Raindrops [GL]

PrologueEmptiness— the feeling of missing something like a deep hole was dug down inside your heart. It will slowly push you to complete oblivion, reeling by morbid darkness that will consume you until all you have left is your own voice to be able to call somebody for help.But is someone willing to take the risk? To let themselves sink by my caged emotions? Imprisoned by an unreal pain that I craved more than a pointless knife piercing me down endlessly. Is someone willing to save me from the monster of my own abnormality?For me, the world seemed like a shadow because life itself is too distracting. It will keep you busy and oblivious of what is beyond your surroundings.... to the point that you will miss almost everything.I wish I could smell the flowers my Mom took care of from all those years— how the fragrance would be like the moment of its first bloom. I wish I could remember how awful the food tasted when my Dad tried to cook for me once upon a dinner. I hope I have a photo

{'Those who do not believe in magic will never find it'}Great.Ever got the feeling that all things seem to shove you away from the one you crave the most? Like all the gates of hell open up to release every class of demon that wants you to get away from the path of heaven?Khloe was really a demon. How did she dare to take my throne next to Quinn?I was very thrilled to meet her in our shared class but this Khloe really had the urge to wreck my mood this very day. Blessed her, I didn't plan to make myself worse from Quinn's point of view, or else I was going to split her nipples apart.Okay, that was so depraved! I really should get my insanity in check!Clicking my tongue in frustration, I observed them across my seat. Khloe whispered something to her, causing my angel to giggle. She slightly tilted her head to give the Captain Bimbo her attention so I was able to see her dimple on her right cheek.It really made my day brighter— like it was a sun rising up from the horizon, even t

Quinn{'At my signal, unleash hell!'}"Are you sure you're not going to take my advice?" Risa asked, briefly glanced at me before she focused on the road, turning her car on my way home.She offered me a ride that I refused but she was too stubborn to accept my protest while she towed me away out of the school, minutes before the school ended.And here I was, thankful that I was sitting in her passenger seat as I stared out the window, watching the rain getting stronger in each blink I made. The sound of its fall against the tinted window was like thousands of knives, grazing my heart in isolation. I tried my best not to think about it but this loss reminded me every day- on how the clouds never stopped from crying even if the raindrops already taught me about emptiness.Suddenly, the fast pace of surroundings due to the car's speed slowly halted. I turned my head to look at the driver beside me, realizing that she was now giving me a worried look and found her hand already holding mi

{'Let's find some beautiful place to get lost.'}"Relax, A. We won't get anywhere if you keep on freaking out," Hilary said, looking at me as I paced around my spacious room."Of course, I'm going to freak out," I exclaimed, throwing my arms to emphasize my frustration. "Why is she doing this to us?""For entertainment?" Tiana offered, draping her body over my bed beside Bailey who expectedly didn't care about my well-being. Or maybe she was just pretending to not care at all."I think Tiana is right," Hilary agreed and pulled me by my hands. I sat heavily on the edge of my own bed beside her in defeat."So.... any plan for the party tomorrow?" Bailey asked out of nowhere, causing my already revolted spirit to glare at her.My eyes intensified at her nonchalant manner as I spat out, "I'm freaking out here and you're more concern for my own party."Bailey sat up straight. "Because you're freaking out for nothing," she said before she turned her brunette head to my best friend. "Right,

{'I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night'.}I entered our school building, totally bothered on how could I convince Olivia to agree with our plan. At the same time, my mind was waving with dirty thoughts of what could possibly happen on Sunday afternoon with Quinn alone.Entering into our school main building, the receptionist gave me a half-smile once she recognized me. I tried being nice by giving her my awkward one. I headed to my locker seeing my friends waiting for me there while they talked about whose girls were going to be joining our cheerleading team."Good morning, girls," I greeted, opening my locker, putting the stuff I need for my class in my bag."So did you already come up with a plan?" Hilary asked as she leaned against the wall of lockers.I shook my head 'no' which earned disappointed sighs from them."Hey, horde of dykes!" I heard someone say insultingly so we all turned our heads seeing Timothy sneering at us."What's your problem, Timofreak?