The Search のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 11 - チャプター 20

Ashlynn POV. God, my head hurt so badly, what happened? What did happen, I tried to wake up, to open my eyes, but they felt super heavy, I couldn't wake up, but why couldn't I wake up, I groaned to myself, this isn't happening again. I'm a big strong dominant wolf, I'm not someone to be hurt or abused, I can wake up, I should wake up, but then I felt weak, I don't want to feel weak. "Mmmmm," I whined and groaned trying to move my body, trying to get my consciousness to wake the frick up. "Hey princess, my sweet princess," the voice says, I recognize this voice, I've heard it before everything went dark, it was there. I whined some more, why can't I wake up, what did happen to me? I was suffering from lack of sleep, and insomnia, not being in a coma, was I in some kind of incident, unless if a meteor have hit me and sent me to a medical coma. I think I fell back to sleep, the darkness took hold of me and my mind again, my dreams were interrupted by memories of Amber, memories of t

Ashlynn POV. "Eliot, come back here," I say running after him, he's really trying his luck with me, I don't want to punish him, he kept running through the living room. "You can't catch me," he yells at me, as he kept on running away from me, why is he even running, I'm not going to punish him for running away from me. "Eliot, please baby, we need to eat," I inform him as he keeps on running, with me following him. Finally, I managed to catch him, I hugged him by the waist, he's the same height as me, I can't really pick him up and carry him, instead, I dragged him with me to the kitchen. But Eliot was still being fussy, the game wasn't over for him, he wanted to keep on playing, trying to get away from me. "Not hungry! Nu wanna eat!" He announces to me, but I decided to ignore him instead, I kept on walking sitting him on a chair, and looking at him with a big frown on my face, trying to sound firm. "Don't you dare leave this chair," I warn him, but he shakes his head no. "If

Ashlynn POV. The rest of the day passed like that, cuddling and hugging, I tried to ask him more about his life before we came here, and what pack he was from, but he wouldn't tell me. I asked why he was over at Micah's place, but he said he was there for me only, but when I tried to get more information about where he was born, and "how did he live his life, I got nothing, absolutely nothing, he won't answer any of those personal questions. "At least tell me what's your favourite colour," I beg him, I want to know something, anything about him, even if it's just his favourite colour. "I like orange," he says with a smile, finally I got one piece of information out of him. "Do you want to have dinner?" I ask him, I hoped Eli wasn't as picky as little Eliot. "Yes, princess, come on, I'll cook you tonight," he promises me, getting out of the bed, holding my hand we both went down to the kitchen to have the dinner ready, he didn't look any picky while picking the ingredient for the

Ashlynn POV. I splashed my mate another time, he was giggling, splashing me back, he loved playing, and I did too, my little side was yet again fighting with me, little Ashlynn wanted to come out and splash in the water, to play and mess around this place. But I can't let her out, unlike Eliot, I don't have two different personalities, I don't count them as different, they are both parts of me, and little me is my safer place, my safe haven, the one that Amber broke and scarred, that part needs to stay hidden until I'm fully healed only then she's allowed out. "Ready to get out?" I ask him, the water was fun and all, but it's time to get out of the water. "Nu, me playing, you play with me," he demands of me, we've been playing for long now, I'm getting tired and hungry, I just want to get out of the water to rest a little, the water won't go away. "We can take a small break honey, drink water, have lunch," I say knowing some time has passed since we got in the water. "I don't wa

Eli POV. Things are messed up here, really messed up, where do I even start, I was lost, I'm lost in this world, I had no one, I had nothing to me, my whole life is a series of misfortunate events, and now my mate, my own mate is mad at me, how do I tell her I'm no danger to her or anyone else, but me. I looked at my mate my beautiful mate, I saw the fear in her eyes, I wanted to wipe that look away, to assure her no danger would ever touch her with me around. But Ashlynn doesn't believe that she took a step back away from me, she's hiding from me, it broke my heart seeing her afraid of me, I took a step toward her, but she took one back, for each step I took she took one back, until I got down on my stomach, keeping my head down, I wanted to scream, look I'm safe. This was the exact reason why I didn't want to show her what I really am, what my wolf is like, I was hunted, and almost killed a couple of times, until I decided to live a life of humans, I stopped showing my wolf form,