through hell and I know she doubts what I say and do. I can feel it even when she says nothing. Most times when she is sleeping I go into her mind and I hate what I see and hear. I hurt her very deeply so deep it may take our whole lifetime to work through. Anna stays quiet though never voices much and sometimes I hear her crying in the shower when she thinks I left for the pack house. I hate that she still hurts. I want her to be happy now. "alpha",my beta Wesley says, getting my atte

Derek povI try not to let it show but Ellie killing herself crushed me. I did love her but I wasn't in love with her, not like I was with Anna. I closed myself off but I know Anna noticed. She got really quiet which worried me. She also got really withdrawn and barely ate again. She went quieter than usual. I found her sitting in her rocking chair staring off into the yard watching the squirrels. I went quiet and she noticed. The looks she gave said it all cause she looked at me like I broke her heart all over again. When she went into labor she called Wesley and had him tell me. She wouldn't even tell me herself when he told me he shook his head looking disappointed. "You're doing good Anna one more push",the pack doctor said. She listened to him but I could tell she wanted to get away from my touch. "Okay",she gasped then pushed hard. I encouraged her but the look was one I saw when she was giving up to die. Once our son was placed in her arms she smiled at him and kissed him. I

Derek povI hold Anna feeling guilty she heard me dreaming about Ellie. She flipped then stormed into the bathroom and by the time I got the door open she was freezing. Her skin was cold to the touch and she was shaking. Aiden growled at me cause I hurt her again. He gave me a headache yelling at me and cussing me for being stupid. When she woke I begged her to not leave me. I loved my mate more than anything else. My pup was up there as well. I kissed her head and held her tight. She whimpered and shook still cold. Then she tried to fight to get away but stopped when it hurt her vagina. She hissed in pain and started to cry more. Fuck my angel I just keep hurting her. "fuck angel I'm sorry I keep messing up with you. It's not my intention at all. Please don't leave me ",I begged, feeling tears fall down my face. When she felt my tears she froze and looked up at me. I felt little hands on my face and she wiped my cheeks. Her lips found mine and she kissed me. She held on tight still

Derek povI planned a date with Anna and I want to ask her to marry me. I know I've been horrible to her in the past but now that I accepted her I love her with all my heart. I haven't told her that Ellie faked her death but I'm saving that for another time. I found out by her showing up and begging me to take her back. I told her to get out and she left but promised to come and hurt my Anna. Tonight is about us. I planned this night down to the flowers and food. I got a ring that I know my angel will love. I'm sitting in my office filling out paperwork when my cell rings. Just great I wanted the day to go smoothly. "hello", I say distractedly as I sign the papers for a bigger pack house to be built. "hi lover long time no talk",Ellie says sounding smug. Great this bitch again I really question what I ever saw in her. I wasted years on this bitch. "What do you want?" I growl going through another folder. "We need to talk to Derek and I prefer in person",she stated. I wanted nothi