Lahat ng Kabanata ng Racing Desires: Kabanata 101 - Kabanata 110

Dean's POV:It's been three fucking days since Kiara has been abducted, without any kind of trace of her. Mr Cole apparently has been on a business trip for four days already. There's no trace of my fuck up of brother or my mother whatsoever.All along, I knew I couldn't trust Logan. My dad tried to take some sort of care fairly early of him as he felt bad for Logan. Yes, Logan's father was a loser, and we had a fucked-up mother, but the older we grew, the more Logan's hate towards me grew. My dad tried to give him everything, and yet he always envied what I had. He never saw how hard I worked for things. For him, I was just a lucky child who had everything and was someone who took his mother away.I knew he was involved in this somehow, I just didn't know to what extent. That's why I wanted Kiara to stay away from him even more, besides him wanting her anyway. And I knew someone was passing on information to Mr Cole, which I was quite sure to be him. Fuck, if I had done something aga

Dean's POV:*****5 weeks later*****The last five weeks have been hell of a rollercoaster for Kiara and me. After taking a week off from work after we found her, I had to pick up my work as CEO, within the company, again. Especially seeing as I hadn't spent my time there ever since the accident anyway.What didn't make things easier on either of us was the whole media attention picking up the story. Although I put up security so nobody could get to her, she caught on what was going on due to the TV, newspapers, magazines, and also through social media. Even if she couldn't use the mobile herself, Tyler and the others would show her if she requested it. Although I had explicitely told them to keep it away from her as it kept on triggering her.While she had her tough face during the day, she would wake up during the night screaming. And even with her being feisty beforehand, her mood swings, plus the anger and fears she was feeling, could make her unpredictable at times. Sometimes, she

Dean's POV:It's Friday, and as promised, I've taken the day off. Right now, Kiara is back into surgery, but only a very small one to take all those wires out of her legs. Even if it's less than an hour for everything, the waiting is killing me. Knowing the narcotics again isn't good for the babies, and Kiara will be dealing some fresh pain again.On the other hand, she's been so excited about it, knowing she'll be able to leave the bed again and very slowly start training her legs. I use my waiting time to call the real estate, there are a couple of houses I would like to take a look at. With babies, my apartment won't be appropriate, and Kiara is going to take at least a couple of months until she will be able to walk.No one can tell us at this point how much she will be able to regain. Some nerves have been destroyed, and with all the bone crashes, we don't know how the pain will be even once it's fully healed. So what we need is a home where she can move around freely with her wh

Kiara's POV:Driving back home with Dean feels great and uncomfortable at the same time. I wanted nothing more than to finally leave the hospital behind me. But the last time I was in Dean's apartment, I left him because I thought he cheated on me. I thought I was only a game to him. Now, these emotions are unexpectedly crashing in on me again.Going back there triggers everything that has happened in the last couple of weeks and months. It's not like I don't understand why he did what he did, and I know he loves me, and I love him. But in moments like this, I'm afraid of the next fall. At the moment, I can't deal with falling even more.My life has gotten a little out of control. At the moment, my focus is solely on getting the control back and making sure my babies are safe. By now, I know Dean would do anything for our twins, and I'm sure he'd do anything for me, too. I love the way he holds and kisses me, the way he cares, the looks he gives me as if I were the most important pers

Dean's POV:During the last couple of weeks, I've spent most of my nights in the hospital. But actually having Kiara back in my bed, in my arms, is something completely different. Feeling her body pressed against mine like this, without any nurse walking in on us any second and without barriers feels better than ever before.Knowing I could have lost her. Knowing I actually had lost her for a short while makes me realize even more how important she has become to me. My nose dips into her hair, taking in her very own addicting fragrance. Watching her sleep peacefully is a great pleasure to me, especially knowing how little calm sleep she gets. Last night, she only woke up twice from the nightmares haunting her, which is way less than the average nights. Those cries and screams even haunt me in my own dreams and the pictures of what they did to her.Gently, I pick up one of her beautiful ginger coloured hair strands between my fingers and place it gently behind her ear, just to get a be