Guilty Pleasure のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 21 - チャプター 30

Eat My FeelingWhy do I care If he called me or not, maybe I am starting to get attached to him, maybe because he treats me better than Dave is right now, maybe because he gives me little attention, which is something I don’t have these days, i just couldn’t help thinking about him, the way he touches me, the way he looks at me, not to talk of the way he fuck me. He pays attention to my body and responds accordingly. When I was done eating and resting a bit, I went a little shopping, I already ran out of some personal stuff, I later went over to the red zone to get myself a vibrator and a dildo, I never needed any of these before but in my current situation, it is necessary. I then went over to Julian’s place to talk to her and have some girl’s time to take my mind off things. While I was there, I kept on looking at my phone hoping it will ring or beep and it would be Alex calling or texting me but it never rang. Julian noticed how often I was checking my phone.“Are you expecting a

Take A Shot At MeLater that day, my sleep was cut short when my phone beeped, the beep woke me, I grabbed my phone and looked at it, it was a message from Julian, she was checking up on me. I got up and sat on the bed, cleaned my face with my palm, and texted her back to let her know I was okay. Ever since the incident the other day, she has been doing a routine check on me. I am lucky to have a friend like her. When I was done texting back, I navigated to my call log hoping to see Alex’s call, again I know that was stupid but then I still can't help myself. With every check comes the disappointment, he still hasn’t called or texted back, what was wrong? I have been thinking that he ghosted me but what if something happened to him. Something told me to go check him out.I got up from the bed and went into the bathroom picked up my toothbrush, put some paste on it and started brushing starring back at myself from the mirror, as I did I kept thinking about Alex. when I was done bathing

AnxietyWe were still in the motel hiding away from our pursuers. I sat down, my whole body trembling, I tried to stop but it seems I have lost control of my body. Alex on the other hand wasn't doing so well, not because of the wound but because he was anxious. His fever has broken. The wound has been closed and he has taken some antibiotics. He has been pacing around the room from time to time and peeping through the window occasionally. He was stressed, so was I. He was without any shirt, just pants so I could see his arms, muscles and Abs. I bite my lower lips and pressed my legs together in an attempt to stop my arousal. I was the very worst for thinking about sex at a moment like this. He looked so strong, with his muscle filled arms just parading shirtless in front of me, calling me to come forward and touch them. I was so engrossed in my imaginations on the things I want him to do to me that I didn't notice when he turned to look at me. Once I met his eyes, i diverted my gaze

PROLOGUEThere he stood, I looked up at him from the bed. Classy suit, shiny polished shoes, hair well combed, Rolex watch attached to his wrist like it was specially meant for him, his face, oh his face always shone, his brows so thick that it really brought out his skin color, his deep grey eyes looking down at me. His nose pointed with pride, his lips well curved and calling to me, his scent intoxicating, the smell of money all over him didn't go unnoticed. Whomever brought him into existence really took their time on him. He was made perfect. When he smiles at me, I swear I could see a tooth shine. My typical man, my spec. Rich, handsome, stylish and dominant. Even his scent is dominating, when am around him, I seize to think properly. He seems to have been made specially for me. He looked at me and smiled."Are you ready for me?" He asked, his voice deepAm I ready? Like you have to ask. I am always ready for you."Always" I replied with a welcoming smileI can't wait for him to

I was still thinking of how to approach the matter when I saw my boss passing through. I hesitated to call him to talk but I have to do it anyways, the sooner the better. I made up my mind to talk to him, so I rushed towards him to speak to him. Seeing me approaching and calling out to him, he only slowed down but didn't really stop."Sir, I need to talk to you" I said as I followed behind him. Mr Edward is my boss, his interest has always been towards money, he didn't hold much respect for women. If my records weren't outstanding he wouldn't have considered giving me the job. He doesn't believe I should be here working with them but I make good money for him so he overlooks it."What are you doing? She's waiting, you shouldn't keep her waiting" he said to me with a frown showing he is displeasedMy heart skipped a beat seeing him like that but then I reminded myself that I had no choice so I have to push forward."Yes, I know, but I just need to tell you something before I go back