"Alpha, you really don't have to be scared about that. I'm not really someone who... who dates a lot of guys and that sort of thing. I don't think I'm going to..." lose my virginity any time soon. Maybe ever, at this rate. I don't think I'll ever be desired by someone enough to get to that, but I'm not going to spew out all that embarrassing verbiage. "Hmm, that's not entirely true. I seem to remember you were kissing another alpha," he says, his eyes trying to burn my face, "Why would my innocent baby do that?" "Ugh, that... that was my first kiss ever. And he did it, not me. I just thought... I'm too old, I have to kiss someone," I admit, but he's silent so I raise my eyes to him. "So you could have given that first kiss to me? But you chose him instead?" he asks, his tone too low and serious again. His body is rigid, “I really should have killed him that day. Right there and then. How dar..." He’s creating a lot of dark energy so I instinctively feel the need to calm him down

"Get back inside right now, Andrew!" Alpha orders as soon as I open the door and peek out a little, but then I see that the people outside, who by the way are trying to stop Alessandro, are Daniel and Harry. Harry has an emergency injection in his hand like he's ready to sedate him. That definitely cannot happen. Not yet. I'm thoroughly enjoying being with my Alpha. I don't want Alessandro the cold, evil human back so soon because I'm sure he'll be back into his super professional and fucking annoying role, rejecting me again. "What's going on?" I ask, completely confused and starting to get more upset the closer that injection gets to my Alpha, "Why are you guys doing this? Stop it, Daniel. Please don't sedate him." "Andy," Daniel blurts out, looking at me from head to toe with crazy, worried eyes. He stops struggling with my Alpha for a few seconds, but stops him by an arm when he tries to walk towards me. He's still naked, by the way, "How are you? What's going on? Your brothe

{ Andrew } Did I seriously just said yes to the stupidest idea I've ever heard? I think I did. Alessandro smiles and his scent gets thick with satisfaction. God, this is so annoying. Now that I know what it's like to be with him, to kiss him, hold him, and sleep next to him, I don't think I can look at him without remembering all that. "I need you to go get dressed, Andy. I'll take you to your car before I go to the office," Alessandro says, calling the conversation over and practically throwing me out from his room. I'm not surprised that he can't relax for a second, so I don't say anything, just nod and go to the guest room... my room? I don't know, but I grab my suitcase and pull out something decent to wear, thankful that my hair is short now because I just have to run a brush through it and I'm ready. Alessandro is waiting for me downstairs with his phone in his hand and all his attention on it. He doesn't turn to look at me once, which I don't like. I prefer when all his

I feel so bad I can't answer him, but I see the moment when Andy relaxes and thinks It’s my wolf here instead of me. He's awake and he's influencing me, but he's not completely in my head yet, so it's mostly me doing this. At this point there is no going back, I'm already here and Andy already knows. I can no longer deny how much I seriously want to eat this boy whole. Maybe that makes me a creep, but god, how can I fight this urge? How can I fight this attraction that makes me feel like I'm going to die if I don't do something about it? Plus, the fact that Andy is interested in me now is making it even more impossible to stop myself. Not to mention that I've spent all day dealing with stupid jealousy towards my wolf, like he's someone else and not a part of myself. The fact that he got to touch and be with Andy first has made my stomach produce a lot more acid than normal today. "It's me," I say and watch him relax even more, that gives me the reassurance to get on with what

While I'm waiting at Alessandro's favorite restaurant for our food, I look at the group chat. "Don’t you remember I got invited to the group chat, Andy? I stopped reading after a while just in case" William says. I did forget about him being in the group chat so I appreciate that. "What did I do to deserve you making me read something like this shit? Weren’t you supposed to be an innocent virgin? Where did you get the knowledge to describe things like that? I want to gouge my eyes out, don't you ever tell me that kind of stuff again," Mallory replies, making me laugh. Mallory is awesome, "And congratulations, I guess." "That was extra hot and heavy, I'm super proud of you, Big Boy Andy! And I'm very happy for your new discovery too. Alessandro is a very lucky man who will get to spend the rest of his life with you!" Olivia replies, and then she sends a thousand excited emojis. "Mother Nature did you dirty. Alessandro is going to die way before you, how is that fair? He's a full