Semua Bab I Hate You, Let's Kiss: Bab 31 - Bab 40

*Willow*“You knew about this Nathaniel?” I asked. “Yeah…look it’s just…Julian really loves this.”“Why is that bad?”“He doesn’t really want to be next in line for Windsor Ascension.” Nathaniel winced.“What? B-but it’s his legacy! I mean Julian is brilliant, it’s not like he can’t do it.”“It’s not that he thinks he can’t do it. He really just doesn’t want it, Will.”I couldn’t comprehend it. Julian had been in the business world his whole life. He had been prepped to take over the company when it was time. There was already a position at Windsor Ascension with his name on it. And he didn’t want it.That was insane to me, honestly. I would give anything to be in his or Joy’s position. To have a career waiting for me after college. I couldn’t imagine turning that down. However, I was really into the remixes that Julian was playing!“Wait, so he just plays here, he’s not gay?” I asked. “Not that I know of.” Nathaniel chuckled. “But Julian wants to work in clubs and you and I make

*Willow*All eyes were on Julian and I was sweating. “Um…I guess the biggest secret would be about Nathaniel.” Julian started. Oh god, this was going to be messy!“Nathaniel keeps a list of girls he sleeps with and ranks them based on their different skills.”Both mine and Shauna’s heads snapped in Nathniel’s direction as his jaw dropped. “Julian, what the fuck?”“I couldn’t think of anything else!” He exclaimed. Oh I had to see this list! But how did I rank on it? Was I actually number one like Nathaniel claimed? Just like with everything else I couldn't stand not being in first place.“Willow, truth or dare?”“Dare.”I was in no mood to be truthful right now. “Hm…I dare you to close your eyes for five seconds and let us put whatever we want in this cup and you drink it.” Julian laughed.“You are a demon.” I muttered as I closed my eyes. “Five, four, three, two, one.”I opened my eyes and the drink was brown. “Go on and chug.”I quickly downed the little bit of liquid in the cup

*Nathaniel *I couldn’t believe Willow.I mean she thought I was jealous of Jude? I had no reason to be! Sure, he was very successful and rich in an industry I desperately wanted to be a part of but odds are he didn’t even earn that position. It was handed to him! I was actually working hard to get somewhere. And I wasn’t jealous that she was his favorite. I was actually very proud of her. She was my girlfriend and I wanted the absolute best for her. But was I jealous? No matter how much I cared for Willow, I still had that competition ingrained in me. So maybe I was kind of envious that I wasn’t a favorite. But would I turn that into something sinister on Jude’s part?I wasn’t even sure. What I did know was that no matter what, I was mad at Willow for a good reason. She acted like I was just some crazy jealous boyfriend who was acting out of anger.That wasn’t the case at all. The worst part is I knew she wouldn’t apologize.--“Morning, Nathaniel.”“Hello Willow,” I replied, pur

*Nathaniel*“Do you want me to kick her ass?” Willow asked.“No, it’s okay.”“You sure? I can take her. I know I don’t look strong, but I am.”“Oh I know. You kicked my ass in that elevator, but I will handle Shauna, I promise.”“You don’t mean sexually right?” Willow raised her eyebrows.“The only person that I’m handling sexually is you.” I kissed her. “You’re my chauffeur until I get new tires though.”“Oh you’re gonna have to pay.”“In what?”“Kisses.” Willow kissed me hard. I rolled on top of her and grinded against her. Willow moaned in my mouth and slid her warm hands up my shirt. “Hey Will?” I breathed. “Yeah, babe?”“I love…when you do that. Keep going.”What the hell was wrong with me? Why couldn’t I just say it? Maybe I wasn’t ready yet. That was okay right? I mean it’s not like she was jumping to say it either. I could just leave it alone for now.There was no reason to rush it. Willow wasn’t going anywhere.--“Are you done now?”“Done with what?” Shauna asked. “With

*Nathaniel*Great. My perfect, romantic weekend was ruined for some fucking mixers. Not that I wasn’t thrilled and excited, but I wanted to spend time with just Willow. I was worried with how this last week had gone that she was losing interest in me. Sure she had fucked my brains out the night before, but I still felt insecure. I needed to confirm that we were still on the same page about our relationship.“This really blows,” I commented. “I know, but this is a great opportunity for both of us. We’re going to be the top two people at that dinner.” Willow grinned. “We’re gonna have no real time together this weekend.”“So we’ll do it next weekend.”I smiled. “Yeah you’re right. I gotta get my game face on. And let’s make it interesting.”“How?” Willow asked. “Whoever gets the most over the weekend gets to pick every single sexual position for the whole week.”Willow’s eyes lit up. “Oh you’re on. I’m gonna have fun telling you how to fuck me.”“I don’t need you to tell me, I kno