Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Mafia's Queen: Kabanata 91 - Kabanata 100

Dear diary, life is complicated. Even more when it is mine. The second I step out to dance in sun, the sky starts to pour. One second I think that finally I have seen the worse and the next second my life proves me wrong.I just stood there outside the cottage for more than an hour hoping that maybe Leon would come back. I thought that maybe he would come to rescue me. I was terrified of everything. The silence, the dark, I have a fear of dark and he knew it. I know that he was upset. I know he thinks that I did him wrong but I was just trying to protect hin. I knew that if he saw he would have killed me but I still went after him because I wanted to be sure that he was safe. I didn't even anted him to make a foolish mistake.I wiped my bleary eyes. I was barely able to see anything. It was starting to get very chilly. I just started walking in the woods. I was not sure where it was going to lead me. I was not sure if it was going yo lead me somewhere or not. I was not sure if I want

Dear diary, I am a little relieved but at the same time I am a little concerned. I am glad that Leon asked me for divorce. Had I asked him, he would have said no. Anyways it is a little concerning that why am I concerned about it.It was all I wanted since I got married to him. It is not hidden to either of us that our marriage means nothing. It means nothing to me, it means nothing to him. We had no choice when we got married. It was the only time he was kind to me. He did me a favour. I am glad that he did. But at the same time I am not. I would have found a way all by myself, maybe.I know why there is this conflict in my heart. I hate to admit but I have feelings for him. I can try to hide it, I can try to pretend but that won't make the feelings go away.There was a part of me that believed I can change him. I know that this feeling always gave me pain. I want to hate him but still I want to be with him even after what he did to me yesterday.

My whole world crumbled in front of my eyes when he told that to me. I didn't wanted to believe him. I ran to my dad's room. He has a secret space in his closet that no one knows of. It is more like a safe. I remember that I found it when I was a kid. I asked my dad to show me what was in it but he said that it was not the right time. Toby searched my whole house but he didn't looked in the safe. Maybe what he was looking for was in it. Maybe the answer to my question was in it. I was very close to my dad. I know that my mom and dad didn't got along but that doesn't means that he will kill her. The safe had a lock. It was asking for the password. It was suspicious why on earth my dad needed such high security. It is not like he had loads of money. He was a simple man who worked very hard. I tried his birthday, I tried my step mom's birthday. I had one more try. I thought that another failed attempt might freeze it. I took deep breaths. Without even thinking I typed my birthday.

Dear diary, Leon and I are not on good terms right now. A lot is going on. I always wanted divorce from him but now that he was ready to give it to me I am getting second thoughts. But now staying with him seems impossible, now that she is here. Oh I haven't mentioned it yet. I woke up in the morning. I had no idea when he I fell asleep. I had to talk to Leon. I don't know why. It is just that a lot is going on in my head. I am not sure what. I asked the maids. They told me that Leon had not been home. Well that wasn't much of a surprise. I figured out that he must have spend the night in the club, I was sitting on the couch waiting for him. My eyes were stuck on the gate. I was getting a feeling that something was not right. I tied my hair in a messy bun. A car stopped infront of the door. Leon was home. I took deep breaths. I knew he was furious at me. He thinks that I ruined his chances of being with Ava. She wasn't even alive. For a change I was also furious at him. He left

Three days have passed. Leon has not left Ava even for a second. They are behind the close doors. I am trying to not let them affect me but the fact is that I am dying seeing them together. One thing is bothering me that Ava was never in love with Leon. He always loved Ian. The girl comes after all the guys I set my eyes on. Anyways this is the fact that she never loved Leon. She was with him only for his money. Then all of a sudden why was she acting like is madly in love with him. She hasn't told what happened to her yet. But if she was in any problem or if she needed any help then why did shereach out Leona nd not Ian. Things can't be as simple as they look. She is not an angel after all. There has to be a reason and I will find it out. When I woke up this morning I went to the balcony to get some fresh air. And guess whta I saw. Leon was walking in the garden holding Ava's hand. I wanted to kill them and then kill me. Things were not good between me and Leon but atleast they we