Lahat ng Kabanata ng Alpha Savage Breeder: Kabanata 51 - Kabanata 60
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Chapter 50
Tamara,I ran and ran and ran and never stopped even though I heard Savage's voice calling my name, then he was running after me.I can’t stop. What if I hurt him the same I did to my brother? It was like something took over me. No, it was me and not me at the same time.And it is not my wolf as well. This evil thing inside of me enjoyed killing, and I enjoyed the fear that I planted in others’ hearts.No, I can’t be around Savage or anyone at all. I might do it again. I might enjoy it again. It felt so good then and I was itching to do it.I kept on running, not going to a certain place. I just want to disappear, to be alone, at least for a while. At least for me to be sure that I won’t hurt anyone.The image of my brother’s split and torn off head was burned deeply into my memory and I will never forget it, ever.I stopped and threw up after shifting. I hunched over beside a big tree and began to heave as I cried and vomited at the same time.“Tsk, I thought that you have overcome t
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Chapter 51
Savage,I stared at my mate as she slept with tears running down her face.Since we returned to the pack house and she just closed her eyes and fell asleep drained and exhausted mentally and emotionally.She seemed shaken up and skittish. She was even scared when the pups ran to her and hugged her in greeting, but thankfully, they didn’t notice. But I did.I can feel the fear and even anger waft off of her. This was her first kill, and it doesn’t matter if it was justified or not. The result is the same.Hell, if she act normal and as if nothing had happened, I would be confused, but this, this is normal. I can deal with this.I stood up, holding the bowl of hot water and the small towel, and went to the bathroom to clean them. I tried to clean her body from all the blood and dirt, but it barely made a dent. She must take a shower.When I was done, I took a quick shower myself and when I was out, someone knocked on t
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Chapter 52
Tamara,I hugged myself tightly as I walked around the pack house.I watched everyone as they did whatever the hell they did and gave me a wide berth and, honestly; I was good with that.I was still living the day I had killed my brother over and over again and vividly if I might add. It was so weird, but I guess it is that fox’s doing.Because I kept hearing her words and comments about the fight as she was telling me that there is a space for improvement still, which is a good thing for her, not for me.I’m her ambassador in her mind now, her own hero, champion, whatever the fuck she called it, and I must be as strong as her or at least try to be.After all, I represent her and I was made in her own image so I can’t bring shame to her, besides if I wanted to win this I must be stronger.The fox kept on plaguing me with scenes, images, and live repeats of her big brawls and sometimes her saddest moments, intimate ones as well.All of this happens so suddenly in my sleep, when I’m awa
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Chapter 53
Savage,“Look, Kronos, things are going to shit here. Cassius is…..going through… stuff, and I don’t think that this is the time to discuss anything with him. You can act in any way you see fit. You are officially working as the regent of the states at the moment, so I trust that you will make the best choice or whatever. But now I need to be with Cassius.”Adiran said, and I clutched the phone harshly and I actually heard it snap before he ended the damn call without adding anything.Fuck him and fuck Cassius, if you can’t rule and take care of your people then why do we call you a king and follow you, fucker.I have my damn issues as well, but you don’t see me standing here and whining about it. No, I go out there and do my best. I’m only alive for my pack and family.“Are things ok back on the island?”Sawyer asked, and I almost flinched. I had forgotten that he was actually here. Because we were discussing Aryan’s situation.“Fuck him, may the goddess curse him more, the asshole.”
