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71. Killing me

Kiara's POV:"I don't belong anyone but myself. No person will ever own me. Now fuck off." Even with my anger fuelled power, I don't manage to get him to budge a single inch. His hands have gotten hold of my wrists, to stop me from pushing him away. His nose runs up and down my neck, and as angry as I am, my damn body is a damn traitor giving into him. I start to squirm underneath his hot breath. Right now, I hate my body for doing this to me."I'm not a thing to own and to be put aside whenever you like." My voice is less poweful than it should sound."I'm sorry, Kar. You're not a thing to me. You're my world, more than you'll ever know. This week has just been so fucked up. I don't want you to suffer because of me. I just, I can't...... I can't lose you Kar. I love you too fucking much. And I didn't mean the things I said. When you left beforehand, I was worried sick.""You were worried sick? How do you think I felt last night?" I throw back, trying not to give into his remorseful

72. Lunch break

Kiara's POV:The last four weeks have been a hell of a ride. After the night we went out with our friends and our makeup session, which somehow extended through all of Sunday and even lunchbreak on Monday, I was hoping things were good. But by Monday night, I had the moody Dean back.He's been so moody that even Brent invited me into his office during the second week to ask me about it. No one seems to know what's going on with him. Even Tyler and him got into a huge argument about nothing, and once Tyler told him to treat me better, he totally lost it. In the end, Tyler had a broken nose. I felt so sorry for Tyler. After that, Dean's mood dropped even more at the fact about what he had done.One evening, when he came back drunk, he confided into me crying while telling me how badly he's losing his shit at the moment. Saying he can't cope with things and doesn't know how the hell to get out of it. But it's only in those drunken moments that he will admit to at least something.There h

73. Wrong office

Kiara's POV:"Fine. I guess it's better than eating alone. It might be a bad idea for you, though.""I'm not afraid of Dean." Well, that's a new. And something about the way he says it seems a little off. I decide to ignore my feeling though and put it down to simply being out of order at the moment. So I decide to joke instead."Nope, I was actually thinking because of you having Mac'n'Cheese there, and I only have a stupid sandwich. I'll be very likely drooling all over your food."His shoulders shake as he laughs. "I'm fine to share," and with that, he adds another fork to his tray."Who says I'm not going to steal the whole plate?""That tiny belly of yours," his fingers pointing at my flat stomach.He's right, though. It's taken me some time getting used to eating during lunchtime at all. I can eat normal portions in the evening, but I'm not used to it at this time of day. "Lucky you," I reply while following him, causing him to chuckle again.Logan tells me all kinds of funny of

74. Desperate

Kiara's POV:"Kiss me, Kar. Please!" Dean begs once more.After this confession and all the pain on Dean's face, I can't help but lean in to kiss him. His strong arms pull me tighter against his chest while our kiss deepens. The way he kisses me feels like he's afraid to be on the verge of losing me any moment.Tasting him is so addicting. No matter how angry I am, I will always want more of Dean. And right now, I understand his pain. I understand why he doesn't want me near Logan, so I'm fine with that. We still have all the other issues, but this is one pain I can ease right now.A deep groan escapes Dean's chest when I start nibbling, kissing and sucking his neck."Fuck Kar, you have no idea how good that feels." His voice ever so deep and husky.I'm going to take his mind off things for tonight, no matter what else is haunting him at the moment. Slowly I start unbuttoning his shirt and trail kisses along his bare chest, the further I unbutton his shirt, the further down my kisses

75. Magazine

Kiara's POV:In the evening, no surprise, Dean can't make it home with me. So much for my good feelings during lunchtime.Just as I'm making myself some fried rice/ vegetable pan, Tyler turns up. I tell the porter to send him up."Hey," I say with a huge smile on my face. I'm so glad to see Tyler. This is the first time after Dean broke his nose, and him being here gives me hope it's not all messed up."Hey, beautiful," he beams back at me, pulling me in for a hug with a heart melting smile on his face.Once I've drawn back, his eyes always roam up and down my body, and he clears his throat when he starts speaking. "Guess I should have called a little earlier," and he nervously rubs the back of his neck. Fuck I've totally forgotten I'm wearing nothing but a long t-shirt from Dean. Which has become my lounge and sleeping wear."Shit!" I mutter while blushing like crazy and try to pull the t-shirt over my bare legs. "I'll be right back," I excuse myself and run as fast as possible witho

