Lahat ng Kabanata ng The Mafia's Queen: Kabanata 21 - Kabanata 30

I was even more grateful to Renee for bringing me here.I am a good singer but I have two enemies 'stage fright ' and ' critics '.Once I got so scared on stage that she literally cried and then the queen bee, Ava, made fun of me in front of everyone. They named me cry baby .I imagined myself singing in place of that girl and everyone cheering and applauding. Oh! It was all so beautiful. The girl stopped singing, everyone clapped to cheer her the loudest was me.I knew that the key to become a successful artist is encouragement that you receive from others because when you are a artist you look at yourself from others perspective . Jenna called out to Renee. Renee signed me to come along.Renee used to work her as well. Jenna asked her "What are you doing here sweetie ? I thought that you were on a break today . ""Yes I am on a break today. She is my sister Ariadne, I told you about her.""Of course you did. Hi Ariadne " She shook hands with me "Well Ariadne I must say that you are

"I don't drink." I told Jenna. "Trust me it will help a lot ." Jenna said pouring me a glass .The last minutes that were leading up to the show again were killing me. Just 10 minutes to go. Time was tickling back. I knew that my nervousness will screw up things again.So I had a glass of wine.Then I had another one. I was feeling better that before. Jenna was right.I went on the stage again. This time my nervousness lasted less than one minute. I realized that actually I was loving to perform .I stopped worrying about playing the songs exactly right and started rocking out with reckless abandon. I hit some wrong notes, but it was only because I was rocking out so hard.This time I could read from audience's expressions that they were also vibing. This drained away the tiny bits of nervousness that was in me. I closed my eyes and got lost in the music. I slowly opened my eyes as I finished my song. Everyone was clapping and cheering. I realized that the fear, the nervousness was

I tried to explain him a simple thing in an even simpler way.Ok long story cut short , I sung your song in front of a fairly large crowd without asking you. But before you get angry I just want you to know that all the appreciation that I got was actually for you. And everybody loved your song.I said in a flow and then I waited for his reaction.There was a pin drop silence between us for a while. Oh god he was definitely angry. Nobody spoke from the other side. "Still There?" I asked him"Yes, I am. ""So say something. You are freaking me out . If you are angry just tell me . I know I should have asked you but I didn't and it was all because I was so nervous.""It is fine" His voice sounded dull. "Is it?" I asked him again."I am not angry with you. It is just that I don't know how I am feeling right now, you know. I never thought that anyone but me will hear my songs because they show my vulnerable side but it is fine I was not the one on stage. ""Yes but I didn't took credit

I ran downstairs and drove as fast as I could. There was so much crowd on the road. I honked to avoid any other vehicle blocking my way. My phone rang. It was Renee."You left me alone. How could you do this?" I yelled at her."I know but I freaked out on seeing her. She asked me to not get anywhere near you. Didn't she tell you that she will be home after a week? " "Hey you mister watch out it's road not your garden." I yelled at a man that almost came front of my car "Well as I always tell you that you can never trust her. I thought that you have learned it by now.""Who were you yelling at?""Some old fellow who for sure could not hear the horn. You know what I am so done with her, I have decided that I will save my money and then get an apartment. Because if I will keep living with her then I am not sure if I will be able to live for long. Anyways where are you?""I am at college, you know something weird happened. Ian was asking for you. I don't know why. I told him that you wil

And then something unbelievable happened....Ian took a stand for her "Enough is enough guys. You know what happened at my party was just a game . It was supposed to be fun and not a nightmare for someone but some how it turned out to be one. We are no one to torment someone. We all know that we should respect girls but where does our knowledge goes when we need it. And for the last time I am warning you all." He turned to Ava "No one will ever make fun of Ari not on this subject nor on any other."I was in tears but they were tears of joy. Ian stood up for me. He went against everyone for me! It was the best thing that ever happened to me.Ava left the place, how could she even stay there after everything that happened. Ian followed her .Renee told me that Ian followed Ava but I was fine with it "It is ok. We both are friends. He did his duty by standing up for his friend and not it is my duty to trust my friend."Ava was making her way through the corridor, Ian was following her. "