Semua Bab Hiding From My Mate: Bab 81 - Bab 90

I walked to the kitchen, feeling happy and complete again. I was together with my family again, but I’d prefer to be in our own home. Yes every wolf out there knew where we lived but I always thought we had home field advantage. No one knew those forests better than Ash, Joe and Billy. They had proved it time and time again, surviving every assault and depleting Baku’s army. And as beautiful as this house was, it was too small for nine people and it didn’t have a panic room and the forest wasn’t as big as the one back home. Hunting was going to be a challenge for the guys. “Should we be checking you for bruises?” Ann teased me. AJ sat on her lap entirely covered in his breakfast. “I’ll get the ice,” Maria added. Unlike AJ, Meri was spotless as she sat quietly on Maria’s laps. I kissed her perfectly brushed head of hair before I moved to her brother. “Very funny! Nothing happened.” I said picking him up, “Ann what are you doing to him?” I pulled off his bib an

Ash blinked a few times, more in the present like he’d just woken up from a trace. “How do you feel?” He asked stepping closer to me.“No pain just a small ache.” I responded with a grateful smile.“You remember our talk about you being a bad lair?”I rolled my eyes. “Okay, it’s a throbbing big ache.”“Is she going to be alright?” Ben asked his face full of worry.“She’ll be fine,” Ash answered still smiling. I wasn’t sure exactly what was up with him. Precedence had taught me the smallest attention from a male who wasn’t in his pack was usually met with hostility. “She just needs to lie down.”“I’ll walk you.” Joe offered. And by walk, he meant lifting me to my room. He placed me gently on the bed, shifting the pillows around to make me comfortable. “Don’t worry,” he began with a smile, &ldquo

I spent that entire day in my room, and when night came, my sisters took my children away anticipating Ash’s arrival but he didn’t come. So I spent that night alone, and the next night and the next night too. I sat at the top of the steps in the early morning cold, staring out at the forest hoping to get a glimpse of him. I was worried, not for his safety but that he’d left me again and this time he wouldn’t come back. I have always known my relationship with Ash would never be easy, but I never banked on this. Once I found out all that he was hiding from me, everything seemed to get easier, despite the constant threat to my life. We were inseparable and so deeply in love. But when I found out I was pregnant, it all got complicated. Those three months without him were hell and when he got back and the month before I left they were awkward, loving, threatening, and then loving again. For those seven and a half months I’ve spent loving him, it’s been a wild emotional roller coaster ri

“Give her a straight answer Billy or I’ll show you what I can do!” Ann threatened from behind me. Billy’s face creased at the threat and then his smile was back as he blew a kiss at her.I saw Joe and Ben come out of the forest at a slower pace than what’s normal for them. “Never mind, I see him,” I said walking towards them.  It took a few minutes but I got close enough to shout. “What happened?” I called out.“Why?” Joe asked with a smile.“One you are smiling and two,” I looked at my watch, “You are twenty seven minutes late.”“I always smile,” he defended himself coming to a stop in front of me.“Yes. But when you smile like that it’s because you want to hide something from us.” I stared past him at Ben; he was a few feet behind Joe with his head down and his arm across his chest, “What’s wrong with him?&rdquo

The next morning we strolled back to the house, enjoying our quiet white surroundings before we went back to our complicated lives. I wanted to stay a day or two longer especially after the wonderful surprise but I’d missed my kids and Ash also wanted to see them. My memories of the past few days of them weren’t enough. He wanted to stop being a secondary spectator and actually be there when they did something silly and memorable.I had one more treasured memory. And it was better than the first time we made love.We were barely out of the thicket before Billy appeared in front of us, bringing with him a very cold breeze that chilled me to the bone.Ash put his arms around me, “What do you want Billy.”He pointed at me, “Her.”“Why?” He walked- no, more like stomped- away. We had no choice but to follow him and finally see what I’d done wrong this time. Billy stopped a few times to