Trina's P.O.V What I saw when I opened the door was pure panic on his face. His facial expressions have become more visible lately, before you couldn't tell what he was thinking but now I seem to be able to read into almost very emotion he feels."What happened Lawrence?". I said already also in panic mode, cause I'm sure seeing someone that doesn't ever have a facial expression express panic in all his features, would make anyone panic. The way he slumped on the wall by my door, the way his face looked like he was having an attack and his voice, oh his voice sounded scratchy and tired, of course I couldn't help but panic too."Oh, you're okay. You're okay". He breathed out and you don't need an interpreter to tell you that it was a breath of relief, this should've made me confused but I know that this has to do with the Rainers."I am, are you". I had to ask cause he was the one looking sick, but he answered me with a bone crushing hug, I should love this hug but my bones seem like

Trina's P.O.VI regained my consciousness in a vehicle and started struggling, but was hit with something very hard that I couldn't see as I was blindfolded, making me loose my consciousness once again. The next thing I know, I found myself in a room, all alone. At first, I was confused but then it dawned on me that I had been kidnapped , then I went from confused to scared of not knowing what would happen next.Will they kill me?Torture me and leave me to die slowly, or worse Rape me?!!! Panic began to rise in me and although I felt like crying, I didn't.No one has touched you yet and you wanna cry, what will you do when they actually come for you?. A voice in my head speaks (I'm not the only one that has both an optimistic and pessimistic voice in my head, am I?) But then I braced myself, ready for anything that comes up but then was I really ready? A soft knock on the door brought me out of my thoughts and to say I was scared of what awaits me on the other side of the door wo

Trina's P.O.VI can't move, I can't talk, I can't do anything but hear. I feel trapped in my own body.I've heard his voice several times and it always breaks my heart when he cries and I can't do anything. I wanna touch him but I can't move, I want to tell him it's okay but I can't seem to be able to move my lips.I miss everything so much, especially him. It's so dark here and I'm scared because I'm alone. Yes, I hear his voice but far away and although I want to come out of here I can't. It's all darkness.Suddenly, I felt a sensation in my hand, it feels like warm hands on mine. The feeling from this hand us familiar I wanna see whose hand this is. I start to struggle but it seems like I'm being pushed deeper into the darkness. I try and try and try but I can't seem to defeat whatever is holding me down but then a voice with great pain and sadness attached to it said "come back to me please". I began to struggle harder to free myself from this dark pit someone is waiting for me,

Trina's P.O.V What I saw when I woke up made my heart flutter, it was Lawrence holding me and patting my head with a smile on his face, and I held him tighter knowing that he'd been awake for hours watching me as I slept but the action caused me to gasp from pain, making him jump with a scared expression on his face."I'm sorry, did I hurt you ?". He asked, looking at my face for any sign pain in my expression or eyes but I put a mask on because the pain I feel right now and since I woke up the first time is horrible. But I won't say that cause he'll blame himself and I don't want that."I'm fine, I'm fine. You didn't hurt me".I hurriedly replied and smiled to assure him, and then he physically relaxed. He continued patting my hair as we were seated looking at me with a warm smile playing on his inviting lips."Trina, I want hold you, I want you kiss you, I want you close to me. Call me cringe but I almost lost my mind when you were unconscious. I couldn't sleep properly, I could

"Wanna know something?" Lawrence asks me, looking all smiley with his eyes not focused on me. It looked like he was reminiscing about something."Yeah, what is it?". I asked, suddenly very curious due to his facial expression. "I've loved you for a long time now, can't actually say when or how. I knew when I found out that I was conscious of everything you do and found them all beautiful. From the way you walk around the mirror when dressed up, to the way you smile when you see chocolates. I love it when you scrunch up your nose at the smell of sour food, when you pull your hair after claiming to look bad in every hairstyle. I love it the most when I watch you wake up". He smiled and looked back at me with his eyes gleaming brightly.He looked really happy but I was wondering how anyone would like to see me immediately after I wake up.I mean I always look like a ghost. He's being sarcastic, right?I asked myself as I looked back at him but all I see is seriousness but with a smile