Jonathan's Fury

Kat povStanding at our annual exchange I watched mates find each other. Smiles graced every face every face but mine. I was downright miserable as I stood watching everyone pair off. I really didn't care if I ever found my mate because to me it was overrated. "you will find him baby I have a good feeling this year",My mom said kissing my cheek. She was more excited than me because I'd rather be alone forever. I saw how my dad hurt her and it almost seemed like he hated her at times. He was in love with another when they found each other. Then after mating he rejected her and ran off with his mistress. Mom just raised me the best she could and was awesome the whole time."totally",I said rolling my eyes. I would rather have teeth pulled then deal with a mate. I stood quietly watching every other she wolf look and most find their mates and they all looked happy as hell. I sighed as I shifted on my feet. I just wanted my bed and some sleep. Suddenly everything went quiet and murmurs b

Kat pov "you need to eat kat",He says watching me as I pick at my cuticles. I focus on my nails the food makes me want to puke. Looking at him makes me sick to my stomach. Looking at him at all will end with me in tears. "not hungry Jonathan",I offer not looking up at him. He disgust me so why look up and see the hate he has for me. I hear him sigh as he sits beside me. I flinch. I fucking flinch hard and want to flee. Why is he sitting near me? "well you need to eat in case your pregnant",He growls. Wow how thoughtful I think looking at the food. I don't want to be pregnant. "I will eat when I'm hungry right now I just want to go relax in my room",I say looking at the wall. He goes to touch me and I jump up and hustle away. Fuck him I dealt with his terrible shit yesterday. I make to my room before the heartache hits I let him have my virginity and I got nothing in return. My vagina still hurts and my heart feels broken. I'm still bleeding something Dina my wolf has been healing

Kat pov We fall asleep but I wake later easing away to use the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror and gasp on my body is love bites and hickies. I do my business and wash my hands as I turn I run into Jonathan with a squeal. He steadies me and I flinch. "you scared me",I said holding a hand over my chest. He chuckled. A chuckle that would excite me if I didn't know how mean he was before. Now I have to navigate this new life and try to deal with it. I have to basically give him what he wants because as mates you make sacrifices for them. You give them your body and you give it willingly even if it hurts you. "sorry baby I woke you were gone I got worried ",He said gathering me close. I blushed but I also stiffened up. This could be an act I tell my wolf. He has been nothing but affectionate but a small part doubts him. He said hateful stuff and when he took my virginity he did it in a vile way. I will always doubt everything now. I know he loves his dead mate and I know he al

Kat povI wake snuggled to my mate and stretch. He pulls me closer and kisses my neck. "good morning baby",he says licking my mark. I moan as his hands wander my body. He kisses my lips after kissing everywhere else getting me excited. When he thrusted in I arch whimpering his name. I'm already healed but I'm still tender. Getting use to a huge cock is gonna take a long time."Johnathan ",I moan. I touch him but I'm still unsure of everything. I feel unsure about everything and it is thanks to his behavior the first time. "fuck baby you feel good",he growls thrusting easy inside me. He is nothing but gentle but what if he is just pretending.He takes my body till I'm absolutely boneless and ready to sleep all day. I snuggle up go him and yawn. I'm exhausted. He exhausted me."Sleepy baby?",he chuckles. He knows damn well I am he fucked me to exhaustion. He kisses my lips as I look at him. I look at him still unsure if this will blow up in my face at any moment. "Your a boob",I stat

Kat povI woke confused. How did I get here? What happened?"you passed out",a voice spoke up and my eyes slowly opened. Shit did I hit my belly falling?"w-what?...."."happened? You passed out in the kitchen our beta caught you", shit I blinked and looked around. I'm in the hospital and sitting beside my bed is my lovely mate. Jonathan looks at me and I see annoyance. I see a man that doesn't want me but feels stuck with me."I felt so sick",I mumbled. He just sighed. Before he could speak the doctor spoke up."Luna so happy your awake, he moved closer checking my monitors, you had severe nausea and you are malnourished. I started nausea meds and they should help so you can eat instead of puking",I nodded as he checked my vitals."how long.....",I was curious to when I will get out of here."how long you are stuck in here?",I nodded and the doctor chuckled."yes doc, I smiled shyly, how long till I can go back to my room",Jonathan sighed."I'm suggesting two more days just to watch