May povI wake and I'm not alone but I slept better then I ever had in years.I slowly open my eyes and Duke stayed all night which surprised me. I try to move but he holds on."a few more minutes Helen ",I hold in tears and wretch myself away angry he called me her name. He came awake shocked but I stormed off and slammed the door. I locked it and he sighed loud"May I'm sorry",he called through the door but I ignored him. He called me her name and it hurts.Its fine you can go",I brush my teeth tears swimming in my eyes."I'm really sorry I know your not her May",of course he knows but it still fucking hurts."it's fine Duke just go do what you need to I'm okay",he sighs and I wash my face but more tears fall. He hurt me again but I do know it wasn't intentional this time."come out May",he is still here. I sigh and look at my face you can't tell I cried guess that is a good thing. I open the door and he looks at me worried. "see I'm fine Duke you can go",he sighs."I didn't mean to

May pov I'm pumping his cock and he moans for me but I'm totally unsure if I'm doing it right. I talked to Emma about wanting to touch him and she suggested trying so here I am fisting a huge cock and am totally amazed cum is leaking out. He growls as he leaks and I get an urge to taste him. When he closes his eyes I squeeze my thighs together. Duke is showing incredible restraint as I pump his cock and I'm liking it."good job baby",he groans as I keep going."can I lick it?",his eyes shoot open and I see heat fill them. He wants me I'm not totally stupid to this stuff I just never had an option to say yes or no to sex. Duke said the choice is mine."if you want May but shouldn't we slow down. What is going on?",I'm embarrassed but I feel so drawn to him and the few times I was in his lap I felt him hard as stone under my ass. He never thrust it against me just sits holding me. I want to explore to see if I can have sex and not freak out.Emma said mates don't hurt you during sex and

Duke povI carried May home after the whole Jenny and Seb fiasco and she fell asleep on the way. I studied her features and loved them. Freckles light but still there and dark hair to her waist which I love playing with. She has dimples even when she sleeps they pop out. Her eyes are bright and I love them. She is perfect for me I know that and I really hate I treated her like an afterthought for a year. Somehow she forgave me which I'm thankful for but I still regret how I treated her."Duke, her sleepy voice makes me stare at her, I'm sorry",her voice is slurred and soft. She talking in her sleep Silas whispers. "shhh baby your okay",I kiss her head and keep walking."I'm sorry, her sleepy voice keeps talking, I'm sorry I'm not her and your disappointed",fuck I'm not disappointed I love her and I love she needs me the way she does. Hell she is somewhat independent but still relies on me which I love. I love protecting her and caring for her. I love she is complete opposite of Helen.

May povHe makes love to me all night well almost and refuses to let go of me. He spilled everything and I wanted to rage out but I don't. He said he had no control of them or how to stop them so my mind went to witches. With everything else going on I wouldn't be surprised if they are helping someone trying to hurt us."I love you May",he kisses my lips again. "I love you Duke ",I lay my head on his shoulder. I missed snuggling with him and he won't let me go far. When I have to pee he carries me to the bathroom and then carries me back to our couch love nest. I feel hurt still but at least he is talking to me. I swear we keep having ups and downs constantly. "are you feeling okay?",his hands go to my belly I'm not that big."my back hurts but doc said it is normal",he starts rubbing my back and I lay there loving his big fingers caressing me."you should of told me May, he rubs my body gently, fuck I keep messing up with you and I really just want to be the best mate ever. I don't

May povI wake in tears because now we got two more pups. What if he leaves me over this?"I'm sorry Duke",I whimper as he rushes to me"hey my love it is okay we just got blessed with more that is all",he wipes my tears. My stomach went completely flat once our son came out. Doc delivered my placenta and made sure I was good to go before they focused on our pups. Both were healthy and sleeping."but it is two more I thought one was in there Duke",I sobbed. "baby I don't care how many you bless me with as long as your all healthy and safe. I really love you baby",I reach for a hug and he holds me tight kissing me. I need comfort and I hear Silas purr for me.Duke povMay refused to let go so I had to crawl in bed with her so she would settle down. "don't leave me",she whispers as sleep takes her again. I wouldn't leave her for nothing. I kissed her head and looked towards the door and swore I seen Helen smiling as she vanished. I'm a little surprised so I mind link Jonathan."bro I