Lahat ng Kabanata ng WHEN LOVE LAST: Kabanata 41 - Kabanata 50

I couldn't believe it. I was pregnant. The news was still sinking in as I sat on my bed, staring at the positive pregnancy test. I had so many mixed emotions - fear, excitement, guilt, and happiness.On one hand, I was excited about the prospect of becoming a mother and starting a family with Felix. But on the other hand, I was scared of what this would mean for our future. Felix was studying to become a doctor, and I didn't want to be the reason why he couldn't achieve his dreams.I also felt guilty for not being more careful, and for not taking the necessary precautions to prevent this from happening. I knew that my parents would be disappointed in me for getting pregnant at such a young age.But despite all of these concerns, I couldn't help but feel a sense of happiness knowing that a new life was growing inside of me. It was a miracle and a blessing, and I knew that no matter what, I would do everything in my power to give this child the best life possible.

I couldn't take it anymore. The constant worry and stress of hiding the truth from Felix were eating away at me. I knew I had to tell him the truth about our child, but the thought of him leaving Australia and potentially ruining his career was too much for me to bear.But the guilt of keeping such a huge secret from him was becoming too much. I couldn't look him in the eye without feeling like I was betraying him. And the thought of raising our child without him was starting to feel unbearable.I take a deep breath and dial Felix's number. My heart is pounding in my chest as I wait for him to answer. When he finally picks up, his voice sounds tired and distant."Hey," he says."Hey, Felix. How are you doing?" I ask, trying to sound casual."I'm okay. Just busy with school and a lot of stuff too, as usual," he replies.We talk for a few minutes, but the conversation feels strained. It's like there's something unspoken between us, something that'

I felt a sense of shame and embarrassment as I walked through the hallways. I could feel the stares and judgmental glances from my block mates, who whispered and pointed at my growing belly. It seemed like everyone knew about my pregnancy, and I could hear the whispers and gossip behind my back.I tried to ignore the negativity and focus on my studies, but it was difficult when I felt like I was constantly being judged. I longed for the day when I could hold my baby in my arms and prove to everyone that she was capable of being a good mother."Just let them be," Max glared at some students who were staring at me as if this is the first time they saw a pregnant womenI tried to ignore their gazes and whispers as I made my way to my next class. It was getting harder and harder to deal with the constant judgment and discrimination from my peers.Even strangers on the street would give me disapproving looks or make snide comments as I passed by. I felt like I

I adjust to life as a new mother, but find myself struggling to cope with the challenges that come with caring for a newborn. I am sleep-deprived, overwhelmed, and feel like I'm constantly failing.I had always imagined myself breastfeeding my baby. I knew that it was the healthiest option for my newborn and the bond it would create between us was something I wanted to experience. However, I found it more difficult than I expected.Despite my efforts, I found that my baby wasn't latching on properly and I was struggling to produce enough milk. I felt frustrated and overwhelmed, and my confidence as a new mother was starting to wane. I knew that I needed help and decided to seek the guidance of a lactation consultant.The lactation consultant, a friendly and experienced woman, welcomed me into her office and listened patiently as I shared my concerns. I felt relieved to finally have someone to talk to who understood what I was going through. The consultant examined

AFTER TWO YEARSGraduating college with a two-year-old child was a bittersweet experience for me. I was thrilled to have accomplished such a major milestone while also being a dedicated mother to my daughter. It was challenging to balance the demands of school and motherhood, and there were times when I doubted whether I could handle it all.Despite the challenges, I was determined to succeed, and with the help of my family and friends, I was able to make it through. I remember feeling a sense of pride as I walked across the stage to receive my diploma, knowing that I had worked hard and overcome so much to get to that point.Looking back now, I realize that graduating college with a child was one of the most difficult but rewarding experiences of my life. It taught me the importance of perseverance and resilience, and it showed me that I am capable of achieving anything I set my mind to, no matter the obstacles in my way."Congratulations to us! " Red ex