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Chapter 54
Tamara,I dropped panting on the ground and found myself naked. I must have shifted without noticing. I was so scared, and I felt like breathing easily the moment I was away from everyone.I was afraid to hurt someone else while I wasn’t even aware of my surroundings. When I’m back, I need to apologize to whoever I hurt and just think of a way to get rid of this fox.I can’t keep on living like this, even if I had to kill myself. At least I must make sure that I won’t harm someone else ever again.I touched my belly and stroked it softly, and I hiccuped as tears dripped down my face. I didn’t tell him yet, and I wasn’t sure how or when would I do that.I know that he really needs this. He craves it, but at the same time, how could I do that to him again? He will just die if he lost his pup and mate again.We have never talked about it but I have heard the murmurs and heard him talk that other day before I ki….I sniffled harshly and hugged my legs and buried my face in my knees. Godde
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Chapter 55
Savage,I wanted to ask her so many questions, but my tongue got tied as I hugged her tightly while she cried pathetically loud in my arms.With every shuddering breath, I felt my own heart being torn apart. It felt as if it was my own damn pain and all of those tears that drenched me felt like acid on my fucking skin.‘That is because you love her. You feel this. You love your breeder more than you loved your own fated mate.’A voice whispered in my head and I swallowed harshly when my heart skipped a beat and I didn’t try to deny it. It was right.I have grown attached to this small white haired female. I have fallen in love with her the moment her lavender eyes regarded me in fear and her sweet scent filled my lungs.But I have tried to deny it several times because I didn’t want to taint the memory of my old mate and my pup.It felt like a betrayal to start over and have a new family to care for someone new. When I thought of her as a breeder, things were different and easier.I t
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Chapter 56
Savage,I felt the lack of oxygen when suddenly my chest hurt; I looked down at my hands and found them shaking. From the lack of oxygen or shock, I wasn’t sure.“It was you! All of this happened because of you, bastard. You are the reason Aryan was taken, and we can’t find him.”Cyrus roared, and I looked at the angry male as he advanced on me as the witch was turning around to leave.I reached my hand out, trying to catch her before she left, but then I was pushed away suddenly and something black jumped in front of me and it was fighting a brown wolf.I gasped as I watched Tamara snap her teeth at the other alpha paw before it pulled it away at the last moment before he dropped back to the ground.The brown alpha wolf growled at my mate and she growled viciously back, making the entire ground shake from the force of it.“This is ridiculous. You two need to stop this. We came here to talk, Cyrus, not fi
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Chapter 57
Tamara,“Now fucking speak.”Silas snarled as he began to pace the small office, impatiently waiting for Savage to speak, but my mate was staring blankly at the older male.I hugged the small blanket around my body and winced silently when my wounds stung and I narrowed my eyes at the alpha that was hugging a similar one.Cyrus’s eyes met mine, and he looked away quickly when he saw my glare and accusing eyes. Honestly, I wanted to fucking tear his head off.The fucker dared to attack my mate right in front of me and in our territory. I don’t fucking care if he was blinded by rage or fucking loss and pain. He can’t do that.“I think we should discuss that on another day. We all are shaking still and we have things to process. Trust me, I do.”I said tiredly, making Silas stop, and the male turned suddenly around and snarled at me, but I snarled back and he tilted his head to the side thoughtfully.“Fucking lucky asshole. You landed yourself a good loyal mate, Savage. But little pup, y
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Chapter 58
Savage,I wanted to drop to my knees and scream. I want to run away and hide like Tamara used to do. I just want to be alone.This was too much for me to handle, to understand. My chest kept squeezing harshly, and I felt like dying, but I can’t go anywhere.I have a duty to these alphas; I have a duty to my pack. I have a duty to my mate and son who were taken away from me.But for the goddess’ sake, it felt like a struggle to stay here and act all normal, as if I was alright and I wasn’t seconds away from falling apart.I have seen them after two years, after two years of suffering and pain. They stood there watching me with their accusing eyes and hateful faces.I wanted to touch them one more time. I wanted to feel their warm breathing bodies against mine. I have missed them so much.I have never forgotten about them even though I tried to let them go, but I couldn’t. So I faked it and focused on building a new life for me and my pack.But I guess karma never forgets. I have failed
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Chapter 59
Tamara, “A…alpha.” Someone said hesitantly from my side and I froze above the swing and dug my feet into the ground to stop it. I have come here to be alone and away from everyone because I was embarrassed and ashamed of myself. I have hurt my pup, and he was running around jumping and singing songs, praising me for my strength. The poor kid forgot all about me hurting him. And I felt like a piece of shit, a worthless mother who doesn’t deserve a beautiful pup like him, and this leads me to my own pregnancy. I didn’t tell savage just yet, and I didn’t know if I should to. Am I going to kill myself to get rid of that fox or should I tell Savage the truth about everything? The male has too much on his plate and he doesn’t need to be plagued with my problems now. At least the damn fox has disappeared now, and I can’t see her anywhere. “Alpha.” The voice said again stubbornly at this moment, and I flinched even though I know that the owner of it was still there, but I thought ign
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