Lahat ng Kabanata ng Beautiful Bastard (English): Kabanata 61 - Kabanata 70

Nigel POVWhen Kiara left I just fell on the sofa, I didn't want to yell at her and lay my hands on her but that was the only way I could get her to leave. I don't want her to stay here for too long because I might hurt her more. I know what I did was wrong to bring the woman here, but because I was so drunk last night, I don't know what I'm doing, but I'm not saying it's right because it's wrong from any angle. After all, I have a fiance.But can you blame me? I was in so much pain that I couldn't talk to her, I avoided it because I knew this would happen. I feel like I'm slowly being crushed when I see those photos. I trusted her so much because I love her so much but now I don't know if I can trust her anymore.I don't know who sent me that folder with photos of Kiara with other men and one in the hotel. I was just surprised when my secretary handed it to me while I was in the office. I asked her several times who gave it but she didn't know because it was only the delivery boy who

Kiara POVTwo weeks have passed since Nigel and I had a fight. I have tried several times to visit him at the condo and his office but he won't face me. I have also seen him with different women several times. I have to admit that it hurts me a lot but I can't do anything about it.And now I'm here in his office again and I'm going to try to talk to him, I just hope he doesn't push me away as he does to me sometimes. When I arrived at the Monteverde Company, I went straight to Nigel's office."Good morning Ma'am Kiara." His secretary greeted me with a smile."Good morning. I just wanted to ask if your boss is here?" I asked him.He scratched his head. "Sir left a while ago and still hasn't come back," he answered me."Is that so? He has a meeting?" I asked."I know he doesn't have a schedule today, but he left with someone earlier,"I felt a pain in my chest again. What else is new? Ever since we had a misunderstanding, he has been like that."Are you okay Ma'am?" he's the worried que

Nigel POVI'm just here in my condo and getting addicted to alcohol. I've lost the will to go to the office but I have no choice because Mom and Dad might scold me when they find out that I'm neglecting the company.Later I heard a knock, I had no intention of opening it but it seemed that whoever was outside didn't want to stop so I stood up. As soon as I opened the door, I was greeted by a strong punch and I saw my best friend, Storm, with a look of anger on his face."Damn you, Nigel, I told you not to hurt my brother but you did it!" he ordered angrily.I stood up and wiped the blood from my mouth. " Do you think I wanted to hurt her? No Storm! But can you blame me? I am hurting too, I know you don't understand that because you're not in my position." I promise calmly."If my sister made a mistake, that's not enough reason for you to hurt her back!""What do you want to convey to me? That your sister's feelings are valid and mine are not? I know you are on her side because he is y

Nigel POV I leaned on the side while crying, I left because I might not be able to take it anymore and hug her. I need to do this for her, for us. I can't hurt her so I have to stay away. As long as I haven't fully accepted what she did wrong, I still can't forgive her. I love her so much and it's not true that I don't want to marry her anymore because that thing won't happen but I'm already hurting her and I don't want to hurt her more especially if I let her do what she's doing. She doesn't deserve to chase me. "I'm so sorry babe, I hope you could forgive me in time, I hope you'll wait for me as I heal myself from pain," I whispered. "Are you just going to let her go?" I looked at my cousin because she was with me when I went to the bar. "W-what do you mean?" I asked her. "I've been here and looking at you for a while now, I heard everything you said Nigel, and I will not tolerate you. You don't know how much your words hurt her. Do you regret meeting and loving her? Really?" "

Kiara POVI recently noticed that I often feel worse, especially every morning I feel dizzy and I want to throw up. I don't want to tell my brother because he might just worry about me. It's been two days since we last talked and I realized that maybe I should let Nigel go, I don't want to be desperate in front of him.And now I'm leaving because I plan to go for a check-up, I don't want to ignore this feeling and maybe what it is. It's still hard to get sick these days. When I went down, I found my brother watching TV, he suddenly looked at me. "Where are you going?" he asked.I smiled at him. "I'm just going to buy something brother," I lie, I can't tell him that I'm going to the hospital."Are you sure?" he asked with raised eyebrows as if he didn't believe me.I sat next to him for a while. "Whatever you're thinking, stop it, brother. Don't worry about me. I'll be right back." I said and he seemed to believe it.As soon as I came out, the grab I booked was already there, because