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The Search 13-Little
Ashlynn POV. "Eliot, come back here," I say running after him, he's really trying his luck with me, I don't want to punish him, he kept running through the living room. "You can't catch me," he yells at me, as he kept on running away from me, why is he even running, I'm not going to punish him for running away from me. "Eliot, please baby, we need to eat," I inform him as he keeps on running, with me following him. Finally, I managed to catch him, I hugged him by the waist, he's the same height as me, I can't really pick him up and carry him, instead, I dragged him with me to the kitchen. But Eliot was still being fussy, the game wasn't over for him, he wanted to keep on playing, trying to get away from me. "Not hungry! Nu wanna eat!" He announces to me, but I decided to ignore him instead, I kept on walking sitting him on a chair, and looking at him with a big frown on my face, trying to sound firm. "Don't you dare leave this chair," I warn him, but he shakes his head no. "If
The Search 14-Talk
Ashlynn POV. "Stop, stop," I say pushing my mate off me, although we're both in our big headspace, I wasn't ready to have sex yet, it's not like I've been saving myself, life got lonely, but the thing is, I wasn't ready right now. "Fine, princess," he says getting off me, but then he pulled me into his lap, playing with my hair making me feel safe in his arms, I felt the urge, the need to regress, but I'm still fighting that feeling, fighting it off. "Eli, where are we exactly?" I ask him trying to get my mind off the whole regressing business."You're in my lap sweetie," he answers me, whispering the words in my ear, landing a kiss there. "I know, but I mean where are we on the map?" I ask him. "You're right here, in my heart," he says making me giggle, he's cute. "I'm for real," I say with a giggle, making him giggle too, I made Eli giggle, it felt like an accomplishment. "What? My pretty mate doesn't like my cheap romance talk? I learned them all off old cheesy movies, you d
The Search 15-Night
Ashlynn POV. The rest of the day passed like that, cuddling and hugging, I tried to ask him more about his life before we came here, and what pack he was from, but he wouldn't tell me. I asked why he was over at Micah's place, but he said he was there for me only, but when I tried to get more information about where he was born, and "how did he live his life, I got nothing, absolutely nothing, he won't answer any of those personal questions. "At least tell me what's your favourite colour," I beg him, I want to know something, anything about him, even if it's just his favourite colour. "I like orange," he says with a smile, finally I got one piece of information out of him. "Do you want to have dinner?" I ask him, I hoped Eli wasn't as picky as little Eliot. "Yes, princess, come on, I'll cook you tonight," he promises me, getting out of the bed, holding my hand we both went down to the kitchen to have the dinner ready, he didn't look any picky while picking the ingredient for the
The Search 16-Swim
Ashlynn POV. "Baby, wakey wakey," he says begging me, but I wasn't going to obey him, I don't want to wake up, not after last night's dream, it felt like shit. "I don't want to wake up," I say with a groan, I don't want to wake up, why is he trying to even wake me up. "Please get up princess, I want to see your pretty eyes," he begs with me, with a groan, I opened my eyes allowing him to see them, hope he's happy now. "Happy?" I groan at him. "Very, now please get up," he begs with me, he didn't sound little but I had to make sure I'm not neglecting my little boy, I sat up and opened my arms for him, little Eliot would come and sit in my lap, he'd hug me, but big Eli pulled me in for a hug, placing me in his lap, he's clearly big. "You can take care of yourself for the day Eli, if little Eliot needs me, I'll be in bed," I say pushing him off and going back to sleep. He allowed me to sleep in for another hour or so, but after that, I was wakened up by my mate again, this time he
The Search 17-Phones
Ashlynn POV. I splashed my mate another time, he was giggling, splashing me back, he loved playing, and I did too, my little side was yet again fighting with me, little Ashlynn wanted to come out and splash in the water, to play and mess around this place. But I can't let her out, unlike Eliot, I don't have two different personalities, I don't count them as different, they are both parts of me, and little me is my safer place, my safe haven, the one that Amber broke and scarred, that part needs to stay hidden until I'm fully healed only then she's allowed out. "Ready to get out?" I ask him, the water was fun and all, but it's time to get out of the water. "Nu, me playing, you play with me," he demands of me, we've been playing for long now, I'm getting tired and hungry, I just want to get out of the water to rest a little, the water won't go away. "We can take a small break honey, drink water, have lunch," I say knowing some time has passed since we got in the water. "I don't wa
The Search 18-Wolves
Ashlynn POV. I ended the call with my brother, I kept on assuring him I'm safe, but he kept on asking me where I'm, why didn't I say anything? Where am I again? I assured him I'm safe but didn't specify any more of the situation, how do I explain to my brother that I was kidnapped and is now on a private island somewhere in the pacific ocean.I groaned, why did I even call him, I got my bum chewed by him for disappearing and threatened by a spanking once I get back home as if Eli would him to spank me, or baby Eliot, I hoped not though. Now that the call was over, I tried to check who Eli was talking to, I know it was a breach of his trust, but I wanted to see for myself, I don't know what got into me, but thankfully the phone didn't work like the ones I'm used to, it was a sign from the god to let it go. "Eli," I say going back to look for him, I should just ask him, no need for my bitchy self to come out right? I went on the search for him, he was in the kitchen, sitting in the s
The Search 19-Caught
Eli POV. Things are messed up here, really messed up, where do I even start, I was lost, I'm lost in this world, I had no one, I had nothing to me, my whole life is a series of misfortunate events, and now my mate, my own mate is mad at me, how do I tell her I'm no danger to her or anyone else, but me. I looked at my mate my beautiful mate, I saw the fear in her eyes, I wanted to wipe that look away, to assure her no danger would ever touch her with me around. But Ashlynn doesn't believe that she took a step back away from me, she's hiding from me, it broke my heart seeing her afraid of me, I took a step toward her, but she took one back, for each step I took she took one back, until I got down on my stomach, keeping my head down, I wanted to scream, look I'm safe. This was the exact reason why I didn't want to show her what I really am, what my wolf is like, I was hunted, and almost killed a couple of times, until I decided to live a life of humans, I stopped showing my wolf form,
The Search 20-Island
Eli POV. "Please, Ashlynn, please talk to me," I begged her, I shouldn't have drunk the alcohol, Ashlynn was right, we only like the taste of it, but for me, it meant a bit more, for me, it did affect me a bit more than all wolves. Like I told Ashlynn, I was raised by humans, but that doesn't mean I lived a happy life with those humans, they were years of hell that I lived through with them, the abuse, the drinking, the alcohol. "You're rogue," she says, she has shifted back after I finished my story, she was in her wolf form the whole time, ready to protect herself, I even told her about what Micah said, the chance to get back to her brother's and his mate pack, to live with them if she agrees. "I'm not one by choice, I promise you, I promise you, princess, I'm the same wolf you've been playing on the sand with," I promise her. "I...I..." she says and takes off running away from me, why did she run, did she have to run, I was down on my knees, trying to ignore my instincts of ru
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