♞—Lorenzo Just in two weeks, my home doesn't even feel like my home now, her shit is fucking everywhere. My bedroom is always filled with her scent, my sheets smell like her even when she isn't in bed, that flowery scent fucking up my senses. My bathroom was now filled with her shampoo, her body washes, and tampons, fucking tampons.I had told Reyna to buy Delilah everything she wanted but I didn't know how a single person can need this much stuff. Today, I found makeup on my dresser, fucking makeup? How can she fucking think about doing makeup when she is fucking kidnapped?! And she had again made a list of things she needed to give to Reyna. Money wasn't a problem, she can buy all the shit she wants. But what didn't settle well with me was the fact that my house now looks like a fucking rainbow threw up on it. I like darker greys, whites, black and red but shit, that girl has filled my closet with all the pink shit in the world. If someone else was in her place, I would have han

♞—Lorenzo Alexander had received the video of his fiancée and that gave him the push that we needed, her shaky voice asking him to come to save her seemed to have done the trick. The laughable threatening phone call we received showed how desperate Alexander was to get Delilah back and suddenly he started to think of himself as her savior. I fought the urge to step in front of the screen to shield her nakedness before Scott and Marco and then I wanted to stab myself in the fucking eye to even think about her in such a way."Why is she still wearing her underwear? I thought we were supposed to send a naked video?" Marco asked, frowning at me. "Don't tell me you're going soft on the princess, Lorenzo" Scott gave me his signature twisted smile. I sighed, shaking my head. "It's to deliver the message. To let Alexander know that whatever he is after, it's safe... for now" Niko nodded. "It works" I didn't say that I didn't force her to take off her underwear because she was on her

♕—Delilah Lorenzo hadn't really talked to me since last night when I told him that I wasn't in love with Alexander and that I had lied. He almost looked relieved at first but then he became withdrawn. This wasn't going according to my plan, I thought if he knew that I didn't have feelings for Alexander, he'd fall for me easily. He had breakfast with me silently before he left this morning. I know he will be back in a few hours but I wanted him back now. I had nothing to do here alone and his company was the only thing keeping me sane. My wrist was healing quite rapidly and so were the cuts on my back. I went to the kitchen to prepare dinner for us, I took out the ingredients from the refrigerator and then started to cut vegetables. I was in the mood for a steak with vegetables and mushroom sauce. I don't know when Reyna came every day to restock everything but it was probably before Lorenzo and I woke up. It took me an hour to prepare the meal, I prepared the table the way it wa

♕—Delilah He was kissing me, Lorenzo was kissing me...And I let him. I kissed him back, my hands coming up to grasp his hair as I pulled him closer to me. I didn’t know what had come over me, but I didn’t want it to stop. I could feel his hands moving over my body, and I arched into his touch, needing more.He broke the kiss, leaving me gasping and wanting, and moved his lips to my neck, biting and sucking and licking at my sensitive skin. I was panting with need, my hands in his hair, threading through the strands as he moved his hands into my shirt, and I let it happen. His hand slid under my shirt and up on my body with such ease. I wasn't wearing a bra, and he took advantage of that. He moved his lips back to mine, kissing me again, hungry, brutal, there was nothing gentle about this man. His rough fingers encircled my one nipple and he twisted it roughly; I winced into his mouth and then he moved his hand to the other, doing the same thing. His taste was intoxicating, and his

♕—Delilah I sat at the other corner of the couch while Lorenzo stayed on his side. He handed me the fast food meal and I gave him a small smile before flipping through the TV shows to watch. I finally found the one I was looking for and clicked on it. I pulled out the burger from the bag and unwrapped it before taking a bite. I was incredibly hungry and couldn't cook, I was thrown off balance. I can't understand why I couldn't focus on anything. All I could think about was the man sitting beside me on the couch pretending to be interested in the TV I was watching. I can't make it more obvious than I already had. Lorenzo already knew that I was trying to seduce him, I mean, I was but sometimes the lines between my plan and my feeling seemed to get blur but I regained my focus once more. I won't lose it again. “Seduce and escape” is back on... And it will stay that way. What I'm feeling is the result of the environment I had been living in for the past months. My mind is trying to