76. Dagger

Kiara's POV:My whole world has just crumbled to my feet. Even though I had the feeling after his message last night that this might be happening, there was still this tiny stupid hope left inside of me, hoping there was a good explanation for it. I was holding on to the string that he would never cheat. Not after the pain we both went through after both of our partners were cheating on us.Why didn't he just tell me it's over? Why did he keep on lying, telling me he loves me? That it's only business with Nadine. Why did he sleep with me only a day before this? My hope and love were too strong to give up on him, and he just went ahead and broke me worse than anyone else ever could.I'm such a stupid girl for ignoring all the red flags. For hoping for more. For being just as dumb as my mother.Even if it kills me even more, I need to know what is written in the magazine. As there obviously was an interview too. Without getting up, I simply reach out to the top of the desk and pull the

77. Where is she?

Kiara's POV: I work through my lunch break like I used to in the past. Not that I'm hungry anyway. Besides, I need to drown my sorrow into something productive. Jeez, how am I supposed to work on an image campaign for Dean soon, with everything that has happened and is going on right now? That was one big wish during the board meeting two days ago. Is it really only two days ago? It already seems like ages to me.The worst thing right now is that while looking at the photo on my desk, I'm already missing his kisses, his touches, his love. Well, or what he played well to feel like love. As much as I want to hate him, I can't, and that's the worst thing about it.Why does it have to be her that he loves? Why do I have to love him like crazy? It would be so much easier if I could just hate him. I finish work earlier today and call it a day at 4pm. No way am I risking Dean walking in while I'm packing my stuff at his place. Seeing as he mentioned he wanted to talk at home, I wouldn't p

78. Ben & Jerry's

Kiara's POV:I don't know how I made it, but running like for my dear life seemed to have worked. Jesus, I'm faster than the elevator, even all those floors down. My lungs burn like hell. But the heck, rather this pain than the other one that is constantly burning deep down inside my heart and soul. As soon as I reach my car, the elevator doors slide open."God damn it, Kiara. Just wait for a second." Dean calls out. I fight the urge to be close to him because I know it will only result in even more pain. This is the reason I went kinda flying down those stairs. Before Dean can reach me, I'm in my Mustang and lock the doors. "Open the god damn doors, Kar. This is being so childish. Can't we talk like normal adults about it?"I open a tiny slit to the window. "What do you want to talk about, how you fucked your ex, well now girlfriend again, while I was waiting for you? Is that what you want to talk about? Or how you still told me bullshit about love, because I'm mentally unstable? Or

79. Intense moment

Kiara's POV:Helpless I look up at Tyler, who has his arms wrapped soothingly around my shoulder while watching Marvels Endgame. His arm like this has nothing romantic about it. It's just to comfort me after crying my balls out.Another pounding. "Come on, Kar. I hear the god damn TV. I know you're there." It's now that I realize he's slurring, so he's drunk again. "I'm not going away, you hear me?"Tyler gets up: "He's not going to leave, believe me. Do you want to talk to him?" I shake my head no. No, I can't deal with this. Why does he have to turn up here like that?"What the fuck are you doing here?" Dean's angry voice booms through the entire place as soon as Tyler has opened the door a slit. "You're my best friend! And now you're fucking my girl, or what?"I gasp loudly at his harsh assumption."I'm not fucking anyone, so calm down. Besides, I doubt you have the right to call her your girl after the shit you did or are still doing to her." "If you're not fucking her, then what

80. Possible boner alert

Kiara's POV:I've had two damn days to get myself mentally prepared for the trip tomorrow, but it seems impossible to prepare myself for it. To top it off any time, I left my office for whatever reason, if it was for a coffee, to get the paper refilled, to come or leave, and pick up things from Gina or whatever. Dean would be in the hallway.It was nearly as if he knew the exact moment to appear, which was creepy, and at the same time, I felt this incredible pain any time I saw him. And if I wouldn't know better, I'd say he looked pained too. He's probably pained having to spend the weekend with me. That's why he's also acting so crazy around everyone.Apparently, his mood has been really bad again, and the whole office is suffering. He's been yelling at anyone who wasn't doing their work or what he thought wasn't decent work. Gina started stuttering again whenever he was close. Is she attracted to him him? Most definitely! But I think her stuttering actually comes due to his intimida

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