I still madly in love with Jake, even thought I need to get responsibilities with all the mistakes I've been done to Ethan.It was a shame he was taken so young. Maybe if Ethan had been a good beta like Jake then this wouldn't have happened, maybe we could be happy and healthy as a family. But no matter what I did it was just not working out. I mean, it's not as if Ethan wanted to break up, he didn't want to end things because of me. He would probably say it was better that way, but deep down I know that's not true. It's my fault for being such an asshole to him. I should at least tell him how much I care about him, make sure he knows I won't do anything stupid. It will hurt him though, I can already feel it. He is too nice to say anything, but I know when something is wrong with me and when he's upset with me he doesn't talk about it either. I'm just scared he'll stop talking to me if I tell him how much I truly love him. I'll never understand why he chose me. I'm not perfect, I m

His hand snakes under the hem of my shirt and finds its way underneath. He rubs circles into the skin of my stomach, causing me to squirm. He trails his hand further up my thigh, pressing me against the edge of the chair. I moan and bite down on his lower lip. He moans into my mouth and his thumb brushes across the side of my breast. I arch my back as another shiver runs through me. He pulls away suddenly and turns off the stove. I watch him suspiciously as he goes back to the table, grabs a glass, pours himself some water, downs it in one go, and then pours me a drink. He walks over to the couch and sits down opposite me, taking another sip of water. I reach over and pour myself another glass, then pass it to him."Thank you," I mumble softly. He gives me a sideways glance, and we both dissolve into silence. The tension is palpable. It hangs between us like thick fog and neither of us dare to break it. Suddenly, he stands up and holds his hand out towards me. I hesitate before ta

My pregnancy is getting worse and I feels so painful luckily I still had Ethan by my side to help me and take care of me."Claire?" he asked as he entered my room.I turned around and smiled at him before giving him a hug. He hugged me back and stroked my hair softly."Are you alright? You're not feeling pain are you? Is everything alright?" He questioned as he looked at me concerned.I shook my head and gave him a small smile. I felt so comfortable in his arms it felt like nothing could hurt me anymore. He smiled and kissed my forehead gently and placed me down on my bed. He sat next to me and caressed my cheek softly.He leaned in closer and whispered in my ear, "We are going to be alright don't worry about anything."I blushed at his words and closed my eyes as I rested against him. His embrace slowly calmed me down, and I found myself falling asleep. When I woke up a few hours later I immediately noticed how cold my bed was compared to where I originally fell asleep. My face was

"Just... remembering bad memories I suppose. But I'm okay now. Thanks to you. You always seem to fix everything for me Ethan. I don't know how you do that." I told him with a smile.He grinned down at me and planted another kiss onto my forehead."Anything for you. Just promise me that you'll never push me away again. Promise me, love?" He pleaded.I nodded and gave him a small smile."I promise."Ethan was stood in front of the mirror applying makeup on my face carefully. I let out a satisfied sigh once he was done and he moved down to my neck, applying kisses there. His hand wandered lower down, towards my breasts and squeezed them gently before continuing. He placed a lingering kiss on my collar bone before returning back to my neck, trailing his lips along the side of my neck before he finally reached my chest. He placed three quick kisses on my stomach before standing back up and making his way back to me."How do you look?" He asked softly, running his fingers through my hair.

"Good boy." I whispered sweetly.That was all it took for him to start fucking me harder than ever. We spent the next couple of hours like this, making love to each other passionately. When we finally decided it was enough Ethan lay flat on his back beside me. He grabbed both of my hands and interlaced our fingers together."I love you." He murmured."I love you too." I replied softly.He kissed me briefly before resting his forehead on mine. "You know I can never thank you enough for giving up your virginity to me. Even after everything you've been through with your boyfriend. Thank you for trusting me with your body like that and being so willing to share yourself with me." Ethan said."No need to thank me Ethan. Anytime I feel like I'm not worthy of having sex, you remind me of it. That is so sweet of you to do." I answered truthfully.I heard a quiet chuckle escape his lips."Well it's true. If it wasn't for your encouragement, I wouldn't have been able to take you to bed the fir