Semua Bab Racing Desires: Bab 91 - Bab 100

Dean's POV:One and a half hours have passed since I ran out here, and I have definitely calmed down. But as soon as we reach the waiting area, the panic of losing her is drowning me again, pulling me far underneath the surface. It seems nearly impossible to breathe, I've not had anxiety attacks in years. At least my dad remembers how to get me through this, and we breathe through it together.Gale gets us all some coffee and something to eat. I haven't really eaten much at all today. Due to the argument, I didn't eat breakfast. During the flight, I was still so torn by her words and everything. I only had a couple of grapes. And well, when Tyler called, I was just on my first piece of pizza.And now it's nighttime. We're all sipping coffee, eating chocolate bars, something I never usually do. And watching the news. Now, it's only repeating everything that was said earlier. They somehow managed to get closer photos from the car crash and now also add in photos and videos taken by eye

Dean's POV:Walking back in, I already see Dr Pierce waiting with the others. He's talking to Sean, who is still extremely upset, too. Dr Pierce promises him to be allowed in by tonight if things don't get too bad with Kiara. I even feel a little guilty that I'm allowed in, although I treated her bad the last couple of weeks and have only known her for a few months now. While Sean has known and been there for her ever since.But she's my big love and she's carrying my babies. I need to be with her. Before I leave with Dr Pierce, I tell everyone to go home, get some rest, and I'll keep them updated. Besides, I request everyone not to give any information to any media or anyone else. The longer they believe, she might be dead already; the safer Kiara is.As my battery is running low, I quickly tell my dad to bring a charger later on and switch my phone off."She should be waking up very soon. As soon as she starts waking up, we'll give her a light dose to sedate her until we know how mu

Kiara's POV:*****4 Days later*****Dean has been trying his hardest to convince me of his love the last four days. At the moment, I'm not quite sure what to believe. My heart wants to believe him so badly, but my trust in people has been shredded to pieces in the last couple of months. Brad, Nora, my parents, Dean, they have all shredded it.There's no doubt I miss and love him so much. We're going to be parents. But can I look past what happened with Nadine? He keeps on telling me there's a reason for all of this, and I'm to trust him. Then again, he doesn't give me a single clue on what's going on. Or what exactly happened between him and Nadine.My mind is going in circles, going between what my heart wants and the toxic things that have happened, which I definitely don't want. Apparently, it's too early to tell me anything about the whole thing going on. What does it mean when he says it was all fake? Did he still have sex with her? What did they do together? These and many more

Dean's POV:We've been driving around for hours, but there's no hint what so ever of her. Tyler checked all the possibilities, and to a certain extent, he was able to follow the ambulance but then lost track of it. All eyes from her racing gang are out here looking for her, too. Brad went nearly insane when the news reached him. Even if he's done so wrong, I know he does care for her, which doesn't mean I like it, but I can understand it.The police are trying, but honestly, they're doing shit. In the meantime, we've got a crew of thirty security guards out there looking for her, too. Tyler is trying to find out if he can find any file documenting a property they might have taken her, anything bought or rented. Probably more likely on the outskirts, something run down perhaps where no one would check. A secluded area. The problem is that they probably won't be that stupid to use their own name. So he's also trying to check out if he can find any way of checking any buildings matching

Kiara's POV:Mother in law? I only know Gale, who's his father's girlfriend. Could this be Dean's real mother? He never talked about her, and I've never seen a picture of her anywhere before. Somehow, I always presumed she might be dead, and it's something touchy for him. But obviously, she isn't. At least it explains why she seems so familiar to me.My eyes start clearing up more and more, which is also bringing back the pain even stronger."Please, I need something against the pain." I plead, trying to keep my tears back as I don't want to show too much weakness. Which obviously is ridiculous thinking about the state I'm in, not being able to move an inch by myself. So much for showing weakness."Oh, but where is the fun in that? I'm sorry, my dear, but the only way to make my son suffer is to make you suffer. This is the sole reason you're here. Do you have any idea how many years I've waited to see him suffer, the way he made me suffer?" Her voice is ever so soft, sweet, and overl