LILIYAEverything with Dice had begun to get really confusing.It was like I had him, but I also did not, because everything always ended after the sex. I was probably just another of his sluts, only that he did not have to pay before I spread my legs.He never engaged in conversations with me, unless he was talking about sex or scolding me. Deep down, I knew that what was going on between us could not even pass for friendship, but I still wished I meant something to him. I did not care how little I meant, as far as I meant something.I tossed about on my bed impatiently. It was currently 10pm, yet Dice had not returned from work. For the past two weeks we'd been fucking, I'd not been able to go to sleep without his touch. He never slept beside me, of course, but he'd always use his fingers, tongue or dick to lull me to sleep. Dice had also kept his promise of waking me up with oral sex every single morning. It was becoming a normal routine too fast.I knew I should not have gotten t

LILIYALight. Too much light, my head hurt. I kept trying to open my eyes for one good minute and when I finally succeeded, I glanced around. My brows furrowed.What was I doing in Dice's room now?I rubbed my throbbing temple, wiping crusts that'd settled around my eyelids as I tried to remember yesterday's events. At first, I could only remember what had happened on the dance floor in the club, until little by little, the sounds of my confessions began to fill my head."Oh shit, oh shit, can the earth swallow me now?" I whispered to myself, burying my face in my palms."Unfortunately not. You said a lot last night, princess." My head jerked upwards right away. Dice stood in front of me, fully dressed for work. Today, he had not woken me up with his tongue in my cunt. For some reason, I felt extra sad about it."Yeah, I didn't mean any of what I'd said, I was super drunk." I told him, holding the duvet to my chest as if I was trying to hide my shame. Dice smirked and held my gaze

LILIYAWhen I woke up much later, Dice was gone. I was so sore, I doubted if I could actually get up on my feet. It was only when my stomach growled in protest that I sat up and began to get off the bed. Every movement hurt like hell. I knew I should not have said yes to him—every sensible part of me had kicked against it—but how could I say no to him when he asked me like that?I finally summoned the courage to get off the bed completely, wincing as I limped towards the telephone to request for... lunch. I'd woken up by 1pm.I wanted to go to my room after I'd dropped the telephone, since I'd asked Ceci to take the food there, but I somehow ended up in Dice's bathroom.I wondered if he'd ever shower together with me. Probably never. Dice never did intimate things like this, but a girl could dream...I set up the Jacuzzi hot tub and climbed in, laying back and closing my eyes. I stayed like that for a few minutes, just because it was super relaxing and I truly needed the relaxation.

LILIYA Okay, I could no longer go through with the lingerie plan anymore. I mean, I'd just had some junk and my stomach had gained weight.To make do for it, I forfeited a bra and even panties. This is even better, right? Hopefully, Dice doesn't look at me weird because of this.Today, I went hard on my makeup. Well, as hard as I could go. I applied every cute hack I'd heard about until I looked at the mirror and was convinced I looked stunning enough.Dice had not come home yet and it was going to be 7pm in five minutes. For a few seconds, I felt stupid while thinking about it. Dice would be arriving for our date in his work clothes, but here I was, getting myself all glammed up for something that was not even so important.I was finally done at 7:05pm, and I took one last look at my light blue, long sleeved body con dress with a V-neckline. Everything seemed nice enough, so I wished myself good luck in front of the mirror before turning to leave.The driver waited for me at the ent

LILIYAThe incident that night did not stop Dice from fucking the hell out of me. He'd even threatened to use my ass if I gave him any more attitude. I looked forward to that, to my horror.Our second date was at home, an indoor picnic sort of thing. Dice was more closed off on this one, but the date didn't go so bad.We now had breakfast together, too, on days like today."I really want to work somewhere, Dice. This is wrong, you cannot trap me here like this." I was nagging him again. "You can work from home." Dice told me."Why? What does your revenge truly entail? It's just to make me feel unloved, isn't it? I already feel very much unloved; this whole thing has nothing to do with letting me work.""Making you feel unloved is not your only punishment, princess. I thought you'd figure that out long ago." Dice responded, not looking at me. I groaned."I want to work, Dice. I need to use my degree." I kept nagging him. His cutlery hit the table with a sound that made me jerk."If at