Caspian POVAll the hair at the back of my head stands just as I hear a crash in the living room. I stand up immediately and so does Ashton. I put my finger to my lip and call to her with my hand, she stands behind me and I make my way to the living room, making sure to cover her with my body.As soon as I stand by the kitchen door I know who it is immediately. Tyler, I can smell. I growl, on the verge of transforming. I feel my fangs grow a little."What are you doing back here, baby boy?" I say as I walk forward, putting some space between me and Ashton. I am glad when she doesn't follow and remains in the kitchen.The first thing I notice is that he isn't alone. There are about five other werewolves with him and I can sense a few more outside the house. I frown. What is his plan?"I am here to take what is mine?" He says as stands in the middle of the living room."Are you joking or perhaps you've got nuts? What part of the last conversation did you not understand?" My breathing i

Ash POVI wake up with a jerk, I check the time immediately and see that it is barely past six am. I am a little surprised as I did not fall asleep until past two last night.Well, I think I fell asleep around that time last night because as usual, I fell asleep on the living room couch, and sometime later Caspian brought me to my room.I stretch and get out of bed. My hair is everywhere, I bundle it up and tie it in a tight knot at the top of my head. I am anxious, this is an understatement. I am more than anxious, I am apprehensive, scared, worried, just name it.I still can't believe I am leaving. I didn't ask where his pack is located and to be honest, I would rather not know until I get there. I don't want to know what to expect because I am afraid I won't like it.I brush slowly, taking my time. My things are already packed up so I don’t have to hurry. I stare at my reflection as I try to convince myself that this is a good decision. Joining the Rogue pack could be my best decis

Ash POV"We are here," Damien says. The car barely stops when he throws the passenger door open. I try to open my door but Damien beats me to it. Caspian comes out of the other side just as I step out of the car.I swing my legs out of the car and my feet hit gravel, making a loud crunchy sound as I stand on my feet. I instinctively look at my feet to see ash pebbles littered all around, if I were not more curious about the rest of the surroundings I would have picked one.The car stops in the middle of a huge compound. The house we are in front of is bigger than I expected. I can tell immediately that this is the pack house as it is bigger than the rest.It isn't nearly as big as the pack house in Grand Crescent, the main house where I lived but it is better than I assumed. The house is a two-story building.There are two smaller houses on the sides of the house and before we stopped, I saw other houses scattered around on the way here. We were already in Rogue Pack's territory at t

Ash POV“Want to join us for the evening patrol?” Caspian asks.I jerk my head upwards, “What does that mean?” “You know, we will run around. It is just an excuse to go wild in wolf form. It isn’t compulsory unless it is a full moon but it is a good opportunity to meet everyone.” He explains.I try to not let the horror show on my face as I realize that during the course of the days we spent together, not once did I mention that I lost my wolf. This isn’t good. I definitely can’t bring it up now and definitely not at the dinner table in front of everyone.I smile stiffly, “Not tonight, I just want to get some rest.” I stuff some food in my mouth, if I am chewing my expression should not betray me.“That is too bad,” Damien says. “It would have been nice to run with you.”I squint my eyes and nod my head but since my mouth is full, I do not attempt to talk. Kay doesn’t say anything and he keeps his gaze on his food while Damon glares at me and Claire looks indifferent.I can’t keep th

Ash POVI watch Caspian leave the balcony with Kay walking behind and I turn my attention to the night sky. The air is cool, the kind that isn't uncomfortable enough for one to need a jacket.I close my eyes and lean against the headboard. I should probably go to my room but I will be stuck doing nothing so it is best if I just sit here enjoying the night breeze as long as I can before I retire to bed.I don't know how long the patrol will take but I assume it will take a while. Wolves do love to run around. I wouldn't know. It does suck to not have a wolf anymore. I do remember the feeling of having one. My first turn had been excruciatingly painful and I remember crying all through the process.My mother had held me during the entirety of the process and it was comforting to have her there as I truly thought I was going to die.Nathan didn't let me forget as he constantly mocked my cries. Apparently, I did think I was going to die and kept crying that I didn't want to.It is a litt