Semua Bab Raindrops [GL]: Bab 21 - Bab 30

{'Beauty is a curse on the world, it keeps us from seeing who the real monster are.'}Heartbroken.A sensation of which your heart has been trampled to bits and pieces by a person. A venom in your stomach and a tight knot in your throat. As if all the wings of butterflies inside you were torn to bleed. It is when each of the days becomes a battle to carry on and each of the night becomes a war against your own nightmare. It's an invariable swing of emotions, the worst feeling ever and no matter how hard you try to forget them, they drift right back into your thoughts.I was left by someone I had loved for the first time. She died horribly because of me. And it gave me a reason to believe that love is not something you can attain easily even if we had the same feelings. That time, I felt like I was six feet underground.Then I met my angel.When I saw her for the first time, a spark of hope began. She looked so stunning and untouchable, that if tainted, the clouds would open apart to w

{'I was never insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched.'}If I could describe this situation, I could name a few things and it still would be a huge understatement.The food was brilliant, of course-- a complete course of French cuisine which was set professionally over the table with non-alcoholic red wines for each one of us. The seat arrangement was somewhat awkward.Dad urged me to sit next to Quinn because we were practically still together for him. As Tiana had told him, we were just quarreling-- no big deal! He was already accepting our relationship but I have no idea if Quinn and I were okay.Of course, not! Quinn and I were not okay.Next to me, Mom was chatting enthusiastically with Aunt Claire while my father seated at the head table. They were completely oblivious of what was happening. I was staring down at my plate, refusing my eyes to end up in a discomfited circumstances. If I look up, I was sure that Khloe would give me one of her nasty smirks. If I turn

{'There are people who take the heart out of you and there are people who put it back.'}Watching the stars hanging dazzlingly in the clear sky, I couldn't help but smile ever so lovely while thinking of her. If I could express magically how happy I was, then I was probably flying over the moon, watching all the meteors showering over my head. If I could describe all the rumbling butterflies within me, their wings were probably shining in beatitude. It felt like I was laying over the clouds, wandering on the seventh heaven instead of sitting on my room's balcony.Peeking inside my room, I grinned contently at my friends, seeing that they were all snuggling together over my king-sized bed. Of course, Hilary was between the couple so that she could prevent the two from touching each other. Standing up and tiptoeing without a sound, I slipped inside my walk-in bedroom closet. I turned on the chandelier lights and started to rummage through my jewelry drawers. Once I found the old golden

{'There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.'}With my chin up, I was sitting on the couch with composure while this hag was scrutinizing me since she made an unpleasant entrance here. There were reasons why I should murder this girl in the woods.First, she was Quinn's ex yet she seemed not agreeable at this little piece of information as she stared at my girlfriend like she was something that needed to be done raw every day on her bed.Second, she interrupted our oh-so-glorious moment a while ago and I was formally sexually frustrated. Third, Claire demanded her to stay here for the whole weekend and that could get her a chance to harass my angel sexually in bed in the middle of the night as Khloe secretly had told me. I refused to leave so here I was, praying that Claire didn't notice that I really needed to be home right now.Taking a glance at my angel beside me, I made a frown as she acted like this was all nothing for her. DUH?! Her ex and her current gi

{'If you are going through hell, keep going.'}Several weeks had passed yet curious eyes couldn't move on to the fact that Quinn and I were together. I've been chased and I've been pushed inside a closed space. Almost a disgusting mouth landed on my lips just because of the sudden news of my relationship with Quinn spread out. The entire week dragged like I'd been running from monsters and searching for my safe haven. Now that the peasants of my kingdom or should I say the entire school knew that my senior and last doll was Quinn, I was haunted by the people I cheated with, assuming that they could taste my sin again with their hungry lips.And all those boys who kneeled around my feet were aggravated because I shattered their dream of having the sweetest face that they'd ever seen. Some of the girls were pretty sickened but who cares? I was the most desirable girl here until my girlfriend arrived and they could do nothing about it. It was a fact and I swore that I wouldn't mess thi